for context i am 22f butch lesbian and ive recently figured out that my envy for men is gender dysphoria and ive had dreams of having something phallic between my legs before. i’m really struggling coming to terms with this and wanted to hear some stories to hopefully help me feel less alone in this
so as i mentioned im a 22 yo butch lesbian and growing up i was always interested in wearing boys clothes, playing with boys, peeing standing up with my male friends, my first kiss was with a girl at the age of three, and as I got older I can recall having dreams of something phallic between my legs. Now I’ve finally realized that my “hatred” for men is just envy and the envy I’ve felt my whole life i don’t have to live with. i can do something about it. I’m not sure what ultimately made me realize within the last week or so that I want facial hair and a flat chest but I’ve come to the realization and i wanted to hear some of your stories too.
i’m still determining whether i want to transition and take T but one of the realizations I’ve had recently was that I have had a couple of dreams when I was younger that I had a penis or something phallic between my legs. As a toddler I also tried to pee standing up in the bushes with my male friends. Is this something other transmasc people have experienced as well?
i’m 22f butch lesbian and i’m really struggling with gender dysphoria. i’ve never felt connected to my “womanhood” or felt feminine. even as a child i was trying to pee standing up and was kissing girls as a toddler. nowadays, i feel attached to my butch lesbian label but i want facial hair and i want a muscular, masculine body. i’m heavily considering staring T. what made you realize you were transmasc?
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We’re from Texas and are staying in the Boston area but we’re very interested in seeing what Salem has to offer. Please give us some Witch Trial recommendations as well as some restaurant recommendations too. Thanks yall
We’re from Texas so please give us your best New England experiences
for context i am a 22f butch lesbian wanting to begin a small dose of T but dont know where to begin or what information i need to start. i was hoping you guys could give me some insight. thanks yall.
i’m 22f looking to get on a low starting dose of T but wanted to hear some people’s opinions. Thanks!
i’m 22f looking to get on a starting dose of testosterone and i wanted to know what some other people’s experiences were with it! thanks!
Do you wear boots, tennis shoes, composite toe, steel toe, etc.?
Today is my second day of A&P school and my first time doing safety wire and we did it by hand. What can I do to improve?
I’m 22 years old and about to begin trade school. I’m incredibly excited to start trade school which I begin on the 15th of this month. While I’m super excited I’m also very nervous as I know nothing about the trade I’m getting into.
I also don’t have any friends who live in my area and the friends I do have respond very sporadically so it’s hard to maintain conversations with them. While I enjoy my alone time, I can’t be alone too long or my mind begins to go to bad places. I’ve been communicating off and on with my ex girlfriend who broke up with me 6 months ago. I know I shouldn’t be dating as I’m about to begin trade school but I also crave having someone to talk to.
I’m currently over 100 pounds overweight and am trying to begin a fitness journey but I’m finding it impossible to stick to one when my parents go out to eat constantly and there aren’t healthy options in my house.
I have 6 days until I begin trade school and I’m spinning out about my life. I just quit my job and am trying to find work in the field I’m going into but I haven’t had much luck yet.
Im stressed out about money and women and my future and my health.
Sorry for this rant I just needed to vent in some capacity.
The other day I got called two slurs by a customer and my manager sat there and let it happen without saying anything. I got a new supervisor in my dept recently after coming back from LOA and I cannot stand her. Our management is so ass backwards and they don’t care about their employees at all. I’m done. After my shift where I was not defended by my manager against the customer calling me slurs i’m done. I am never going back in there again.