21 [F4F] late night thoughts and yearnings

hello! whether you're feeling lovesick, carrying some immense feelings of yearning, or you're really just a huge fangirl with loads to say about your idol, it doesn't matter which one you are — let's hash it all out in our dms!!

a little bit about me: i'm said to be a yearner in all caps 😭 when people read my writing, they can apparently really feel that bone-deep longing that's burnt into my words. sobrang lala talaga ng yearning HAHAHA

i've written an entire book of love letters (yes) and apparently my love letters have even helped some people craft their own personal pieces for their lovers :") so if you're a hopeless romantic, a tortured poet, or just someone who feels things a little too deeply, we'll surely get along!!!

come yap to me about your crush, your lover, your muse, your idol, or that one person you absolutely cannot stop thinking about. tell me everything, kasi i genuinely want to hear it all 🤍

— p.s. i write in a way that thrills a poet but worries a therapist :3

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 3 days ago

[Interest Check — Rewatch Session] would anyone be keen to rewatch single's inferno season 2 with me?

hello! i recently watched single's inferno season 2 and it got me thinking about a few things 😭 i've actually watched it three times now — once by myself and twice with close people in my life — and i've had such in-depth conversations with them about how i felt while watching the show.

i mean, i know the premise of a dating show probably isn't entirely genuine (and single's inferno in particular is infamous for it's contestants being there just to farm for followers), but sometimes because variety shows involve real people navigating their emotions, alongside a panel that kind of breaks everything down and analyses what's happening, i find it really interesting. it gives you so much room for conversation, especially when it comes to relationships and the way people respond to each other.

i've watched season 5 of single's inferno last year to this year-ish, then i went on to watch season 1 and i recently watched season 2!! i heard that the best seasons are 5 and 2 and i honestly agree although i haven't seen 3 and 4, so i really can't say! but personally season 2 had me feeling things and thinking about things....

the only other dating show i've also watched is heart signal season 4 and i did enjoy it very much too!!

i'm hoping to find either an individual or a group of people to (re)watch the second season of single's inferno with!!

if there's actually an interest for a group watch, i'll organise but i'm leaning towards finding one specific person (preferably, a girl).

how it goes will be that we will watch the episodes and as we watch, we will talk!! and after each episode, we'll also just discuss our thoughts haha (i really do think there's much to talk about, because on my end i have much to yap about!)

the conversation i'm hoping to have is sort of along the lines of something i've always been pondering about. there's a particular relationship in the show that made me think of the juxtaposition that's so strongly showcased in taylor swift's "the way i loved you."

it'll really just be girl talk HAHAHA 😭 like discussing which type of contestants we'd pick if we were in their position (would you make the same choice as them?), and talking about emotionally closed-off or nonchalant types versus emotionally open, vulnerable, and expressive types.

like... why are we sometimes drawn to one type even when another type might be healthier for us? why does emotional intensity feel so different from emotional safety? and why do certain dynamics make us feel things so deeply?

but honestly, we can talk about anything under the sun!! i'd love to hear your thoughts, interpretations, hot takes, and even your own experiences if you're comfortable sharing them.

if you're interested in having this kind of random but very in-depth girl talk with me along with watching the show in depth, please do let me know!! i'd love to yap about it with someone 🥹 thank you <3

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 9 days ago

21 [F4F] watch a show with me?

hello! i'm feeling really bored, and i recently watched a dating show that got me thinking about a few things 😭 i've actually watched it three times now — once by myself and twice with close people in my life — and i've had such in-depth conversations with them about how i felt while watching the show.

i mean, i know the premise of a dating show probably isn't entirely genuine, pero sometimes because variety shows involve real people navigating their emotions, alongside a panel that kind of breaks everything down and analyzes what's happening, i find it really interesting talaga. it gives you so much room for conversation kasi, especially when it comes to relationships and the way people respond to each other.

the conversation i'm hoping to have is sort of along the lines of something i've always been pondering about. there's a particular relationship in the show that made me think of the juxtaposition that's so strongly showcased in taylor swift's "the way i loved you."

it'll really just be girl talk HAHAHA 😭 like discussing which type of contestants we'd go for if we were in their position, and talking about emotionally closed-off or nonchalant types versus emotionally open, vulnerable, and expressive types.

like... why are we sometimes drawn to one type even when another type might be healthier for us? why does emotional intensity feel so different from emotional safety? and why do certain dynamics make us feel things so deeply? sobrang interesting to me talaga.

