u/Cyrus_Epsilon

TW: Transphobia.

So, I came out to my mother last night, and she was mad at me for wanting to go by a more masculine name.She said that I am just obsessing over being a guy and told me to "be yourself", and said that all the stuff I buy "was junk". When in reality, I have been buying trans tape, sports bras, a binder, or some boxer underwear to help with the gender dysphoria.

I am no longer questioning my gender, When I was questioning my gender, I thought I was somewhere on the nonbinary scale and choose different names because of that. I feel I am a man and want to be called by my real name: Walter.

I have been using writing as a way to explore my fluid attraction.

I have been writing about a fictional shapeshifter boyfriend that helps me come to terms with my identity.

He and I have been flirting a lot and I came to terms with the fact that I am a trans man.

his soft and open personality made me more open to getting gender euphoria from him.

When I interact with him, I feel safe.

I wanted this to be a slice of life/comfort read.

I plan the main trio to be

1. The Leader representing Glamour Witchcraft and Self Love, their power being a shapeshifter.

2. The 2nd in Command representing Green Witchcraft and Friendship, their powers being animal and plant manipulation.

3. The 3rd one representing Kitchen Witchcraft and Agape/Storge Love, who uses their food to create edible healing potions and shield the team from deadly things.

I thought the villians would be less serious, perhaps a villian of the week type of story.

I really want this story to be interesting, but I have no idea on how to tie the cast together well.

It seems like every time I see a sexuality I automatically wanna be that sexuality. Like...I found out about being autosexual and felt autosexual for a few weeks. Now, this week, I found out about being fictosexual and now I am fictosexual.

Before this, I identified myself as AroAce Objectum. While I still do indeed have an attraction to objects, I feel like I am juggling too many sexualities at once.

When it comes to 3D Humans, I am not attracted to them. I thought I was a lesbian, but it seems I am not attracted to 3D women either.

I am not sure what sexuality I am, and want to know what I could be.

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