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Time or opika unte Chaduvandi.... it's not that deep just wanna share it here!

I don't know weather i miss her it' just wave of sadnes....she is just a frnd tho... May be i miss her, i know her routinee and almost a lot of things so it's been months we ain't talking....thoo i was okay all this time... but from past few days i get this wave of sadnes of her like i miss her or something

hey we still follow eachother through insta tho...but she barly sees my stories .. it's not matter tbh!

But i kinda miss her kinda went through old chats, and my brain playing some few cute or good moments that i & she shared or talked....i miss her yapping and i miss her rant about her mom

She first called me in feb while she was drunk in her akka bharat lo that moment it started I don't have feelings or i hate to admit i do have but so does she but idk

I'm a fumbler i fuck things up.... I'm scared tho to let someone to see me get closee.......

Lol i don't why am i saying this all it' just listing to "radiohead" songs while typing this

And i never looked for something more of a relationship with her she is good geniune frnd i misss her badly......

Honestly i misss everyone who comes in to my life

thank you if u made this far!

Have a great good weekend guys love you all.....just know that women are goood i mean people generally stop seeing everything with butha addam

guys btw tell ur opinion after reading this love you all byee !

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I'm 26 years old, 5'5" and around 43 kg. Please don't laugh, I know I'm very underweight.

I've been going to the gym for 6 days now, and honestly I'm struggling with almost everything. I can't even lift some 5 kg dumbbells comfortably, I can't do a single proper push-up, and I struggle with sit-ups too. My stamina is really poor.

I genuinely want to gain weight, build muscle, and become healthier, but I don't know where to start with nutrition. I don't really like boiled eggs or paneer, and I can only manage 1–2 bananas a day.

For those of you who started out very skinny:

• How did you improve your stamina?
• What foods helped you gain weight if you were a picky eater?
• How long did it take before you started feeling stronger?

I'm committed to sticking with the gym this time, so I'd really appreciate any advice.

Ever felt like we lived enough ?

i mean the attrocities that happening daily these days, every grusome act, heinous crimes that commit by people and mainly people who hold power money they can get away anything ig ? is it ?

i mean i don't think there is no hope left in our countryy for people change ? every day every news makes me so sick like

lke as u seen some mcu movies two charachters says about humans :

Ultron believed humans would destroy themselves because of their endless violence, greed, and need for control. Thanos believed people would never change that no matter how much they had, they'd always want more, even if it meant destroying themselves.

so something like this guys? do u have hope ? just think about it ? say what u feel regarding this