u/Emma_200711

My mom is so annoying if i have the courage to get out of my room and make food she makes excuses to be in the kitchen she looks at my plate of food very observantly and she’s judging me ashe has to make a comment i cant with her shes. Always looking at me its so weird it makes me feeel disgusted or if we go out as a family or im going out with friends she has to look at my. Face my majeup and say something about it, either im pretty bc i have makeup on, or i did my makeup badly, or i have pigmentation or something on my face.. if i wear something more “lazy” its ugly and she cant have me going out like that, if it’s something “daring” she looks in a judgemental face.. i just cant it drives me insane idk if someone here relates to this but i actually cant anymore

I mean now its easier for me to get out of the room but still hard. And i have issues with eating because of that.

ill be so honest i think i have no talent. I write badly and i dont know a lot of good words. I keep repeating the same words in my writing even tho i try not to. I write very childishly (i think) or just not advanced and i want someone to help
Me create a song, as much as i want it to be my work only i need at least some help because i dont know how to get better

My story with my mom is complicated but for short she is a judgmental person and im not telling her.

As of my friends they used to joke about me being a sexual before i even knew what that was..
one of them is not my friend anymore but still

I have a friend who is bi but thats it also shes not very talkative about it..

I have some friends who make jokes about a lot of stuff that i know i cant tell them about it.

Im also not sure if i wanna be labeled rn..

Idk if ill ever tell anyone.. is that ok? Or is it not normal?

Also im getting oldor so friends and family stats asking about a boyfriend and i lie to my friends that i dont want a bf rn even tho i dont want to at all..

Could be you, a family member, a celeb..

I can draw you,your pet etc.. i draw kinda badly but ill try!!!

None fruit drinks but cold drinks like make milkshakes idkk anything