I wish I never told anyone about my height insecurity
I’m 16f, an height in my family is very uneven. on my dads side, it’s safe to say they’re all pretty short (5’6, tallest 5’9) and on my moms side, height ranges from 5’8-6’8 no joke.
well I got my period at 11 years old and was maybe 5ft when that happened. 5 years later im now stuck at 5’3.
now dont get me wrong-i know that’s a pretty average height for females and isn’t necessarily bad, but in my family (my dads family is across the country so I’m always with my moms side ) i look really small by comparison.
my mom was originally 5’9 (she has a disease affecting her height/weight now tho) and all my uncles are well into the higher six foot somethings. I’m roughy older than 50% of my cousins, but it’s safe to say you would never think that by looking at us. seriously all my cousins have well outgrown me, and my younger cousins I’m close to (12m 5’4, 10f she hasnt surpassed my yet but her parents are both 5’11+ and my sister 11f 5’2 ….i swear I sound stupid comparing myself to literal kids but I’m just bummed asf) are either passed me, or definitely gonna outgrow me.
well of course theres gonna be a shortest cousin, but I just didn’t want it to be me lols. I told my mom/my sister was present when I was talking about this, and it’s became the biggest weapon against me. every time theres an argument a comment about my height is always mentioned (usually with my sister, my mom uses this as an excuse to tell me I don’t take care of myself) and of course all the village grandmas and what not love to point out how I’m small as hell.
im just frustrated with myself and needed to rant. thanks to anyone who read through.