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Me 18F have a cat and 2 bunnies well had 2 bunnies. I grew up with them. Had my cat at 7 and my two bunnies at 10. My soul pets. I never really experienced the grief of loosing someone. Until about almost 3 months ago I lost one bunny. Had to put her to sleep. I have never experienced anything more heartbreaking and soulcrushing. Never cried that much. I don’t know what it is, the way she laid there in pain unable to move before falling asleep, the dying part or the fact it all happened so fast within a day. But I felt so bad. I always feel much empathy towards animals and when that animal is mine it is even much more hard. I couldn’t fall asleep, I couldn’t bear walking past her cage and seeing the other bunny that is left without her sister. I had so many nightmares about her woke up crying in the night. I wanted to give her away but then decided to keep her in my room to be closer to me.

2 days ago we had to put to sleep my other bunny. They both died relatively close and so suddendly. She had uteral cancer. The night before I even knew what she had, because we just had an appointment at the vet because she was acting strange, I had nightmares of them both dying again and again.
From one day to the other gone like that. She always would hop around in my room, I cuddled her often. She was a living being with her own consciousness. Seeing her taking her last break was unbearable. Both of them dying within the span of 2 months was really bad for me. Because I thought the other would live longer and not die shortly after. But I guess both were meant to be together

Where are they gone now? I can’t believe they are gone forever and will never come back. I thought a lot about death. I tried finding an answer where they would still be somewhat there because I couldn’t accept the fact their mind and consciousness can never come back.
But because I studied a lot about biology and chemistry and I am a really rational person I came to the conclusion that after death there isn’t anything left for them. It is like before death. You simply don’t exist anymore because your brain dies and with that the consciousness.
It is really hard because I wish I could believe in something or in an afterlife but I can’t because I simply don’t believe in it and on a scientific base it doesn’t make any sense to me.
But I can’t accept this and don’t want to because what do you mean you’re just gone like that forever and can never come back to me.

Sometimes I really wish I could just flip my humanity off like in Vampire Diaries. I am too emotional for this world. I am too much of an empath. I feel too much. I am too sensitive. And it makes my life just harder. So how to not care? I wish I could.
My parents told me to just get over it when my bunny died. It’s just a bunny. That I am too emotional and sensitive and that I wouldn’t be able to come through life like this. I cried for days. The most empathy I feel is towards animals. I couldn’t stand seeing my bunny laying at the vet waiting to be put down. Their suffering is another level of pain. Today her sister died aswell 2 months after of uteral cancer. I was there before she got put to sleep. But seeing her laying so exhausted and tired when she was once full of life and always eating really killed me. Seeing her taking her last breath was so heartbreaking. Even if I knew that she went in peace, I can’t find peace. Whenever I look at their cage I have to cry, seeing anything related to them makes me cry.
Even 2 months after her sisters passing I had nightmares of her being alive and then dying. Yesterday I noticed that the other one wasn’t doing well so my dad went to the vet with her today but that night I had nightmares of them both dying again and again because I knew something was probably off and she was eventually gonna die.
It’s just bunnies why would I cry so much. I am too sensitive and emotional and the pain of that is really bad thinking about how they are not there anymore. I can’t comprehend that after death there is nothing.

Me 18/F and my ex 23/M broke up almost 3 months ago. We were together for over a year. Since then not a day has passed without me thinking about him. I thought it would get better with time but that is not the case. I try having fun really, I desperately try to forget him, to live my life. But I can‘t. Nothing works. Tried living my best life but somehow nothing was really exciting no more. I am left with an empty void inside of me.
He genuinely was so amazing to me. We still loved eachother but because of the distance we eventually broke up. I imagine him reaching out to me so often but nothing. I am not capable of loving someone else because I would be reminded that that is not him and never will.
I recently saw stories of him (Yes, I stalked him) and he genuinely looks so happy. Not that I wouldn‘t want him to be happy. There is nothing more I want than him to be happy. But it seems like he already forgot about me and moved on. I mean its basically been 3 months. But I can‘t get him out of my head.
I saw him talking to another girl on the story, meaning he already moved on to other girls, and it hurt me so badly you don‘t understand. I cried again for the 10000th time after the breakup. I know I am wrong for stalking him but I just want to be part of his life. I want to be with him so badly, but I don‘t want to reach out to him, it would be selfish and unfair to him.
Now while he moved on, I am still stuck here rotting away. It feels like I am imprisoned in my own mind without a possibilty to escape. I feel like drowning in my thoughts about him and it makes me suffer so badly. I just want him back but I know I can‘t and nothing helps me.

