My first speech in life in the first month of the first college i joined ended gravely today

I paused for 5-10 seconds again and again and again and I forgot everything and I started talking without turning the mic on and after turning the mic I didn't put it closer to my mouth and teacher had to come and put it near my mouth and I didn't look at the audience, it was a big event of Partison Horror Remeberence Day and they recorded me and I am done

Done

It's all done

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u/DiptanuPal — 6 days ago

First month of college and first speech of my life ended gravely today

I paused for 5-10 seconds again and again and again and I forgot everything and I started talking without turning the mic on and after turning the mic I didn't put it closer to my mouth and teacher had to come and put it near my mouth and I didn't look at the audience, it was a little big something like partison horror remeberence day and they recorded me and I am done

Done

It's all done

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u/DiptanuPal — 6 days ago

I just found out I am Pansexual for the first time in my life

And the term itself too.

I was in a hard dilemma all this time that once I think yes I am bisexual cause I like man and women too and all cause bisexual is liking more than one gender and then I go questioning myself why I am not liking those maybe I am not bisexual and yes and no and yes continues on and on then I found out the term Demisexual and I go right then and there yes I am Demisexual cause I don't care about gender and I read that Demisexual is only when you strictly bond deeply with someone then you like them and I go thinking and imagine and I go like no I can like someone without forming deep connection so I am not Demisexual and then I think I am Bisexual and this cycle repeats on and on.

All while I think I like someone for them and who they are and nothing else matters and that I don't care about gender so I am Bisexual but I only like who they are themselves.

And the most fascinating part is that I always always thought I like someone for who they are and that I don't care how they look and anything else far before I even learnt about Sexuality, Bisexual or even the term Trans or any lgbt stuff as I am not from a country where people know much about these terms but I knew who I liked.

That I liked only te person and nothing else mattered and even less than one hour ago I was questioning myself that I am straight or bi or demi all while deep down saying I don't care about gender so I am bisexual but I only care about the person

And just now even less than a hour ago while I write it I was asking to ai that what is my sexuality and that I like both man and women but then I don't then I say I only like good people and this type of conversation happens again and again with ai for long and in a sentence suddenly I read pansexual and what it is and........

I didn't study all the sexuality as I thought I was Bisexual and I would go with the my motto that "NO DISCRIMINATION"

It's unfair really if I only knew so anyways if you read it all, know this that you should really not neglect studying and just fix it that I am this without even reading anything at all

And just give me advice if you have any cause I have just got a serious case of FOMO that is not going anywhere anytime soon.

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u/DiptanuPal — 11 days ago

Any footballer here ?

I am from Udaipur, Gomoti district

I have been trying to find football clubs to join or teams that play regularly

Anyone there that know about it ?

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u/DiptanuPal — 15 days ago

I am planning to learn Chinese and move to China

What's your view on this matter ? I became 20 this month and planning to move in a couple of years after learning at least basic chinese.

As growing up seeing Chinese movies actors architecture and culture I liked it very much even tough I stopped as I transitioned to my teenage years but I thought what if I move there ?

Without bias if you share all your honest views I would be grateful.

Thanks

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u/DiptanuPal — 25 days ago
▲ 0 r/China

I am planning to learn Chinese and move to China

What's your view on this matter ? I became 20 this month and planning to move in a couple of years after learning at least basic chinese.

As growing up seeing Chinese movies actors architecture and culture I liked it very much even tough I stopped as I transitioned to my teenage years but I thought what if I move there ?

Without bias if you share all your honest views I would be grateful.

Thanks

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u/DiptanuPal — 25 days ago
▲ 8 r/t4t

I never dated but I am thinking to go t4t and absolutely nothing else

i have decided and I want to very much date only trans.

I didn't knew much but I think I have found it at last about what I want to do.

So please share your thoughts and experience about t4t it would help a lot.

Thanks...

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u/DiptanuPal — 28 days ago

In a couple of hours i would not be a teen anymore and leave permanently

Say your goodbyes if you would and you can ask me anything I might be of help?

Anyways goodbye as I don't know when I might just stop.

See ya stay happy

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u/DiptanuPal — 1 month ago

What is your advise to someone who is going to live in a city alone for the first time in their life as a villager

Yesterday I left the room I lived in permanently and I am planning to go live in a city but I I don't know about city much or what is the norms there and etc. As I was living in a village my whole life and now I am going to be 20

Please give me all the facts info and advise you can think of cause everything would help

I would be grateful for anything you share

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u/DiptanuPal — 2 months ago

What actually is Od Lagna?

It would need at least some kind intelligence to understand the Sword Saint or to understand and give devine protections ? So it is a life form ? Or Like a deity ?

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u/DiptanuPal — 2 months ago

Recommend me an anime about moving to a new academy

I was gonna move to another city for my new institution and I want relevant animes so give me the best ones

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u/DiptanuPal — 2 months ago
▲ 0 r/anime

Recommend me an anime about moving to a new academy

I was gonna move to another city for my new institution and I want relevant animes so give me the best ones

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u/DiptanuPal — 2 months ago

Yesterday night i was in a fast food shop and the cook ignored me for like 10+ minutes while I was standing and calling him then I almost started crying

So I mean is it (am I) normal ? The owner/cook was even talking to other 2 guys who were standing there and I was specifically only asking if there were anything available mainly chowmein but he would not even answer that even after I called multiple times at first and then I was just standing there and my eyes got all teary and even idk after 10-15 minutes when he called saying would chowmein be ok I said yes with a broken voice and it was very hard controlling the tears as my eyes were all teary

Please do your diagnosis and share your views

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u/DiptanuPal — 2 months ago

It's the last day of pride month so i wish we all get to stay in peace and happily live our lives and thank you all for this amazing month Until next year.

Until next year. Love ya all!

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u/DiptanuPal — 2 months ago