u/Advanced_End1012

I can’t buy crypto so anywhere I can with debit card? And to the UK? I know you can buy off Amazon but idk what’s decent.

I’m 27 and my mom still speaks to me as if I’m 10 and hasn’t changed her way of speech towards me since then. She acts like I was born yesterday and brings up common knowledge to me as if I wouldn’t know. Her tone with me is just really condescending and frustrating towards me. I feel like I’m spoken to as if I’m stupid.

Whenever I try to take initiative as an adult she gets weird about it like our carbon monoxide alarm was going off so I called the CO guys to come have a look and she said oh it’s usually parents who sort this out you’re overreacting it’s clearly nothing- even though the guys said it’s necessary for them to come.

She never has mature conversations with me and I try to initiate them but they’re just dismissed and every time I speak it feels like I’m talking about my favourite dinosaur to her. I was never taught life skills or knowledge by both parents growing up even though they have the knowledge.

What’s also very frustrating is that shes always spoken to my older sister appropriately in accordance to her age, even though we both share the same levels of maturity and brain development and life experience- just a 10 year age gap difference.

I do love my mom and she’s great in many other ways, and I don’t think there’s malicious intent it’s all love/endearment but it does frustrate me and makes me feel like a handycap and I feel like she refuses to acknowledge me growing up- so it pushes me away from her bc I can’t quite handle the anger it causes me. I already struggle with confidence to stand on my two feet as an adult and she knows that. I’ve brought it up with her a few times which has just resulted in arguments and her forgetting the conversation even happened.

Many psychics and mediums and people in tune with the beyond have said this, and everyone can agree that they think this is true too. I’ve definitely not felt the same since November 2020 as if some of my soul had been eaten away and I’ve felt like a zombie since. I found I a coincidence that the knowledge of shifting blown up around the same time cus of lockdown. And I thought, perhaps this was spirit giving the collective an opt out to return to a better timeline and one of our choice. I’ve definitely yearned for the time before and I can’t move on, things just seem to feel bleaker each day.

I’m staying in Krakow for a couple months and I’m a TEFL tutor as a side hustle. So I was wondering if there’s a demand there? I know many polish speak impeccable English so I assumed not.

Whenever I’m in my home country I feel horribly ill and depressed. Every time I come back from being away I’m left incapacitated for at least a week feeling nauseous and on the verge of throwing up. I feel ridden with sadness and find it so hard to be confident and fully embody myself, and I lack so much energy. When I’m away I feel more vitalised and this heavy weight is lifted from me- and it’s not just holiday mode I’ve worked abroad for months after the honeymoon phase wears off from a place, as well as experiencing hardships and difficulties- however regardless life is still tons better than being where I’m at. I’m near my Saturn IC line which might be the explanation. Idk I’d like to know if anyone else relates.

People say it’s lucky and a protector, I feel like it contributes to loneliness and isolation. Not having a human support system but having to believe there’s one in spirit.

Edit: forgetting to mention it’s in Pisces.

Because of being bed ridden with depression and avoiding life because of social anxiety for my entire adult life so far, as well as developing DPDR at 17, I’ve become stunted and missed out on my crucial years for identity development and growing up. I’m in my late 20s now but I still feel 16, the age before I got DPDR.

I really struggle to connect with people in my age demographic and alienated because I’ve missed out on so much growth and life experience, I really notice how childish I am around others and less mature.

I’ve tried to put my self out there but it’s so hard and I’ve had not just shame towards my self but others shaming me asking me why I’m still like a teenager and shaming me for not knowing how to adult as well as others my age. I’m stuck between needing to age regress and live out all the years that I lost and experience late adolescence/early 20s, because there’s this massive void in me and I just need to experience the messiness and care freeness of being age 17-21, and needing to act my age.

I was wondering if I wasn’t alone and if anyone else can relate, and maybe those who have experienced this but been able to recover?

I’ve been a recluse with very bad mental health and social anxiety. I’m in my late 20s and I’ve always craved that close knit friendship group who I could have crazy memories with and just enjoy my youth with people while it lasts. I’m worried it’s getting too late to be able to have something like that now, also because it gets harder to meet people as you get older and get more chopped and unc it’s not organic like in school. I wanna know if anyone else has been in my position to give me some hopium. Thank 🙏

I need life to feel like stomp clap again. Now it just sounds like stomp.

I feel like they mess up a bit and are AI sites. Idk though because I’m not a professional astrocartographer. Idk if they’re worth the $20 investment.

I’m a bit apprehensive about conventional antidepressants so I was gonna go down the route of trying some Noos. Looking into ACD/Agmatine/bromantine etc. Would this be a possible and viable alternative?

It’s already hard being in that zone (Saturn AC). My Saturn return is coming soon and I don’t wanna have to struggle any more than what I am 😩 would it get to be an easier time for me?

Like does a malefic place make it harder, benific place make it easier? For example I feel my luck and ability to attract things gets stunted being near my Saturn line.

I keep almost getting what I want and then suddenly the universe is like SYKE BITCH HA YOU THOUGHT. It’s frustrating and so demoralising. Like I manifested two people ALMOST coming back into my life who I was interested in but then got blocked by an unseen force (first person was friends with a girl I worked with but then she got fired before I had a chance to relink, second the guy I liked but missed connection with added me on snap and then suddenly just deleted me) I hate this man.

Not just psychics but everybody seems to be bracing for doom and that we should start storing food and water and prep bc SHTF. Psychics are saying we are in a “timeline shift” and that we are all gonna plot in to different timelines, and shit like the poles are gonna shift which will lead to natural disasters, nefarious dystopian future and all that. Me myself have been getting some heebie jeebies and with learning about what’s currently going on in the world and what’s unfolding, I’m starting to get freaked out. Anyway I need my mind put to rest because my OCD and anxiety is through the roof and it’s really distressing.

I haven’t done the tapes yet but I do have strong intuition and can pick up energies individual and collective. Let’s just say… the energy right now is not it… it feels like we are on the precipice of chaos and need to brace for impact- and soon. But I only pick up feelings and I cannot get anymore precise or vivid insights.

I know the tapes help with sharpening abilities, and many people have had “visions” I was wondering if anyone has developed insight on where things might be heading?