Me 18/F and my ex 23/M broke up almost 3 months ago. We were together for over a year. Since then not a day has passed without me thinking about him. I thought it would get better with time but that is not the case. I try having fun really, I desperately try to forget him, to live my life. But I can‘t. Nothing works. Tried living my best life but somehow nothing was really exciting no more. I am left with an empty void inside of me.
He genuinely was so amazing to me. We still loved eachother but because of the distance we eventually broke up. I imagine him reaching out to me so often but nothing. I am not capable of loving someone else because I would be reminded that that is not him and never will.
I recently saw stories of him (Yes, I stalked him) and he genuinely looks so happy. Not that I wouldn‘t want him to be happy. There is nothing more I want than him to be happy. But it seems like he already forgot about me and moved on. I mean its basically been 3 months. But I can‘t get him out of my head.
I saw him talking to another girl on the story, meaning he already moved on to other girls, and it hurt me so badly you don‘t understand. I cried again for the 10000th time after the breakup. I know I am wrong for stalking him but I just want to be part of his life. I want to be with him so badly, but I don‘t want to reach out to him, it would be selfish and unfair to him.
Now while he moved on, I am still stuck here rotting away. It feels like I am imprisoned in my own mind without a possibilty to escape. I feel like drowning in my thoughts about him and it makes me suffer so badly. I just want him back but I know I can‘t and nothing helps me.

I don’t know if it was the attention I liked but about a year ago when I met this one guy, he was really nice and always told me that I was the most beautiful and perfect girl. I have never experienced such treatment. And a few months after I met him, I started sending him nudes, videos and I played cam girl for him. I felt bad but I loved his attention and he somehow convinced me again and again to do more. He always said that lots of people do that. He complimented me a lot and I knew he really liked me so I did it almost every time. I always told myself I would never do such things but I still did. I talked to him for over a year before breaking contact with him 2 months ago cause I couldn’t do it anymore (a lot of things happened). I was emotionally really attached to him but I knew that I never really wanted him. I know I am so wrong for that. I really liked him and I still miss him now.
Well anyways, through him, I got really comfortable doing such things, and a girl she brought me into this group with a lot of men. I basically had to sell my own body. I did that for a few months then I stopped, cause I got scared. I know I was really down bad and I regret it a lot since I don’t know where these pics and videos are now.
I remember a guy I met when I was younger and so nice to me and even though I didn’t really know him I was so obsessed with him for the following year. And now I know it was probably because he just was really nice to me and not because I genuinely liked him.

Me 18F and my ex 24M broke up 2 months ago. We were together for over a year. We still loved each other and we left in good terms. This is probably the reason why it is so hard for me to actually move on and forget him. Because I can’t. No matter how hard I try, he just won’t get out of my head. I tried having fun.
I had the time of my life the past 2 months, I actually felt like I was living. But then he randomly comes in my mind. Everyday. I miss him so much and I think of him non stop. I want to talk to him or ask him how he has been doing but it might be unfair towards him to just appear in his life again. I try holding myself back and I have been for the past 2 months. But it gets harder every day.
When my pet recently died, there was nothing more I wanted than to call him and cry in his arms. It was so bad I was so close to reaching out to him. I was so depressed and I knew no one understood me as good as he did. But I managed myself.
I don’t know how he is dealing or if he is already over me while I am still stuck in the past. The only thing I know is that I want to be with him. He was always there for me when I needed him. He always told me that I was the most beautiful girl and he was the sweetest guy I have ever met.
Lately I have no motivation for nothing, I think about him 24/7. My grades have been dropping and zero motivation in school. I have no plan what to do in the future.
I can’t stand it no more. I can’t forget him and thinking of him makes me suffer with no end.

Me 18F and my ex 24M broke up 2 months ago. We were together for over a year. We still loved each other and we left in good terms. This is probably the reason why it is so hard for me to actually move on and forget him. Because I can’t. No matter how hard I try, he just won’t get out of my head. I tried having fun.
I had the time of my life the past 2 months, I actually felt like I was living. But then he randomly comes in my mind. Everyday. I miss him so much and I think of him non stop. I want to talk to him or ask him how he has been doing but it might be unfair towards him to just appear in his life again. I try holding myself back and I have been for the past 2 months. But it gets harder every day.
When my pet recently died, there was nothing more I wanted than to call him and cry in his arms. It was so bad I was so close to reaching out to him. I was so depressed and I knew no one understood me as good as he did. But I managed myself.
I don’t know how he is dealing or if he is already over me while I am still stuck in the past. The only thing I know is that I want to be with him. He was always there for me when I needed him. He always told me that I was the most beautiful girl and he was the sweetest guy I have ever met.
Lately I have no motivation for nothing, I think about him 24/7. My grades have been dropping and zero motivation in school. I have no plan what to do in the future.
I can’t stand it no more. I can’t forget him and thinking of him makes me suffer with no end.