but honestly, we can talk about anything under the sun!! i'd love to hear your thoughts, interpretations, hot takes, and even your own experiences if you're comfortable sharing them.

if you're interested in having this kind of random but very in-depth girl talk with me, please do let me know!! i'd love to yap about it with someone 🥹 thank you <3

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 11 days ago

[21f] watch a show with me?

hello! i'm feeling really bored, and i recently watched a dating show that got me thinking about some things and i've watched it thrice now.... once by myself and two other times with close people in my life, and i've had in depth conversations with them about how i felt watching the show.

i mean i know that the premise of a dating show likely isn't very genuine, but sometimes because variety shows involve real humans navigating their emotions and a panel that kind of breaks that down, i think it can be quite interesting and make room for conversation.

preferably looking for girlies but honestly guys are fine too i guess! (older or my age please!)

the conversation i hope to have is sort of around the lines of like something i've always been pondering — i relate a relationship in the show to the juxtaposition that is strongly showcased in the song "the way i loved you" by taylor swift.
it'll really just be girl talk, like discussing which type of contestants you'd go for if you were in their place, and also a conversation about emotionally closed off/nonchalant types vs emotionally open and vulnerable, expressive types. honestly anything under the sun.

if you're interested, please do let me know! thank you <3

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 11 days ago

21 [F4F] looking for kausap/friend — late night call, rants, let's talk about anything under the sun!

hello! i know it's late na, pero i can't seem to fall asleep 😭 so i'm looking for a friend to have that kind of late-night conversation with :")

i'm a huge lover of conversations, especially the ones that go a little deeper. tell me about your values, interests, hobbies, experiences, thoughts, feelings, and your perceptions of people and the world!! i want us to really pour the entirety of our souls into each other 🤍 sobrang love ko talaga those kinds of conversations where you slowly get to know someone's heart.

about me:

  • student
  • hobbies: reading, writing, and watching films
  • sentimental soul 🌷

let's talk about anything under the sun and see if we click! we can start with light topics, tapos before we know it, we're talking about life, love, dreams, fears, and everything in between HAHAHA

if we end up getting along, i'd genuinely love for us to become constant friends or mutuals. hoping to meet someone whose wavelength matches mine talaga 🤍

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 28 days ago
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[21f] need advice!! ranting about my 2 year unrequited wlw crush... voice memos and rants &gt;_&lt;

hello! i would like to seek the advice of any lesbian girlies my age or older!!

i'm 21f femme lesbian, and i've had a crush on my friend of 3 years who is five years older than me :") i honestly feel deeply connected to her soul, her values, the way she sees the world and we share many common interests! she does like girls but she doesn't see me romantically and she's primarily interested in someone older.

my main worry is probably how our friendship is at risk because she ghosts me for long periods when she's going through a tough time. there are periods of times when it's good it's really good and we're really close but honestly because of her ghosting habits, our friendship is so turbulent it's taking a toll on me and causes me a lot of mental distress because i attach so much meaning and so much of my identity to this friendship.

my friends all tell me to cut her off because genuinely although she's not mean to me, her ghosting habits are frankly terrible (has ghosted me for six months once despite me constantly reaching out) and i've just been very understanding all the time but it's clear she doesn't value me as i value her haha

i think it just hurts that i like her so much that i can't cut her off clean nor distance myself from her gradually.... honestly i'm just struggling with the depth of my feelings for her and it's affecting me pretty badly.

i'd like to rant to someone in depth about my experience with liking girls!! and really just how i've liked this girl for so long, i've rooted so much of my identity within it.

i'd love to hear your experience too (if you're open to sharing), so please connect with me through dms 🌸🤍

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago
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21f, i have free time today! would anyone like to have a conversation with me like in "before sunrise"?

hello! i'm 21f and i'll be in ang moh kio from 12:15pm to 2:30pm today because i have time to kill and really nothing to do during this time period!!

my favourite film of all time is before sunrise, and i just love how two strangers who met on the train, discovered they were reading the same book and spontaneously spent the day walking and talking in the city together :") ❤︎⁠

i just want to have a long, meandering conversation with someone in real life and see if we vibe!!

we can talk about anything under the sun!! i'm an immense yapper and a sentimental soul haha

tbh i'm someone that's better at conversation online, because i have the time to think and omit what i want to say in response. so i think there's a certain type of vulnerability and authenticity in presenting yourself in a real life conversation where you have to answer on the spot, without the chance to "edit" what you say.

