After 14 years of school, someone actually wants to be friend for reasons other than simply sitting next to me in class and having no one else to talk to. Only problem is that communication is not a skill I excell at so our texts are very rough at the moment and we haven't had an actual conversation for like week now.
This time I've come prepared, got 3 bags of gummy bears (I'll probably only take one though), got a couple powerades, I'll wear shorts instead of jeans, and I recently got a top tube bag to keep all the stuff out of my pockets too.
They're all "I'm alone and I hate my life" but I actually love my life. Somebody nobody wants by Dion, relatable with "everybody that I see, seems to have someone but me" and then he says "why does life treat me so wrong." Welcome to the new south by less than Jake, relatable with how he talks about being an outcast until he talks about being sad about it. I'm just a kid by simple plan, again relatable because he's talking about how he's alone, but then he says "and life is a nightmare."
Just kinda annoying getting into a song that's relatable both in terms of asexuality and my social life, only to inevitably get to the "I hate being alone" tone of the song when I couldn't be happier with being alone.
This scene is from Toradora btw. Pretty good so far, but hasn't had a huge focus on asexuality like call of the night did if that's the kinda thing you're looking for
Realized that since boox devices run android, I can put custom launchers on them. Went poking through some showcase videos and found hyperdroid which is just android with a windows skin over it. And it's actually a pretty good launcher, I just wouldn't recommend it for e-ink devices.
Although a couple I did find that fit really well with e-ink devices are Olauncher and Niagara if you don't really like the default onyx launcher or just want a super minimalist homepage.
I've gotten back into cycling and I'm looking for a decent road/gravel bike and outside of the ozark trail g1 explorer, the cheapest I've seen is like $1,500. And what's worse is that everyone's shitting on it when it is a good bike. Obviously it's not going to be on par with stuff from trek or specialized, but the person buying an entry level bike isn't going to be doing anything super insane anyway. Maybe riding 100 miles or so each week max and you don't need a $2,000 full carbon bike for that.
And it really just pushes people away from the hobby. If I only got the snobby "that $400 _____ is terrible, you need to buy these $1,500 _____" comments, at best I'd give up interacting with people, at worst I'd see how expensive it is and give up the hobby entirely.
I love romance, but at the same time I don't. I'll lose my mind over a romance manga/anime but then every time I get the chance for real romance, it's just not interesting. Like in 9th grade there was a girl who very obviously had a crush on me, we've known each other for a couple years and I even thought she was cute, but then I just didn't care about dating her. And then my sister's friend also very obviously had a crush on me, we're ok friends and I also thought she was kinda cute, but I just didn't care about dating her. Matter of fact I couldn't care about dating them. Tried forcing a crush both times and that didn't work out at all.
And the weirdest part is that my heart will melt reading something as basic as "Hitomi-chan is shy with strangers" and I'll think about it for months, but then any time I see two people enjoying themselves together in the real world, all I think is "good for them" (if I even do pay any mind to that) and then forget about it almost immediately even though it's literally the same thing. One's just a manga series and the other is real.
It's so contradictory but I love it.
Started with a couple miles every day or so for a couple months, recently jumped up to 6 every day for a week, and then went straight to the deep end and rode 32 miles today. Whole trip took about 3.5 hours and my thighs hate me now.
I have a raspberry pi 4 setup in my living room for easy streaming and I need an app/site that syncs with anilist like anymex does and also works with arm64 processors
Quick guide if you want to make one too: