u/BlacklistRival

Dear docs please help

At first they thought it was a kidney stone but the CT scan proved them wrong. Then they prescribed me some meds but nothing seems to reduce the pain on my upper abdomen on the left side. I have pain while bending and while i sit my legs crossed. Please help 🙏

I had a very traumatic incident last year in April 2025, i was betrayed by someone. That has caused me repeating the thought and flashbacks of that incident every single day. I get up with the same thought every single day. Since then it's causing me have a very little or no sleep. I can't sleep at day time at all , even a slight sound or murmering adheres my sleep. Any remedies in Ayurveda for Sleep ?

I have tried Ashwagandha KSM66 , Magnesium Glycinate etc. nothing works.

I'm 27 years old , i have been bullied by multiple people my entire life for no reason since childhood. I got hit by a bully in my 7th grade who i thought was my friend for no reason just because i was of a different ethnic background and from a different culture than his, i went to stay at that place because of my Dad's transferrable job. My mom has been very controlling since childhood , due to her negligence i got serious health issues in my childhood like Typhoid and Pneumonia and also met with an accident (Fell unconscious from a bike and got admitted in ER , I was hit on my head due to accident and lost my consciousness for 1 hour) due to my mom forcing me to go to school despite i was feeling dizzy that day. Due to my father's transferrable job i had to switch multiple schools and rejoin different sessions. This led to losing my connections with childhood friends and living in a new environment every now and then and also caused frequent breaks in education.

Finally i decided to move to my homeland to continue my further studies along with my mom and younger brother in 2011, language was a very big barrier as i lived in a place with different culture and people spoke different language that i felt like an outsider at my homeland itself. People started bullying me and harassing me in the classroom as i didn't know how to write in my native language and gave exams orally for language subjects for 1 year until i learned the language . As soon as i shifted to a new environment i started getting diseases like chronic Sinusitis and headaches , i started taking half day leaves and started returning back home due to this reason. My mom didn't like that i took half day leaves. She forced me to go to school everyday despite me feeling ill. One day i was feeling very dizzy, that I felt unconscious from the bike and had an accident with my bike almost dismantled due to impact. That day i told my mom that i wanted to take a leave but she didn't agree and that caused the accident. Now fast forward to 2015, i wanted to pursue Arts in 11th and 12th grade but my parents forced enrolled me to Science batch , as they wanted me to become a Doctor or an Engineer while they always knew i wanted to pursue a career in Literature or Arts. In August 2015 I dropped out of School to pursue Arts the coming year, they were very furious and out of revenge they took me for psych hospital and forced admitted and medicated me for 35 days. This led to people and relatives near my home environment knowing about this incident and mocking me about the incident and due to misdiagnosis and wrong medications given i have a disability of travelling in vehicles as a passenger from 2015 and haven't travelled in any public transport due to the insane chest pain i get in sitting as a passenger in vehicles. But i can drive on my own, i don't get that pain like sensation while i'm driving and i have control of the speeds. I moved to a new place in 2017 to continue my further studies, I did my education through Distance mode( Only went for exams and no regular classes) from a University in India called IGNOU , did my BA and MA in English literature. But last year i told my parents that i want to move to a different place and follow my career path as the current environment is not suitable for my studies. They disagreed and argued with me but finally agreed but it was a trap. They betrayed me and told me they would find and rent an apartment or a private hostel for me but they again took me to the psych hospital for 15 days last year in 2025 just to convince me that i have to stay in my home environment and didn't have any rights to my decision making, they are this controlling. I had to obey them as i didn't have any financial stability at that point. After that incident , i didn't sleep for 47 days with very little or even no sleep. I still struggle with sleep issues which i never had till last year. They have traumatized and betrayed me to the point that i lost my goal and ambitions of life. Due to all these incidences i finally have PTSD flashbacks as an add on. I have been humiliated everyday by my younger brother and parents in front of my neighbours. Daily fights are going on at my home. And Now at 27 , I don't know what to do ?

Please knowledgeable people answer

I'm currently using Neelibhringadi oil for the past 3 days. I tried taking vitamin supplements and also tried everything. Please help

No job, no love , No peace. Do i have the capacity to become hero from Zero ?