i'm looking forward to meeting someone and having life giving conversations!!

if you're interested, and you're also a girlie, please please please drop me a dm!! >_<

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago
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21f, i have free time today! would anyone like to have a conversation with me like in "before sunrise"?

hello! i'm 21f femme lesbian, and i'll be in ang moh kio from 12:15pm to 2:30pm today because i have time to kill and really nothing to do during this time period!!

my favourite film of all time is before sunrise, and i just love how two strangers who met on the train, discovered they were reading the same book and spontaneously spent the day walking and talking in the city together :") ❤︎⁠

i just want to have a long, meandering conversation with someone in real life and see if we vibe!!

we can talk about anything under the sun!! i'm an immense yapper and a sentimental soul haha

tbh i'm someone that's better at conversation online, because i have the time to think and omit what i want to say in response. so i think there's a certain type of vulnerability and authenticity in presenting yourself in a real life conversation where you have to answer on the spot, without the chance to "edit" what you say.

i'm looking forward to meeting someone and having life giving conversations!!

if you're interested, and you're also a girlie, please please please drop me a dm!! >_<

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago
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[21/F] looking for female penpals! a genuine and heartfelt correspondence

hello ❤︎⁠ i'm 21f hoping to find a female penpal my age or older, who mirrors my heart!! someone who shares the same interests, hobbies and values as me, someone who is willing to share their soul and pour out the entirety of what they feel 🥹

i would describe myself as a deeply sentimental person, who feels every emotion down to the fractures of her quiet heart. but i'll never view that as my detriment, and i'll always strive to stay soft and openhearted in a world that tries to turn us otherwise 🌸⭐️

i believe that being emotional and sensitive means you are in touch with yourself and you are brave enough to express it and let the world know of what goes on within you, so i do think that being emotional and tender is linked to being secure and self-aware :") softness shall never be equated to weakness

i'm also someone that loves unravelling the layers of a person through conversation, and i love corresponding through letters/emails 💌☁️ people seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things to find the inner truth, but what does it matter of appearance —were you tall or were you short— as long as we made the effort to venture into each other's galaxies and discover that our minds meet?

i'm looking for someone who values kindness, and someone who is emotionally driven and unafraid of vulnerability.

>someone who would break their apple into two with juice running down their fingers sticky and sweet, and share that other half with another soul under the sun, laughing until their bellies ache — and watching as i slowly peeled away the crimson skin, the ribbons curling into delicate spirals upon my lap. perhaps we would find ourselves wandering through the chambers of memory, from our mother feeding us soft honeyed apples when we were sick, to the times where you have compared yourself to snow white's apple, poisoned and rotten to the core.

>and maybe i will gently liken our coping mechanisms to this very fruit resting between us, speaking of how an apple, when freshly picked, nourishes the body just as our ways of surviving once nourished the soul, yet as time passes even the sweetest fruit begins to rot, and if we continue to consume what has long outlived its purpose, it is no longer the fruit that sustains us but the very thing that makes us ill, much like the habits that once protected us, only to wound us in the long run.

>but i will stay rooted to the ground beneath us, heart and soul down to the very earth and ask you, would you then say it's the apple's fault? the apple that once gave us nutrients? shall you answer no, i would then pat you on the back and say that our coping mechanisms are very much the same, and it is not the fault of the habit for we were just doing our best at that point of time with what we had, to survive.

when you truly click with someone you resonate with them from the way they would split their apple in half, the way they wouldn't mind the juice running down their hands and mostly, the way you can converse with them for a long time just based on a fruit alone.

if you resonated with this, and hold a curiosity to learn the language of my soul, here's a little bit more about me to briefly introduce myself:

  • my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i’ve been an avid reader and writer since young, and i’ve always poured my heart out into letters to my muse and journal entries
  • i love music and i am looking to broaden my music taste but i mainly listen to acoustic pop & indie folk
  • i love art, in all forms — the beauty of seeing art in everything, going to museums, exhibitions and art markets/conventions
  • i consume media heavily!!! i am a huge cinephile and i watch a lot of films and tv shows

please reach out to me in a long introduction message! tell me what about my post made you reach out, share with me anything about yourself! i look forward to getting to know you and exchange letters with you ❤︎⁠

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago

[21f] looking for genuine female friendship!