We decided to put to sleep my bunny on the 26th July. She suddenly got paralysed and fell to a side. Her head was tilted to a side. She went blind and her temperature was too cold. So I decided to let her go. My parents didn’t want to bring her body back home so I left her at the vet. Now I regret this so much and I can’t stop crying. I was there with her when she fell asleep under anaesthesia but not for the actual injection in her little heart. This makes me suffer so much because the vet said it would be better if we left. So I left her there, she was still breathing and alive just asleep when I left. And I regret so much nit being there when she died. Since my parents didn’t want to bring her home she would be cremated. I regret this so much and I don’t have anything of her, not even her ashes…The thought of her being burned actually makes my heart hurt so much. It is almost unbearable because I know she is dead now but when I left she was still alive and I just left her there…I can’t stop crying and I can’t stop replaying the last moments. I keep thinking about it and I feel guilty and have bad conscience. I have another bunny left, her sister, who now is all alone. And going to the cage breaks me. I can’t look at her without crying because her sister died and it is so silent. I lived with them since I was 10 and she was 8 years old.

We decided to put to sleep my bunny on the 26th July. She suddenly got paralysed and fell to a side. Her head was tilted to a side. She went blind and her temperature was too cold. So I decided to let her go. My parents didn’t want to bring her body back home so I left her at the vet. Now I regret this so much and I can’t stop crying. I was there with her when she fell asleep under anaesthesia but not for the actual injection in her little heart. This makes me suffer so much because the vet said it would be better if we left. So I left her there, she was still breathing and alive just asleep when I left. And I regret so much nit being there when she died. Since my parents didn’t want to bring her home she would be cremated. I regret this so much and I don’t have anything of her, not even her ashes…The thought of her being burned actually makes my heart hurt so much. It is almost unbearable because I know she is dead now but when I left she was still alive and I just left her there…I can’t stop crying and I have another bunny left, her sister, who now is all alone. And going to the cage breaks me. I can’t look at her without crying because her sister died and it is so silent. I lived with them since I was 10 and she was 8 years old.

It all happened so suddenly and fast. I just came back from holidays the day before and I wanted to give my two bunnies food, when I noticed that one of them was in a very weird position leaned against the grid. Like her head was tilted to the side, it was very unnatural. I noticed something was wrong. So I opened the cage and went inside, I tried to pick her up but she squirmed and then fell to the side. I thought it must be a stroke. I started crying and ran inside to tell my parents. Then I ran back and picked her up, she couldn’t stand on her own. I ran with her to my parents. We went to the veterinarian, but they weren’t specialized with bunnies. The whole time she was just lying there not able to move right. The veterinarian said it looked very bad for her and that she went almost blind, her temperature was also not warm enough and her heart was beating really fast. The veterinarian said she was suffering and in pain. We had 3 options, either we leave her for a night and a perfusion but with no luck that she survives or that it will go better. We drive to a sepcialized clinic who can find out what she exactly had or we put her to sleep. So we decided to let her go. She went to sleep in my arms. But I left when the veterinarian put the injection i her little heart. She was 8 years old.
Now I can’t stop crying thinking about her and how she was just laying there not knowing what was going on. And how she wasn’t able to say goodbye to her sister the other bunny I have. She was just gone from one hour to another. And my parents didn’t want to bring her dead body home so we could bury her. I had to leave her there and she would be cremated and this hurts me a lot.
Now I only have one bunny left and she lived her whole life with her sister. I know that bunnies should always live with atleast one other bunny because they can’t live alone. My bunnies lived outside for their whole life. My parents want to bring her inside in my room so she wouldn’t be alone but after my researchs I found out that it won’t really help with her loneliness. My parents absolutely don’t want another bunny and our last option would be to give her away but it really hurts me a lot. I had them since I was 10. But when I went to her cage and she was just all alone in there it was so heartbreaking.
I really don’t know what to do now so any help would help…

