u/casual-catgirl

You’re the practice. The thing in between moids and true love. If you aren’t beautiful, you’ll never be taken seriously as a love interest. Just the way up.

Literally go outside and look around. You never see a moid end up with a sub 5 or even average girl. If you aren’t at least HTB, you’ll be at most practice, even if you do get lucky enough to be asked out. If you ever find someone who you think likes you back and wants to hang out with you or whatever, they will just lead you on while waiting for their dream girl. It doesn’t matter who you are or what your personality is, you will never be who they want.

I am not conventionally attractive. Never have been. My face is uneven, I have a big forehead, big ears, recessed, etc. I have never been anyone’s crush. The two times someone has shown interest in me (and it wasn’t a joke) they’ve never actually wanted to date. They’ll flirt with me until they find a girlfriend. I was just practice. My life is a joke and I’ll be alone forever. Fuck moids and their hypergamy.

I just know men and women would put up with me if I was attractive. Then they could just romanticize my autism and depression instead of be disgusted by me. I would even be willing to go out with someone who fetishizes my autism or whatever because they’d find me pretty. This is so fucking brutal.

I got mine in August and around February I stopped having my period completely. I am so happy. I used to have such awful periods with heavy bleeding and so many cramps. After I got my implant they were lighter and now they’re gone totally.

I have vaginismus so I can’t use tampons and due to the heavy bleeding I had to change my pad a lot (even when I used heavy pads. Life without my period is incredible.

One side effect I have noticed is that I’m a lot more emotional. I get goosebumps all the time and cry at everything. It’s a little bit annoying but not the end of the world. Overall, my experience is very positive and I’m so glad I joined the club.