hello ❤︎⁠ i'm 21f hoping to make friends with a girl my age or older, who mirrors my heart!! someone who shares the same interests, hobbies and values as me, someone who is willing to share their soul and pour out the entirety of what they feel 🥹

i would describe myself as a deeply sentimental person, who feels every emotion down to the fractures of her quiet heart. but i'll never view that as my detriment, and i'll always strive to stay soft and openhearted in a world that tries to turn us otherwise 🌸⭐️

i believe that being emotional and sensitive means you are in touch with yourself and you are brave enough to express it and let the world know of what goes on within you, so i do think that being emotional and tender is linked to being secure and self-aware :") softness shall never be equated to weakness

i'm also someone that loves unravelling the layers of a person through conversation, and i love corresponding through long texts or even, letters/emails 💌☁️ people seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things to find the inner truth, but what does it matter of appearance —were you tall or were you short— as long as we made the effort to venture into each other's galaxies and discover that our minds meet?

i'm looking for someone who values kindness, and someone who is emotionally driven and unafraid of vulnerability.

>someone who would break their apple into two with juice running down their fingers sticky and sweet, and share that other half with another soul under the sun, laughing until their bellies ache — and watching as i slowly peeled away the crimson skin, the ribbons curling into delicate spirals upon my lap. perhaps we would find ourselves wandering through the chambers of memory, from our mother feeding us soft honeyed apples when we were sick, to the times where you have compared yourself to snow white's apple, poisoned and rotten to the core.

>and maybe i will gently liken our coping mechanisms to this very fruit resting between us, speaking of how an apple, when freshly picked, nourishes the body just as our ways of surviving once nourished the soul, yet as time passes even the sweetest fruit begins to rot, and if we continue to consume what has long outlived its purpose, it is no longer the fruit that sustains us but the very thing that makes us ill, much like the habits that once protected us, only to wound us in the long run.

>but i will stay rooted to the ground beneath us, heart and soul down to the very earth and ask you, would you then say it's the apple's fault? the apple that once gave us nutrients? shall you answer no, i would then pat you on the back and say that our coping mechanisms are very much the same, and it is not the fault of the habit for we were just doing our best at that point of time with what we had, to survive.

when you truly click with someone you resonate with them from the way they would split their apple in half, the way they wouldn't mind the juice running down their hands and mostly, the way you can converse with them for a long time just based on a fruit alone.

if you resonated with this, and hold a curiosity to learn the language of my soul, here's a little bit more about me to briefly introduce myself:

  • my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i’ve been an avid reader and writer since young, and i’ve always poured my heart out into letters to my muse and journal entries
  • i love music and i am looking to broaden my music taste but i mainly listen to acoustic pop & indie folk
  • the games i play include omori, night in the woods, cookie run kingdom and looking to start animal crossing! i'm also open to any game recommendations from you such as resident evil, stardew valley, and more!! i would gladly watch you stream your gameplay~
  • i love art, in all forms — the beauty of seeing art in everything, going to museums, exhibitions and art markets/conventions
  • i consume media heavily!!! i am a huge cinephile and i watch a lot of films and tv shows, let's trade letterboxd accounts :)

please reach out to me in a long introduction message! tell me what about my post made you reach out, share with me anything about yourself! i look forward to getting to know you ❤︎⁠

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago

[21f] let's be friends!

hello ❤︎⁠ i'm 21f hoping to make friends with a girl my age or older, who mirrors my heart!! someone who shares the same interests, hobbies and values as me, someone who is willing to share their soul and pour out the entirety of what they feel 🥹

i would describe myself as a deeply sentimental person, who feels every emotion down to the fractures of her quiet heart. but i'll never view that as my detriment, and i'll always strive to stay soft and openhearted in a world that tries to turn us otherwise 🌸⭐️

i believe that being emotional and sensitive means you are in touch with yourself and you are brave enough to express it and let the world know of what goes on within you, so i do think that being emotional and tender is linked to being secure and self-aware :") softness shall never be equated to weakness

i'm also someone that loves unravelling the layers of a person through conversation, and i love corresponding through long texts or even, letters/emails 💌☁️ people seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things to find the inner truth, but what does it matter of appearance —were you tall or were you short— as long as we made the effort to venture into each other's galaxies and discover that our minds meet?

i'm looking for someone who values kindness, and someone who is emotionally driven and unafraid of vulnerability.