It all happened so suddenly and fast. I just came back from holidays the day before and I wanted to give my two bunnies food, when I noticed that one of them was in a very weird position leaned against the grid. Like her head was tilted to the side, it was very unnatural. I noticed something was wrong. So I opened the cage and went inside, I tried to pick her up but she squirmed and then fell to the side. I thought it must be a stroke. I started crying and ran inside to tell my parents. Then I ran back and picked her up, she couldn’t stand on her own. I ran with her to my parents. We went to the veterinarian, but they weren’t specialized with bunnies. The whole time she was just lying there not able to move right. The veterinarian said it looked very bad for her and that she went almost blind, her temperature was also not warm enough and her heart was beating really fast. The veterinarian said she was suffering and in pain. We had 3 options, either we leave her for a night and a perfusion but with no luck that she survives or that it will go better. We drive to a sepcialized clinic who can find out what she exactly had or we put her to sleep. So we decided to let her go. She went to sleep in my arms. But I left when the veterinarian put the injection i her little heart. She was 8 years old.
Now I can’t stop crying thinking about her and how she was just laying there not knowing what was going on. And how she wasn’t able to say goodbye to her sister the other bunny I have. She was just gone from one hour to another. And my parents didn’t want to bring her dead body home so we could bury her. I had to leave her there and she would be cremated and this hurts me a lot.
Now I only have one bunny left and she lived her whole life with her sister. I know that bunnies should always live with atleast one other bunny because they can’t live alone. My bunnies lived outside for their whole life. My parents want to bring her inside in my room so she wouldn’t be alone but after my researchs I found out that it won’t really help with her loneliness. My parents absolutely don’t want another bunny and our last option would be to give her away but it really hurts me a lot. I had them since I was 10. But when I went to her cage and she was just all alone in there it was so heartbreaking.
I really don’t know what to do now so any help would help…

Me 18F and my ex 24M have broken up a month ago. We were together for over a year. We broke up because of long distance and things wouldn’t work out. But we still loved eachother so much. But I just can’t get over him no matter what I do. I miss him every day and every second of the day. There isn’t a day where I don’t think about him. And it makes me suffer so badly. I try so so much to do anything to distract myself. But I just keep going back in my memories. It kills me.
The first week of our break up I fell sick because I just couldn’t handle it and I couldn’t go to school. I skipped a lot of days just to stay in my bed. I didn’t eat anything. I cried myself to sleep too many nights.
I don’t want to do anything. My life is falling apart. My grades are dropping. The most exciting part about my day is to go sleep to be able to come down and escape my own mind. I love him and and the only place I wanna be is with him.
He was the most amazing guy ever and he always told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world. He said I am perfect to him. He was there for me when no one else was and now I am alone.
I have no idea how he is dealing with all this but he told me he needs some time and blocked me. Not knowing how he is doing makes me go insane. What if he is already over me while I am literally rotting away. Of course there is nothing more I want for him than to be happy but I also want him to come back to me. I can’t live without him.
People tell me it is fine and eventually I will move on but they don’t understand how deeply I loved him. Most of my days are spent in my bed. My heart hurts so bad everytime I think about him. I wish I would move on but I can’t I just can’t and I hate myself for that.
I literally can’t get up to do anything I am so alone. I feel like being swallowed by the void. There is no end and no escape. Since the break up nothing has changed in me. The pain is still there and my suffering has no ending. I don’t know how to continue. I love him so much.

Me 18F and my ex 24M have broken up a month ago. We were together for over a year. We broke up because of the long distance and things wouldn’t work out. But we still loved eachother so much. But I can’t get over him. I miss him every day and every second of the day. There isn’t a day where I don’t think about him. And it makes me suffer so badly. I try so so much to do anything to distract myself. But I just keep going back in my memories. It kills me.
The first week of our break up I fell sick because I just couldn’t handle it and I couldn’t go to school. That’s how much I loved him. I skipped a lot of days just to stay in my bed and think about him. I didn’t eat anything. I cried myself to sleep too many nights. I don’t want to do anything. The most exciting part about my day is to go to sleep to escape my own thoughts and the pain of remembering him. I love him and no one else could do anything to make it better. I only want to be with him and in his arms, it is the only way to make it better. But I know that I can’t.
He was the most kindest guy, he always told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world. He reassured,supported and was there for me everyday and made me feel so loved. No one ever gave me what he did.
Not being with him eats me alive and I am breaking down.
I have no idea how he is dealing with all this but he told me he needs some time and blocked me. Not knowing how he is doing makes me go insane. What if he is already over me while I am literally rotting away and just can’t get over him. Of course there is nothing more I want for him than to be happy but I also want him to somehow come back to me.
I literally can’t get up to do anything I am so alone. I feel like a lost puppy. There is no end and no escape. Since the break up nothing has changed in me. The pain is still there and my suffering has no ending. I don’t know how to continue. I love him so much.

