u/Sceptile789

How many of you guys are a bunch of nerds. Like hobby wise. How many of you are also neurodivergent as well.

I'm very curious.

I'm asking this since I plan on becoming a detective and I'm hoping to find fellow detectives with the same interests so I don't feel like an outcast.

So I might be going through gender dysphoria again. Last time I came out as a trans man, my parents did not take so kindly that I had to detransition. Even though I sometimes wear skirts and dresses, I suddenly want to be a man again. But this time I unfortunately have to keep it a secret from my parents because of how transphobic they are. My dad even uses it against me by saying "you wanted to be a boy"I want to be a man, but also don't want to be a man. It's hard to explain. I think I might be either a trans man or a demi girl. I'll give it time to figure it out.

So there was someone who was really into politics saying some very ugly things about trans people. Everyone was clowning on him and he then told me some nasty things about me being asexual. Before he told me aphobic things, he said I'm mentally ill and confused with my gender. He also said that I'm just mad that I can't get laid. Well he happened to be on my team the next round and I avoided healing him because how much of a dickhead he was being. Since the game disconnected me I'm not sure if he was reported or not.

So my dad thinks that if someone gives me gifts for Christmas, it means that they want to have sexual relations with me? I'm in highschool btw. I thought the gesture was sweet and I still don't know who my secret Santa is.

I've told him that I'm asexual before and he either says "yOu sAy tHaT nOw" or "sOmEoNe wIll cHaNgE tHaT fOr yOu" it's so gross to tell that to someone, let alone your daughter.

He also thinks I'm weird for being sex repulsed and I told him again and that's when he started to say someone will change that for me. Why are aphobes obsessed with asexual people getting into relationships or their personal lives.

I've had a teacher also say that I will also change too. My friend assumes I have a thing for the German teacher and I keep telling her it's a squish and I'm Aroace. (Shout out to the German teacher, he's a very nice man)

My father also says that if someone draws you or if you want to draw someone, then that means you want to have sexual relations with them. This one pisses me off a lot. Because I sometimes draw real life people a lot, and that doesn't mean I want to have sexual relations with them. It's wrong.

I had an annoying prick told me that he ships me with my friend. I should've told him I ship him with another prick back.