>someone who would break their apple into two with juice running down their fingers sticky and sweet, and share that other half with another soul under the sun, laughing until their bellies ache — and watching as i slowly peeled away the crimson skin, the ribbons curling into delicate spirals upon my lap. perhaps we would find ourselves wandering through the chambers of memory, from our mother feeding us soft honeyed apples when we were sick, to the times where you have compared yourself to snow white's apple, poisoned and rotten to the core.

>and maybe i will gently liken our coping mechanisms to this very fruit resting between us, speaking of how an apple, when freshly picked, nourishes the body just as our ways of surviving once nourished the soul, yet as time passes even the sweetest fruit begins to rot, and if we continue to consume what has long outlived its purpose, it is no longer the fruit that sustains us but the very thing that makes us ill, much like the habits that once protected us, only to wound us in the long run.

>but i will stay rooted to the ground beneath us, heart and soul down to the very earth and ask you, would you then say it's the apple's fault? the apple that once gave us nutrients? shall you answer no, i would then pat you on the back and say that our coping mechanisms are very much the same, and it is not the fault of the habit for we were just doing our best at that point of time with what we had, to survive.

when you truly click with someone you resonate with them from the way they would split their apple in half, the way they wouldn't mind the juice running down their hands and mostly, the way you can converse with them for a long time just based on a fruit alone.

if you resonated with this, and hold a curiosity to learn the language of my soul, here's a little bit more about me to briefly introduce myself:

  • my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i’ve been an avid reader and writer since young, and i’ve always poured my heart out into letters to my muse and journal entries
  • i love music and i am looking to broaden my music taste but i mainly listen to acoustic pop & indie folk
  • the games i play include omori, night in the woods, cookie run kingdom and looking to start animal crossing! i'm also open to any game recommendations from you such as resident evil, stardew valley, and more!! i would gladly watch you stream your gameplay~
  • i love art, in all forms — the beauty of seeing art in everything, going to museums, exhibitions and art markets/conventions
  • i consume media heavily!!! i am a huge cinephile and i watch a lot of films and tv shows, let's trade letterboxd accounts :)

please reach out to me in a long introduction message! tell me what about my post made you reach out, share with me anything about yourself! i look forward to getting to know you ❤︎⁠

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago

[21f] let's be friends!

hello ❤︎⁠ i'm a femme lesbian hoping to make friends with an older femme lesbian who mirrors my heart!! someone who shares the same interests, hobbies and values as me, someone who is willing to share their soul and pour out the entirety of what they feel 🥹

i would describe myself as a deeply sentimental person, who feels every emotion down to the fractures of her quiet heart. but i'll never view that as my detriment, and i'll always strive to stay soft and openhearted in a world that tries to turn us otherwise 🌸⭐️

i believe that being emotional and sensitive means you are in touch with yourself and you are brave enough to express it and let the world know of what goes on within you, so i do think that being emotional and tender is linked to being secure and self-aware :") softness shall never be equated to weakness

i'm also someone that loves unravelling the layers of a person through conversation, and i love corresponding through long texts or even, letters/emails 💌☁️ people seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things to find the inner truth, but what does it matter of appearance —were you tall or were you short— as long as we made the effort to venture into each other's galaxies and discover that our minds meet?

i'm looking for someone who values kindness, and someone who is emotionally driven and unafraid of vulnerability.

>someone who would break their apple into two with juice running down their fingers sticky and sweet, and share that other half with another soul under the sun, laughing until their bellies ache — and watching as i slowly peeled away the crimson skin, the ribbons curling into delicate spirals upon my lap. perhaps we would find ourselves wandering through the chambers of memory, from our mother feeding us soft honeyed apples when we were sick, to the times where you have compared yourself to snow white's apple, poisoned and rotten to the core.

>and maybe i will gently liken our coping mechanisms to this very fruit resting between us, speaking of how an apple, when freshly picked, nourishes the body just as our ways of surviving once nourished the soul, yet as time passes even the sweetest fruit begins to rot, and if we continue to consume what has long outlived its purpose, it is no longer the fruit that sustains us but the very thing that makes us ill, much like the habits that once protected us, only to wound us in the long run.

