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I have an exam in 24 hours , after the teacher gave us more days to study. However , I don’t think I will be able to pass the exam , as it’s gonna be very difficult. I'm trying to accept failure so I can move on with my life after the exam is failed. I think I sabotaged myself yesterday and didn’t study all the time I wanted. It’s also true that I’m tired or burnt out . What can I do ?

My IQ has gotten worse, is there anything to do
About it ? I'm so sad because I'm very dumb.
:( Thank you for reading

While I study , I tend to get distracted. I have problems reasoning when perceiving something new. So I have a problem processing images or making rational connections . My memory is also impaired, not the worst but not working at its best. Is there something I can do about it ?

So basically I have an exam tomorrow at afternoon and I’m gonna fail it . Despite studying lots of hours for this exam , it feels like I have learned nothing all the time I have been studying. The worst part is my brain is not good enough to remember all there is to the exam with the hours left . So I’m thinking of doing an all nighter. Is it worth it ? Feel like I’m gonna fail either way .

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I'm so in love you with you. I want to read everything you have ever read, I want to watch the same shows and movies you have watched , I want to listen every song you have heard , I want to learn the languages you speak, I want to revisit all our conversations, I want to read all you’ve ever written , I want to be a goth like you , I want to think like you, I want to be like you . It doesn’t matter we haven’t seen each other for years now , I still need you. Maybe this is limerence and not real love , but the. Why not having you hurts me so much ? Why are you still my Guide, my road map , my role model , my anchor after all this time ? Is there any alternative to the criteria you have set forth ? I want to have kids together , buy a house together . Or build it if that’s what you fancy . We can have lots of cats if that’s what you want. We can dance together, read the same books , create a life where we are only one.

Hello everyone, so the workload on my job has decreased to the point they are likely not going to need me anymore. So I have to get a new job, instead of hiring companies for new needs they are using AI to cope, and workers are training AI so it can replace jobs. So I was thinking of getting into a more physical demanding career.

My parents seem to lack any ethics or morals, even though they have clear political leanings. When I tell them I have problems at university, the only thing they tell me to do is to use AI . I know how to use AI ( not open-source , but I know all the apps and stuff ) but some of it use are not appropriate for an academic course. They seem to not have any ideas to help me. What can I do instead ? I have issues studying for exams and doing assignments or research.

I do everything wrong. I never listen to everyone else’s advices. I’m a serial procrastinator. I’m resistant to change . I have low openness , low conscientiousness and very high neuroticism. I have amygdala hijacks , always shush myself when anxious. All I care about is university ( edit: I don’t have anything else going on in my life apart from that and working out ) and I’m doing awful.

This is my time available , sadly. Is this enough time to learn what I should have throughout a year ?

I feel like I want everything to be over. I don’t see the point of studying . I’m very stupid. I don’t know why I study everyday if I’m going to die at the end. I’m inferior to everyone else in life. I regret studying this degree. Likely no career in my foreseeable future, lack of a good job market. I don’t like the life I’m living , but I need to graduate this year. I’m only 24 and I feel like I was created as a cruel joke to be given false hope.

I don’t see the point of studying . I’m very stupid. I don’t know why I study everyday if I’m going to die at the end. I’m inferior to everyone else in life. I regret studying this degree. Likely no career in my foreseeable future, lack of a good job market. I don’t like the life I’m living , but I need to graduate this year. I’m only 24 and I feel like I was created as a cruel joke to be given false hope.

I was near to relapsing at the end of day 4 because I was edging .
I relapsed today , I was alone at home.
Porn Is my way of coping with issues

Even if nothing matters , and everyone is going to die , there still something I want to tell you. You are not the only one going through this experience called life. I’m here ,you don’t have to suffer alone as you can always share with strangers online what you are going through. I offer my good intentions with this post . It’s now your turn to reply or dm . What’s on your mind ?

There is a recent post about contemporary introductory books . So I’m gonna keep the novelty and ask about classic books or any other material I can learn from in order to start
knowing more about socialism.
Edit: I forgot to add hi everyone . I hope you had or are having a great day.

Hi everyone, I’m not from the US . I want to learn more about liberalism/ socioliberalism ( I thought they were synonyms but I actually don’t know if there is any difference between both , it would be good to know ) , specially liberal’s ideas in the US , since it has a different meaning than what is usually called liberalism in Europe or other parts of the world ( more conservative ) . I didn’t know how to flag myself but I may be classified as a moderate or independent that leans right, with an appreciation for liberalism, even if what is also called socioliberalism is a centrist or leaning left ideology .

Tomorrow starts my 4 th day on nofap . I’m currently on day 3. In two hours it will be day 4. Keep it up people

I have a question. I’m starting to believe that I’m near to the 99% than to the 50% on the percentile of intelligence. But I’m somewhere in between that bracket . What can I do to increase my intelligence? I also have some problems related to body and emotional regulation.
I know the 8 types of intelligence is debunked but I have to add that I’m not high in any of those other “ intelligences “ either. What’s the current research on the topic ? Thank you for reading my post , please help me :(

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