u/legoblocks227

Someone make me feel stupid so I can move on lol. Context: was seeing this older guy. Great chemistry. Told me he loved me. I said it back and he lowkey ghosted me.. feelings were hurt Fs. But.. now looking back this man was living in a garage.. I mean people struggle so I don’t want to judge but he was 37 living in a garage. And has two kids, very very little kids. Like I… i need to touch grass. Please bully me lol. Cause idk why my feelings are hurt over this dude.

He told me he loved me. More than once. Said he wanted to make me happy… told him I love you on Monday. Dodged me. Haven’t heard from him since… texted today saying hey:) he responded back quickly with hey:) . Asked when can I see you again😔?? (How I normally message). He never responded lol. God has a funny way of humbling you. Never had anyone tell me they loved me. When I finally do… apparently it was a joke. Now I’m laying here wondering when will it finally be my turn. When will someone ACTUALLY love me. Also why tf would he do that?!! Especially at his very adult age.

Growing up I had to listen to my dad masturbate as a kid… I obviously wasn’t around but the house is only so big. And it would be loud af too. It would confuse me. Then as I got older it was gross me tf out. I remember telling my mom in middle school and I got in trouble. So my whole life I had to listen to that shit. Even to this day… he still does it. It’s disgusting af and it’s really messed with me mentally. Like who tf wants to hear that?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate staying the night at my parents because of the chance I’ll have to hear that. I’m in my late 20s! Idk why I’m expressing this rn but it’s affected so much for me. I can’t look at him the same. He makes me uncomfortable half the time. And then he was just so lustful growing up. He would openly flirt with women in front of me. Even now as an adult. I thought that was normal until college… when my friend was complaining about he bf doing that. And I was like what? My dad does that all the time. Like being around dudes who just want sex makes me feel so icky and I hate talking about sex cause it just reminds me of my dad. And how he just can’t fucking contain that shit. It’s gross and demeaning to be around. He’s so lustful it’s insane…

If I took my test on July 25, when will I get my scores?? I’ve been checking and I’ve been getting random answers. I’m from California as well. Also could I retake the test once I get the scores? I’m on a 30 day sub permit smh and I really need to pass I’m so freaking out rn.

I can’t add a picture but if someone messages me I can send I have very tiny bumps not clusters on the edge of my lip and I can see little hair growing. I have tingles too. Are these cold sores? I have to be looking hecka hard to see but I’m scared it’s cold sores

Hi, would I ever meet The one? Like a bf? I’ve never had one and I’m seeing this guy but idk if he’s going to commit to me. I’m kinda lost right now. I’m unsure if I’ll ever meet someone romantically. Or maybe even this year.

I know this is going to sound sooo pathetic so apologies in advance. But I feel like such a loser everyday. I know people have it worst than I do so I try not to complain too much. But recently I went to the doctors and found out I have a blood clotting problem. So, I have to be on bc for pretty much forever to help with the bleeding. I need to get checked for cervical cancer because of the clotting. I find out I have a low egg count haha. So, chances of getting pregnant will be hard af for no reason. Never had a bf… most I get are hookups. No one ever wants to genuinely get to know me. I’m just lusted over. Makes me feel like that’s all I’m good for/worth. I was SA by someone I really loved. He laughed at me when I asked him to apologize for what he did lol. My dad borderline hates me half the time. He speaks to me like im incompetent. Didn’t even believe id graduate from college yet here i am with a masters degree. I don’t have many friends. My friends are long distance since they left for college so I just spend my days alone hardly even talking to anyone. Unless it’s online. And now I might have to move back to my very small hometown because of work (which I’m very grateful for!!) but I worked so hard to leave that town and had high hopes for myself. Just to be humbled in life haha. So… that’s my lore. And again I know I should be more grateful because someone is dealing with waaaay worse than I am. Just needed to vent because I don’t get to in my everyday life.

So I had oral (both he and I) and three days later I have a bump on my upper lip. Context: I did shave my face and I can see ingrowns around my lip some bumps are ingrown. So idk if I’m just freaking myself out. And I’ve been putting tons of Vaseline around my face. I go to the doctors today for an appointment so I’m going to ask for them to check. But I’m freaking tf out. Could I have possibly given him herps if I didn’t even know I potentially had a cold sore? Like I have no pain, no tingles, no bumps (like cold sores) or blistering. But I’m scared af 😭😭😭 and I wanna cry.

So I had oral (both he and I) and three days later I have a bump on my upper lip. Context: I did shave my face and I can see ingrowns around my lip some bumps are ingrown. So idk if I’m just freaking myself out. And I’ve been putting tons of Vaseline around my face. I go to the doctors today for an appointment so I’m going to ask for them to check. But I’m freaking tf out. Could I have possibly given him herps if I didn’t even know I potentially had a cold sore? Like I have no pain, no tingles, no bumps (like cold sores) or blistering. But I’m scared af 😭😭😭 and I wanna cry.

