u/sweetrealive

i heard your call

to be your daughter

one more time

your on ur bed

given up flat

thrown another chance

to rethink your past

if you succeeded

slaying down your dragons

there shouldn't be

a cause of worry

why seek me now

when your heart

is falling off your sleeve

would our relationship

take a new turn

if we hugged & rehashed

death is on your beside

forming closure alongside

but i already jumped the gun

when i said goodbye

i had to allow time

to give me grace

i had no say

if I wanted to be severed

i allowed repercussions

to take place

the universe gave you

an early start

i hope when your near

you don't begin to question

my choice of unsaid words

you had your chance

the first time you raised yours

i heard your call

to be your daughter

one more time

your on ur bed

given up flat

thrown another chance

to rethink your past

if you succeeded

slaying down your dragons

there shouldn't be

a cause of worry

why seek me now

when your heart

is falling off your sleeve

would our relationship

take a new turn

if we hugged & rehashed

death is on your beside

forming closure alongside

but i already jumped the gun

when i said goodbye

i had to allow time

to give me grace

i had no say

if I wanted to be severed

i allowed repercussions

to take place

the universe gave you

an early start

i hope when your near

you don't begin to question

my choice of unsaid words

you had your chance

the first time you raised yours

i heard your call

to be your daughter

one more time

your on ur bed

given up flat

thrown another chance

to rethink your past

if you succeeded

slaying down your dragons

there wouldn't be

a cause for worry

why seek me now

when your heart

is falling off your sleeve

would our relationship

take a new turn

if we hugged & rehashed

death is on your beside

forming closure alongside

but i jumped the gun

when i said goodbye

i had to allow time

give me grace

i had no say

if I wanted to be severed

i allowed repercussions

take place

the universe gave you

an early start

i hope when your near

you don't begin to question

my choice of unsaid words

you had your chance

the first time you raised yours

my father recently wrote to my mother

Hi insert name Just wanted to inform you that I've been really sick with a heart condition. Been in and out of hospital. And the only thing that would mean more to me in the world is to see the girls. I hope you can help with this. Thank you.

When I first heard the news, I cried and all I could think my poor dad :( that probably is a very normal response even with all the abuse he put my whole family through I can’t help but still think of him as my dad, I cut him off 6 years ago when I was 18, I haven’t really been in contact with him besides a relapse I stupidly got back in contact on him cause I he was paying for my phone bill and I wanted to chnage my number but I had to cancel it througu him, anyway that was like 3 years ago and this is the first time hearing him in a while, what should I do? I know it may be wiser to not see him because my mother pointed out he didn’t message that he wanted to apologise to us about what he did if he really had through bavk about his life if he is nearing death, and I have to agree, I guess I’m Looking for confirmation to see him and thoughts on what he said. Thank you

I rearrange

I move things side by side

I pick the perfect place

I try to hold my breath

I know that this won't be the end

I use my buried troubles

as a weapon of choice

I'll solemnly avoid

a life I wouldn't lead

I'd rather sigh

than look at myself in the eye

I try not to fault

so I won't become a cliche

I'm one step behind

yet i find myself in between

one day I'll look back

see my life layed out

understand I strived in pain

how could have i changed

I became the bargained moment

I was afraid of all along

help!

thank you!

I’m hoping I get mine soon, im stressing ahhh (Sydney btw)