u/mhmd2-2

im a huge fan of his music from rainbow to his solo career but i dont really watch interviews or documentaries at all.

he seems nice but im not sure if he was actually a good person, i only remember someone saying he crashed out on an interviewer after he took a jab at his height which is a very justifiable response so thats fine.

and in some of his concerts he holds up fanart and things the crowd throws at him which is i guess a good sign since he i showing appreciation to his fans.

but can someone genuinely tell me if he had some big really bad controversies or something?

also sorry if the post isnt that understandable im not a native english speaker.

2 cats gave birth on my balcony 3 months ago and i have been feeding their kids and letting them in occasionally when im lonely, i bathed them amd i feed them daily but try to let them catch some insects on their own to teach them to hunt because this is my summer house so i'll leave in some months.

both mothers had 1 kitten, the others died and one of them ate the rest. they are one boy and one girl and they play and sleep next to and with eachother so they are friendly.

i was returning home 3 days ago and saw a kitten being chased by 3 stray dogs so i took the kitten in and took care of her, she is very calm and starved and tired so im giving her extra attention.

so yesterday i introduced the other kittens to her and she played with the male but the old female got really UNUSUALLY calm and just kept sitting on the couch watching them, she doesnt attack her but just hiss's at her when she gets too close so i knew she didnt like her.

the problem is today she is refusing to do anything, she only eats and sleeps and stays with her mother but doesnt play with me or the other cat anymore.

what can i do to make her normal again? or should i just let her stay with her mother and not take her in anymore. i know its too early to start worrying but this is the exact opposite of what she does so yeah she did a complete 180⁰.

note: the new kitten is about the same age as them, she eats normal food and drinks normally and plays quite a lot with the male but just sleeps when she's alone and just follows me around while i read or watch a movie.

she isnt sick or anything, i may take her in as an actual home pet and keep her with me since she's parentless and all, i will take her to a vet later but i cant now.

first of all i need help because i listened to hot rats, apostrophe and i just listened to joes garage. i dont know what to listen to next.

im so sorry because i know EVERYONE hates this question but im overwhelmed with the sheer amount of albums and i want to know what i should listen to without wasting time on meh albums. ill eventually listen to them all but i want to know what the best are so i can listen to them right off the bat.

so with that out of the way, i want to talk about joes garage. this is my favourite album of all time, im not gonna lie, i didnt like the second half that much from a musical standpoint just because i like lyrics and it was mostly instrumental BUT I LOVED ITTT story wise.

I thought it would take a while for me to find an album better than aqualung then this album decimated it. im not really that much of a "music connoisseur" i guess so im not really knowledgeable.

this was the perfect album, THE album of all time i had so much fun listening to it and i just relistened to it and even took the scenic route to my home just so i can listen to more on the way.

ike willis is absolutely amazing, his vocals are insane and i discovered him by this album.

i dont have a lot to say because i dont really review stuff but i just wanted to say i really adore the album.

also thank you if anyone actually tells me what to listen to next and not just insult me for not having to work my ass off to get vinyls and listen to the same album every day all day like they did or some shit.

edit: thanks for being nice and helpful. the only time i asked something like that i got absolutely flamed for not listening in order of release (the "right" way)

this is the best move they have done in a WHILE.

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i grew up with bo1 and 2 when i played it at my cousin's xbox. i never got an xbox or a ps3 to play the games again and i cant afford a pc so it has been kind of a dream to play them again anytime soon.

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this is probably the only time im gonna buy a game day 1 just because im so excited. i just hope they added all the maps back.

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also im still confused if they completely reworked the graphics or just improved them a bit for the ps5 and fixed framerates and all.

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what are your thoughts? have you played it before or you dont care or what.

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it doesnt have to be objective, im talking the one that makes YOU sad.

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for me its probably this must be the place.

its been 8 fucking months and im in worse shape than the first week mentally and physically. a lot of people i know died these part few months (more than 3) and compared to this breakup its like nothing.

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i've gone misotheist or i dont know what its called exactly and whats terrifying me is im not scared of eternity in hell but im petrified by the fact that i wont see her again in all eternity.

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i think about her everyday i cant do anything normally, i barely touched my guitar or in these whole 8 months because as soon as i try i juat get lost in thought and cant focus at all.

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im completely destroyed by any idea of her getting with anyone else and i just want to rip my jaw off everytime i think about it. everytime someone asks i say that i dont care just to spend the night crying which happens every 2 fucking days, im not exaggerating.

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and something that i find shameful to talk about but i just need to is that i havent been able to masturbate or hookup with anyone, and the reason is i still feel like im cheating on her and even with that im not actually aroused or motivated to do anything. i love her and i cant think about anyone else sexually.

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i've become useless and my lifee is meaningless. im trying to get over it actively but i cant.

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note: i wasnt exaggerating when i said people i knew died, 2 passed away from illnesse and old age and 1 died in an accident but i wont elaborate because it doesnt relate to the post.