I wish someone would ask me out on a date… I’m tired of only being propositioned for sex. I don’t go. But like I’m more than just sex and my body. I want to feel wanted. Or damn at least just liked… not lusted over. I’ve only been on a few dates and towards the end of those dates the guys ask to have sex or a kiss and then try to advance it to something more… it’s exhausting. It makes me feel like I’m not a human being. Like for example on one date this dude started kissing me on my neck. And when I told him I didn’t want to do that he goes “what it’s not like I’m fing you”. Like wtf?!!! This is our second time hanging out…

I’m hooking up with this guy who is a decade older than me. Every time we linked he looks like nervous or shook lol. So I ask if he’s okay and he’s admitted that I make him nervous. My thing is… idk why or how I would make that man nervous. He’s hella older lol I should be more nervous. Idk is that normal for a guy to be nervous??

How can I be a bit more freaky in bed?? He said “I want you to be nasty and slutty for me”. Haha but idk wtf that even is. Any tips? I’m kinda new to sex… he also wanted head to be like sloppier but idk how to do that…

Sorry but if we’re going to put a psa out for Zach then they need to as well for KC and Aniya. There was nothing but racial slurs and anti blackness going ramped. Aniya being called anything but a child of God. You got people making gorilla memes of titi. Like the black islanders faced way worse. But no one is posting anything… hmm.

Edit: look haha trinity is a grown woman. She can say and do whatever she wants. I’m not invalidating Zach experience. But… I’m just saying, it’s wild that it took Trinity to be the one to speak up. When Zach doesn’t even like her. The entire time he was questioning how and why Bryce would ever be attracted to her. As a black viewer of this show… the micro aggression Zach was showing was there. Even Caleb lowkey peeped it. So… I mean, if yall wanna feel bad for Zach then all means do so. But his sister was micro aggressive towards Kayda. Zach had questions about every black woman on the show. Even titi said he didn’t give her the time of day. His brother was soooo happy to be Irish twins with the girl who got exposed at her grown age for calling people the n word hard r! Tweet is still up. Like idk… if we’re going to say be nice to Zach then we also have to acknowledge the wild and rampant colorism and racism the black islanders were receiving outside the villa. Zach getting hate is no where near titi, KC, Aniya, Corbin, Sol and even Trinity being called literal racial slurs and anti black comments all over a white man.

I would post a pic of myself but I’m really scared of getting bullied on here. Or someone I know seeing my post. But I’m feeling lost and hurt rn. I wanted to know if anyone can see if I’ll ever find a bf? Or if I b met them yet? I’ve never had one and the one time I thought I had a bf he ended up SA me… so I just idk… any help would be appreciated.

I just wished someone loved me. I want to experience it so badly… but no one ever wants to take me serious. In just good for sex.. :/

I really wish I had someone to talk to. Someone to share news with. I have no one lowkey and the people I do have I’m probably annoying them greatly. I just feel so lonely everyday… I spend my day reading or doom scrolling on Tik tok. I eat in public so I can pretend I’m eating with someone. Or put on a YouTube mukbang so I have company while eating. At one point I resorted to using freaking ChatGPT as a friend… like how pathetic. I try hanging out with my brother but he has his own life and own set of friends. I’m lowkey just intruding. So… I sit in my apartment alone looking for different subs to make friends in. Or go out and hang out by myself. I tried bumble friends but felt weird swiping on people. I tried tinder for dates but most of the guys just wanted sex and or ghosted me. Idk why my life is so lonely tbh… it’s very depressing and I just want friends. Someone I can chat with. Someone I can randomly go get ice cream with. I want romantic experiences too. Someone having mutual crush. Someone I don’t have to feel like I’m walking on egg shells with… but no matter how much therapy and putting myself out there I do it never works out… :/

Has anyone experienced this? It’s starting to stress me out lol. I have a public Instagram and for the first time I’m getting very weird bots viewing my story. And it will be inconsistent as well!! Idk who would be watching me tbh because I don’t block people and I don’t have beef with anyone lmao. So I’m just super confused. Like everyday now I’m blocking these accounts. And what’s so weird is let’s say I’ll post three things to my story. They will pick the second or last one to watch. Never the first one! Like how are they doing this????

I feel like I get so many readings on here just to be lied to. Only one person has been honest. But other than that I’m just let down. I believe in this stuff just for it to not even come true. Idk what to think or feel anymore.

Currently mourning the fact that no guy has ever liked me… I have never experience reciprocation. Nor do I think I ever will…. I’m constantly rejected. I want to start a family… have someone share moments with. But it seems like I’m not deserving enough. Currently sad realizing a guy I liked doesn’t like me that way. So for now… I’m still forever single and don’t know what’s wrong with me. Idk if it’s my looks, my personality, etc…. A lot of guys tell me I’m too nice. lol so… I just gave up on love altogether. It’s not going to happen for me. Unfortunately.

Can anyone give any tips solo traveling to Lake Tahoe? I’ve never been and no one wants to go with me. Partly because I only have one friend haha. So I was like well I’ll just solo. Any tips or places I could stay? I wanted to just chill at the lake. Nothing too fancy. Maaaaaaybe hike?? Maybe. I’m too scared haha.