I 18F broke up with my ex 23M a month ago and we haven’t talked since. I really want to know how he is doing and I don’t know if I should text him to ask. But I am not sure if that is unfair to him. Maybe he needs time and I don’t want to hurt him even more or make the process more painful. But perhaps he has already moved on?
We broke up because of the long distance and I really wonder what he is up to… I think about him every day.
Should I reach out to him or is it too early. But honestly I just want to talk to him again and hear is voice…

I 18F have been struggling with this problem since I was 13-14. It doesn’t seem to get better.
First, I am half asian, my dad is asian and my mom is white, but I look more asian than white. I hate that I look so asian and even though I find other asian girls pretty I can’t help but find myself super ugly, especially without any make-up. I wish I would look more white. I think I would look way more pretty and also so that people would stop associating me with asian things etc because in my head I am white, I grew up in Europe and my mom is european so most of the culture came from her. So yeah I hate the way I look so asian, I hate my small eyes I think they are ugly, they aren’t like other asian eyes, they just are weird. I also hate my dark hair and whenever I put make up on I want to make sure I look the most white possible…

Then, I just can’t stop looking in a mirror whenever and wherever, I always want to make sure I look okay. And honestly I find myself disguisting, I hate my face I personally get disgusted sometimes. But the weird thing is, when I have a good day and I put make up on, I feel pretty sometimes, but all this confidence I got through my make up can come crashing down, once I see my reflection and I think that I look shit. I just feel so bad and sick at that moment and want to hide my face from everyone. But sometimes I look at my reflection and I think that I don’t look bad. In that case I feel confident.
I also always carry my make up bag everywhere cause I want to make sure I look good at any moment.

From time to time I cry because of how ugly I look. In my head I am not able to be loved by others. I also can’t understand how others are able to talk to me without cringing. There was a time I didn’t want to go to school because I thought I looked disguisting. When I went to school anyway I hid my face the whole day. I looked in the mirror and tears came running down my cheeks.
I also wish I would look more mature, because even though I turned 18, most people tell me that they though I was 14-15. I hate that I look so young and it makes me feel undesirable by guys my age, because they don’t really talk to me…

I genuinely think to myself if guys think I am attractive? Even though some guys talk to me, it is only online so nothing in real life, which makes me believe that no guy really wants to talk to me. And sometimes I think to myself when I see a pretty girl, that if she asked a guy out, no one would refuse. I always wished for me it would be the same. I am shy and I don’t want to ask for a guys number or anything like that because I am scared to get rejected.

Now, I think I know that I am seen as beautiful by others. Never has anyone told me I look ugly. I often get compliments because of my looks and people tell me that when they see me they genuinely think I am pretty. Even though many people tell me sometimes I think to myself if this is all a joke and they must be lying to me. I might go insane but anyway. I can’t understand what other people see and I am sure if you would put me next to a genuinely gorgeous girl I would look like absolute shit.

It is an obsession and I feel like I am trapped, I can’t escape and I just want to feel free…

I 18F have been struggling with this problem since I was 13-14. It doesn’t seem to get better.
First, I am half asian, my dad is asian and my mom is white, but I look more asian than white. I hate that I look so asian and even though I find other asian girls pretty I can’t help but find myself super ugly, especially without any make-up. I wish I would look more white. I think I would look way more pretty and also so that people would stop associating me with asian things etc because in my head I am white, I grew up in Europe and my mom is european so most of the culture came from her. So yeah I hate the way I look so asian, I hate my small eyes I think they are ugly, they aren’t like other asian eyes, they just are weird. I also hate my dark hair and whenever I put make up on I want to make sure I look the most white possible…

Then, I just can’t stop looking in a mirror whenever and wherever, I always want to make sure I look okay. And honestly I find myself disguisting, I hate my face I personally get disgusted sometimes. But the weird thing is, when I have a good day and I put make up on, I feel pretty sometimes, but all this confidence I got through my make up can come crashing down, once I see my reflection and I think that I look shit. I just feel so bad and sick at that moment and want to hide my face from everyone. But sometimes I look at my reflection and I think that I don’t look bad. In that case I feel confident.
I also always carry my make up bag everywhere cause I want to make sure I look good at any moment.