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edit: i have to add that she wasnt abusive or manipulative in any way shape or form, she is the best most kind soul i knew. even though she had her bad habits she still was perfect.

the only reason im thinking of getting a pc is project zomboid and tarkov, tarkov can wait but i want to play zomboid now.

i already play games like stardew valley, graveyard keeper, battle brothers, mount and blade warband also modded warband. so it can run some games smoothly but im not sure about zomboid.

also i think google is ass because it told me my laptop cant run warband at all and here i am playing it on 60fps so yeah dont tell me "google it"

decided its time to do a vlandia run after 300 hours and its as horrible as i thought it would be so im resorting to workshop trading for fun (no caravans)

im struggling for some reason i places a oil press in jaculan and its getting 200-300 only, i placed a silversmith in sargot and closed all silver smiths surrounding it but it still needs some time to show progress.

point is its horrible and i need help and im not sure if there is a guide anywhere and even if there is im sure it would be outdated so please help me

i want to play it but the taleworlds website isnt opening up and i cant download the version needed.

if there isnt, does anyone know any other western mods or some civil war mods in this era? i just want to ride a horse and shoot a revolver.

i always see people say "led zeppelin is a band with 4 immaculate and perfect rock legends blablabla" but they never elaborate on john paul jones even when they say he is a genius.

i love the other 3 a lot and my favourite is bonham, i like john paul jones bass lines especialy the hard ones and im not sure but j think he did the keyboard in trampled under foot which is my favourite song. (i may be talking out of my ass)

yeah he's good, really good. but i dont understand why he is called a legend, is it because he is part of led zeppelin or he is actually a genius.

im not that educated in music and all that so im genuinely asking. and sorry if it seemed like im saying he doesnt deserve to be called a legend, im not saying that, im asking why he is.

i was crying and very frustrated about myself then i started punching myself out of despair and frustration so i got a concussion.

i cant go to training tommorow. this was the only thing i was looking forward to.

this messed my whole day up i should stop it. i cant even write properly my head hurts and if i hit myself again its gonna get worse so im venting.

edit: by the way the reason i started crying is i was very horny but i dont like watching porn BUT i was too horny to do anything so i resorted to masturbating to my ex and i started crying because i still love her. fml.(not nudes just normal selfies she sent me)

im not hating or ragebaiting but the movie is genuinely not that good, i watched the directors cut and went into it excited and i was not dissapointed by the battles and the scale of them but everything else without exceptions was just bad and boring.

i repeat that i watched the directors cut before someone points that out, the characters were made stupid for the sake of the protagonist looking smart, matter-of-fact how the hell was balian so smart and talented without expirience? he knew how to set up siege defences and he learned how to sword fight in such a short time and defeated a arab knight while he was at it ( i think).

and he was given command of the whole army by baldwin after a few conversations? and what were his feats exactly? suicide ride into arabs? ALSO HE WAS A BASTARD HOW WAS HE GOING TO MARRY SYBILLA?

forgetting blacksmith boy for a second how about i talk about the crusaders and the arabs. they tried making the arabs so reasonable and making the crusaders like big a-holes. im a muslim and i cant ignore the fact that arabs back then were dick heads, they slaughtered people left and right thinking its the right thing to do and yeah crusaders were equally bad but why make one side good and one bad?

there are some more points i want to talk about but thats enough for now

since its his favourite movie (i think) i thought he would have done a recount with a lot more detail, and it is a very famous movie so i guessed people would've bombarded him with requests for it.

did he mention it in a podcast epsode or something? i dont watch them and im watching the kill counts chronologically and i just got to the night of the living dead REcount so idk if he mentioned it recently.

IM NOT REQUESTING A RECOUNT IM ASKING IF HE TALKED ABOUT IT

i was at the book store and while i was finishing up a girl struck up a conversation with me, she just noticed im getting a book she liked and started talking about it.

she wasl nice so i didnt mind it and i was having a good conversation then she was like hey can j get your number and something like "if you dont want to just dont give me a fake number" and i said no its okay i dont mind making friends, if it doesnt work out its okay or something like that.

and she kind of hinted jokingly that she didnt want to be "friends" and i understood what she meant and asked her directly if she meant she wants to date or something.

i know i was really upfront because i hate talking stages very much and i dont want to date anyone since im not good in relationships.

anyway she started getting nervous and said yeah, so i explained that she was very nice and beautiful and all but i dont date or have relationships. then again she said "we can just hangout this one time" i think she meant she wanted to hook up which baffled me since im ugly as hell.

i said no thanks. and tried excusing myself and she said "yeah no wonder since you have a small nose". so i stopped and told her "huh?" and she said i probably have a tootsie roll for a dick. (hilarious)

so i said yeah okay fuck you too and left.

what the hell was that conversation? why the aggressiveness. i swear this interaction made me remember why i only have 1 friend. some people are so frustrating and annoying.

im considering posting this on AITAH with more detail just to make sure i didnt say anything wrong or embarrass her

also please no one go on a "what a foid" rant or something. you are probably worse if you say that. i told this to a group chat and some guys started saying that.

not in like "i want to be a rockstar and be popular" i mean if i want to do something like teaching, orchestra, session musician or something anything. just anything that includes music.

other than the obvious be good at the instrument where do i start. ill point out that im still young im 17 so i have some time ahead. i play guitar and i got a keyboard to practice on a few days back and i may get a bass a few years forward because im interested.

also do i HAVE to study music?

sorry if its a stupid question but im not sure where to get accurate detailed advice, google is horrible.

it will be fine to answer my question without reading the next paragraph so ignore it ill just ramble a bit.

i got the guitar a year back just for fun but im hooked now and im playing a lot and 2 months back i decided that im going to start learning music theory and focusing on technique and all that stuff.

im still heavily practicing scales and chords and i may start going to classes to learn music sheets instead of relying on tabs or if im not able to learn it somewhere ill try learning it online. point is im not just randomly thinking i need to make music my career and the desire will go away tomorrow.

i really love music as a whole a lot, and at this point im content having it as a side job that i do once in a year. im exaggerating a bit but its just to point out that im not saying i want to be famous or anything too stupid and fantastical, just something that can actually be achieved.

sorry if its looking like the scribbles of a madman im not really rereading anything. im yapping really.

we were bored after drinking and decided to do a poker face challenge. (dont ask we were really gone) so i used a strategy where i just think of depressing things to automatically go to a sad/normal expression.

it was working out somehow with me being tipsy and all, but at one point i just couldnt remove the thought from my head so i just actually started crying then promptly went home.

most embarrassing thing in my entire life. really funny tho