>but i will stay rooted to the ground beneath us, heart and soul down to the very earth and ask you, would you then say it's the apple's fault? the apple that once gave us nutrients? shall you answer no, i would then pat you on the back and say that our coping mechanisms are very much the same, and it is not the fault of the habit for we were just doing our best at that point of time with what we had, to survive.

when you truly click with someone you resonate with them from the way they would split their apple in half, the way they wouldn't mind the juice running down their hands and mostly, the way you can converse with them for a long time just based on a fruit alone.

if you resonated with this, and hold a curiosity to learn the language of my soul, here's a little bit more about me to briefly introduce myself:

  • my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i’ve been an avid reader and writer since young, and i’ve always poured my heart out into letters to my muse and journal entries
  • i love music and i am looking to broaden my music taste but i mainly listen to acoustic pop & indie folk
  • the games i play include omori, night in the woods, cookie run kingdom and looking to start animal crossing! i'm also open to any game recommendations from you such as resident evil, stardew valley, and more!! i would gladly watch you stream your gameplay~
  • i love art, in all forms — the beauty of seeing art in everything, going to museums, exhibitions and art markets/conventions
  • i consume media heavily!!! i am a huge cinephile and i watch a lot of films and tv shows, let's trade letterboxd accounts :)

please reach out to me in a long introduction message! tell me what about my post made you reach out, share with me anything about yourself! i look forward to getting to know you ❤︎⁠

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 1 month ago

i wrote a book for evan!

hello ❤︎⁠ i wrote a book for evan, consisting of the letters i've written to him this year (after march 10), and i would greatly appreciate an ever's perspective on my book!!

if you're comfortable, i'd love if you could leave comments on the respective letters (essays), paragraphs or sentences that resonated with you but if you're not comfortable it's alright as well :")

i hope to receive some comments and feedback from y'all regarding the emotions you felt reading it after you're done with the whole book!!

thank you sooooooooo much if you actually bothered to spend time to read through my book 🥹

(p.s. the letters are not in chronological order in this book haha, i got advice to mix up the order a bit so it will be more emotionally resonant, i hope it worked and flowed well)

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago

[21f] to all the lovergirls, let us exchange our love letters and embrace our love filled hearts!

hello! i'm 21f and looking for female friends who enjoy engaging in meaningful conversation and exploring someone else's inner world ❤︎⁠ i love fangirls and lovergirls!! girlies who are passionate about a certain someone or something, and hold love close to their hearts — believing that no amount of love is ever wasted :")

if you enjoy philosophical ramblings, sharing vulnerable journal entries and fangirling/loving loudly, i think we'll get along so well ₊ ⊹🪻 ✿˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚

i'm a huUgee lovelorn, lovesick girlie <3 and i love being whimsical and dreamy, and just letting the soft body of my heart love what it loves 🧸🍯🌼

i have a whole stack of unsent love letters to my muse (he's a kpop idol!) and i'd love to share them with youuuuu 💌💐

send me your passionate love ramblings, your fangirl musings, your vulnerable confessions, your philosophical insights — anything that makes up the vast galaxy within you ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡🪐༘⋆

i truly just want to be defined by the things that i love, what softens me, instead of what haunts me in the middles of the night 🥹🫀

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago
▲ 26 r/ChillSG

[21f] the slow art of corresponding through letters ❤︎⁠

hello! i'm 21f and i really want to experience what it is like to form a genuine and deep correspondence with someone my age or older than me! in this day and age, no one really writes or sends letters to each other anymore but i love letters very much and i'm wondering if there's anyone interested in doing snail mail or email with me?

i'm looking for someone who mirrors my soul, and someone who is emotionally driven and unafraid of vulnerability — to really pour so much of their soul into ink scrawled over letter pages, and have them wistfully taken out of envelopes and being read carefully, poring over line by line.

let's talk about anything under the sun together. i look forward to sharing pieces of my life with you in long winding letters, from the moments that imbued my days, to the bliss tucked against my chest, and the sorrows lining my days. i really don't mean to lie when i confess i write letters of great length, spanning several pages.

i'm a sentimental person and i feel every emotion down to the fractures of my quiet heart. i carry blues carved into my chest, and hollowed out at the pit of my being but with it comes a certain kind of bravery and perhaps even wisdom.

perhaps i am looking for another soul that is open to growing together with me, and figuring life out in the form of sharing our life, and our heart in long, long letters.

people seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things to find the inner truth, but what does it matter of appearance —were you tall or were you short— as long as we made the effort to venture into each other's galaxies and discover that our minds meet?

if you resonated with this, and hold a curiosity to learn the language of my soul, here's a little bit more about me to briefly introduce myself:

