u/Much_Restaurant_1392

So last week I was shadowbanned without really a reason and I appealed and I got my account back, however yesterday I got a message saying that my account will still be banned but they didn't say the reason and now all my posts got deleted and my account is weird

I already checked on tumblr and bluesky and the community is really small there, and on Twitter there are a lot of people posting fanarts but it isn't as "united" as it is on reddit

I started doing SH since I was 14 but now it got really worse, I just stopped because my mol found out and scholded me and told my dad and my brother about my SH scars. But I still wanna do it really bad, venting doesn't work telling my therapist/psychiatrist about what I feel also doesn't work. SH is the best way of coping I know of

I know this may sound stupid and that going to work is way worse but I can't take it anymore.

School is starting in two days but it feels like my vacation was really short and I didn't even rest at all. And I can't stop thinking I will have much less free time (since I still have english course lessons and therapy sessions after the classes end).

I have no real friends at school and I can't even pay attention or do homework/class activities anymore, everything is so exhaustive and tiring that I just sleep most of the time

Eu já vi gente falando que se você é um cara de 2,0m e namora uma mulher de 1,50m você é um pedófilo, já vi gente falando que se você gosta de um homem trans que não fez terapia hormonal você é pedófilo, gente falando que se você gosta de algum personagem fictício que é baixinho (tipo sla a pomni do digital circus e o yi do nine sols) você é pedófilo. E eu por mais que ainda sou adolescente eu pareço um pouco mais novo que o normal e direto as pessoas da minha sala me usam de forma pra zoar com os outros (tipo eles chegam em alguém que eles conhecem e falam: ah você gosta do [meu nome] né seu pedófilo), isso me irrita muito. E isso é muito paia