From time to time I cry because of how ugly I look. In my head I am not able to be loved by others. I also can’t understand how others are able to talk to me without cringing. There was a time I didn’t want to go to school because I thought I looked disguisting. When I went to school anyway I hid my face the whole day. I looked in the mirror and tears came running down my cheeks.
I also wish I would look more mature, because even though I turned 18, most people tell me that they though I was 14-15. I hate that I look so young and it makes me feel undesirable by guys my age, because they don’t really talk to me…

I genuinely think to myself if guys think I am attractive? Even though some guys talk to me, it is only online so nothing in real life, which makes me believe that no guy really wants to talk to me. And sometimes I think to myself when I see a pretty girl, that if she asked a guy out, no one would refuse. I always wished for me it would be the same. I am shy and I don’t want to ask for a guys number or anything like that because I am scared to get rejected.

Now, I think I know that I am seen as beautiful by others. Never has anyone told me I look ugly. I often get compliments because of my looks and people tell me that when they see me they genuinely think I am pretty. Even though many people tell me sometimes I think to myself if this is all a joke and they must be lying to me. I might go insane but anyway. I can’t understand what other people see and I am sure if you would put me next to a genuinely gorgeous girl I would look like absolute shit.

It is an obsession and I feel like I am trapped, I can’t escape and I just want to feel free…

I 18F hate that I look asian. My mom is white and my dad is chinese and I grew up in Europe. I look mostly asian and I hate that because I don’t feel connected to this side at all. Since my mom is european and I grew up in this culture, I feel mostly white but I don’t look white. People here they see me and perceive me as foreign which I hate. They associate me with asian culture etc, except that is not what I am. Even my dad mostly grew up in Europe. I have literally no bound with China, except that my family come from there. I can’t even talk properly with my asian side, which makes this connection to my asian side even more difficult.
I belong to here and I hate that people don’t see that. And in China I am also a foreign, so really I belong to nowhere. Because I don’t feel accepted in neither countries. I hate getting racial slurs. It’s so fcking annoying like cmon I belong to this country and I am probably more from this country than you are. But still they just see the asian and assume I am chinese or japanese and come up with some words. I legit feel so uncomfortable going out in my own country because I look asian and mostly guys always have something to say about it.
I hate the way I look, I hate my dark hair, my small eyes and everything. And I hate the people who make me feel like I don’t belong to Europe..

I 18F hate that I look asian. My mom is white and my dad is chinese and I grew up in Europe. I look mostly asian and I hate that because I don’t feel connected to this side at all. Since my mom is european and I grew up in this culture, I feel mostly white but I don’t look white. People here they see me and perceive me as foreign which I hate. They associate me with asian culture etc, except that is not what I am. Even my dad mostly grew up in Europe. I have literally no bound with China, except that my family come from there. I can’t even talk properly with my asian side, which makes this connection to my asian side even more difficult.
I belong to here and I hate that people don’t see that. And in China I am also a foreign, so really I belong to nowhere. Because I don’t feel accepted in neither countries. I hate getting racial slurs. It’s so fcking annoying like cmon I belong to this country and I am probably more from this country than you are. But still they just see the asian and assume I am chinese or japanese and come up with some words. I legit feel so uncomfortable going out in my own country because I look asian and mostly guys always have something to say about it.
I hate the way I look, I hate my dark hair, my small eyes and everything. And I hate the people who make me feel like I don’t belong to Europe..

I 18F broke up with my bf 19M a week ago and I don’t think I will ever get over him. I broke up with him because of distance but I miss him everyday and night and I think about him so often. I can’t do anything without thinking about him and I am so sad.
He was genuinely the most amazing guy ever and always so sweet to me. I don’t think another guy could give me the same…
I want to get my mind off of him but I can’t I miss him so much I just want to call him. But I don’t want to be like this because it would be unfair to him, he said he needs time but talk to him again and hear his voice.
How do I get over him, I don’t think I ever will and I think about him nonstop…

I 18F broke up with my bf 19M a week ago and I don’t think I will ever get over him. I broke up with him because of distance but I miss him everyday and night and I think about him so often. I can’t do anything without thinking about him and I am so sad.
He was genuinely the most amazing guy ever and always so sweet to me. I don’t think another guy could give me the same…
I want to get my mind off of him but I can’t I miss him so much I just want to call him. But I don’t want to be like this because it would be unfair to him, he said he needs time but talk to him again and hear his voice.
How do I get over him, I don’t think I ever will and I think about him nonstop…