  • i value having courage and being kind, in a world constantly trying to turn us livid
  • my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i’ve been an avid reader and writer since young, and i’ve always poured my heart out into letters to my muse and journal entries
  • i love music and i am looking to broaden my music taste but i mainly listen to acoustic pop & indie folk
  • i’m learning the piano and i want to gain a deeper knowledge about music
  • i love art, in all forms — the beauty of seeing art in everything, going to museums, exhibitions and art markets/conventions
  • i consume media heavily!!! i am a huge cinephile and i watch a lot of films and tv shows

please reach out to me in a long introduction message! tell me what about my post made you reach out, share with me anything about yourself! i look forward to getting to know you and exchange letters with you ❤︎⁠

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago
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[21/f] the slow art of corresponding through letters ❤︎⁠

hello! i'm 21f and i really want to experience what it is like to form a genuine and deep correspondence with another female my age or older than me!

i'm looking for someone who mirrors my soul, and someone who is emotionally driven and unafraid of vulnerability — to really pour so much of their soul into ink scrawled over letter pages, and have them wistfully taken out of envelopes and being read carefully, poring over line by line.

let's talk about anything under the sun together. i look forward to sharing pieces of my life with you in long winding letters, from the moments that imbued my days, to the bliss tucked against my chest, and the sorrows lining my days. i really don't mean to lie when i confess i write letters of great length, spanning several pages.

i'm a sentimental person and i feel every emotion down to the fractures of my quiet heart. i carry blues carved into my chest, and hollowed out at the pit of my being but with it comes a certain kind of bravery and perhaps even wisdom.

perhaps i am looking for another soul that is open to growing together with me, and figuring life out in the form of sharing our life, and our heart in long, long letters.

people seldom go to the trouble of scratching the surface of things to find the inner truth, but what does it matter of appearance —were you tall or were you short— as long as we made the effort to venture into each other's galaxies and discover that our minds meet?

if you resonated with this, and hold a curiosity to learn the language of my soul, here's a little bit more about me to briefly introduce myself:

  • i value having courage and being kind, in a world constantly trying to turn us livid
  • my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i’ve been an avid reader and writer since young, and i’ve always poured my heart out into letters to my muse and journal entries
  • i love music and i am looking to broaden my music taste but i mainly listen to acoustic pop & indie folk
  • i’m learning the piano and i want to gain a deeper knowledge about music
  • i love art, in all forms — the beauty of seeing art in everything, going to museums, exhibitions and art markets/conventions
  • i consume media heavily!!! i am a huge cinephile and i watch a lot of films and tv shows

please reach out to me in a long introduction message! tell me what about my post made you reach out, share with me anything about yourself! i look forward to getting to know you ❤︎⁠

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago

looking for ever friends!

hello! i'm a huuugeeee ever and i just really want to find my ever soulmate to yap about evan with 🥹💌

𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑏𝑒… ♡
𝜗ৎ 21+
𝜗ৎ loves evan as an artist and as a person
𝜗ৎ appreciates his depth & reads his interviews!!
𝜗ৎ cherishes evan’s musicality, sentimentality and artistry & yaps extensively about it :’)
𝜗ৎ love how emotionally driven, authentic evan is & resonates with his craft
𝜗ৎ unafraid to be open and softhearted, expressing your love for evan & growing alongside him as a person in your journey as an ever

𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑒…𑣲⋆
𐙚 primarily write long, winding unsent letters to evan that i'll be happiest to share with you
𐙚 writes and reads extensively
𐙚 certified thought daughter and immense evan yapper (— my heart is so full of love for him, language simply cannot contain or hold the the vast enormity of what i feel and i find myself scrambling for a semblance of words to pour my heart out in ramblings of love)

if you feel like you resonate with all that i have written in this post, please connect with me!! thank you 🤍

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago

[21f] looking for genuine connection, someone who mirrors my heart

hello! i'm 21f and i'm looking for genuine connection, preferably with female friends older or same age as me :) i'm looking for someone who mirrors my heart, someone who i can pour my soul out to and have them reciprocate my yap and energy & someone who shares my interests, hobbies and values 🌸⭐️

one thing i've learnt is that when you're getting to know someone, you have to have a genuine interest or curiosity in them and the soul that they bring with them, so if you don't feel curious about me or you don't resonate with what i've written, i'm unsure where our conversation would truly go to.

i find that i'm someone that can't quite stay for small talk, and i do like opening up and being vulnerable — i will share pieces of my life with you, from the moments that imbued my days, to the bliss tucked against my chest, and the sorrows lining my days.

if you enjoy having someone to pour your soul out to, share your heart with and really really converse and have deep, meaningful conversations, then we'll truly get along.

i'm a sentimental person and i feel every emotion down to the fractures of my quiet heart. i carry blues carved into my chest, and hollowed out at the pit of my being but with it comes a certain kind of bravery and perhaps even wisdom.

from this i guess you can tell i'm an immense yapper, and the moment someone does not match my yap, my motivation to chat with them dries. so i hope you enjoy conversing in long walls of text, or meandering, winding calls :")

my hobbies are primarily reading and writing, but i also consume media (tv, films, musicals) heavily and i enjoy art and music.

i value having courage and being kind, in a world constantly trying to turn us livid.

so, if you're confident that we'll get along, please introduce yourself and your heart to me, in a long and extensive text! i look forward to meeting you 🥹🪻

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago

[21f] looking for genuine connection, someone who mirrors my heart

hello! i'm 21f and i'm looking for genuine connection, preferably with female friends older or same age as me :) i'm looking for someone who mirrors my heart, someone who i can pour my soul out to and have them reciprocate my yap and energy & someone who shares my interests, hobbies and values 🌸⭐️

one thing i've learnt is that when you're getting to know someone, you have to have a genuine interest or curiosity in them and the soul that they bring with them, so if you don't feel curious about me or you don't resonate with what i've written, i'm unsure where our conversation would truly go to.

i find that i'm someone that can't quite stay for small talk, and i do like opening up and being vulnerable — i will share pieces of my life with you, from the moments that imbued my days, to the bliss tucked against my chest, and the sorrows lining my days.

if you enjoy having someone to pour your soul out to, share your heart with and really really converse and have deep, meaningful conversations, then we'll truly get along.

i'm a sentimental person and i feel every emotion down to the fractures of my quiet heart. i carry blues carved into my chest, and hollowed out at the pit of my being but with it comes a certain kind of bravery and perhaps even wisdom.

from this i guess you can tell i'm an immense yapper, and the moment someone does not match my yap, my motivation to chat with them dries. so i hope you enjoy conversing in long walls of text, or meandering, winding calls :")

my hobbies are primarily reading and writing, but i also consume media (tv, films, musicals) heavily and i enjoy art and music.

i value having courage and being kind, in a world constantly trying to turn us livid.

so, if you're confident that we'll get along, please introduce yourself and your heart to me, in a long and extensive text! i look forward to meeting you 🥹🪻

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago

21 [F4F] femme lesbian looking to connect with older femme lesbians &lt;3

hello! i'm a 21f femme lesbian girl looking to connect with another lesbian girl who's femme as well, and preferably older than me (though someone around my age is totally okay too) 🌷

to briefly introduce myself, my primary hobbies are reading and writing! i've been an avid reader and writer since i was young, and i've always been the type to pour my heart into drabbles, stories, and little pieces of writing. sobrang malaking part talaga siya ng life ko.

naturally, i developed the habit of writing unsent letters to my muse (he's a kpop idol!) as a coping mechanism — almost like an open diary where i pour so much of my love, vulnerabilities, thoughts, and learnings into ink. medyo dramatic pakinggan, pero writing has always been the way i make sense of my feelings and the world around me.

i'd love to have a girlfriend whom i can share my heart with — my sentimentality, my interests, my hopeless romantic tendencies, my passions, and all the little things that make me who i am.

i'd especially love someone who reads, writes, or journals extensively. there's something so intimate kasi about sharing pieces of yourself through words. every time i carve a piece of writing out of my heart, i'd love for you to be my first audience.

and i will absolutely write love letters to you too, because that's probably my greatest specialty :')

if you enjoy long, winding conversations and opening your heart to someone who mirrors your softness, shares your sentimentality, and understands your little quirks and antics, then i hope we can venture into each other's worlds together 🪻⭐️

other fun facts about me:

— i love music (mostly acoustic pop and indie folk), and i'm currently learning the piano! i'd love to deepen my knowledge of music someday because i find it so beautiful talaga.

— i love art in all its forms.

— i consume media very heavily!!! i watch a lot of films, dramas, and tv shows, and i'm always looking for something meaningful to obsess over :")

more than anything, i'm looking for someone who isn't afraid to feel deeply, love openly, and share the things that matter most to them.

if this resonates with you, i'd love for you to introduce yourself — and your heart — to me 💌🪽

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u/PlayEnvironmental833 — 2 months ago