hello 🥹🤍 heeseung is my muse, and i often write letter-esque essays to/about him! i would love to have a fellow evan enjoyer to share my writings with each time i put out one :") 💌
writing is my hobby along with reading hehe 📖⭐ and i'd love to connect with any evan fans who share that hobby ♡
if you're interested to read my writings, please connect with me 🥺🥺
hellos ♡ i write love letters to my muse and i would be delighted to share my writings with other fellow lovergirls who also love in a way that will worry a therapist but thrill a poet haha :") 🫂 yearning is my expertise and i've been told that my letters have helped some people craft letters for their own partners as well 🤍
writing is my hobby along with reading hehe 📖⭐
— p.s. girls only please!! thank you 💌
hello! as the title suggests, i'm looking for a drama that has a character that yearns so intensely your heart aches along with them! i'm a yearner through and through and i want to be able to relate to another fellow lovergirl/boy 🥹🤍
i specifically love female gaze — regardless of who the yearner is, i want sufficient reciprocation from the girl's side and for her to see him in this female gaze-y way. what i mean by this is seeing him in rose blush and colours, wanting to know his vulnerable sides, and appreciating his entirety as a person and as a lover, seeing his strengths and warmth etc.
my favourite yearner in fiction is the male character sangyan from the chinese drama the first frost, why i love and relate to his yearning is because he loves a girl that is broken but silently loves her from the sidelines and never pushes her to open up when she's not ready. he loves her in a way she understands, and is able to accept, adapting his love language to fit hers, often showing love not in showy displays of affection but rather in subtle manners because he understands she feels uncomfortable with large displays of love as she's not accustomed to it yet. and he's more layered as a character than he presents imo despite the constant complaints from viewers that he is one dimensional and only written to be her lover, because the way he goes from wearing his heart on his sleeve and chasing her openly during their highschool days to closing up himself and sometimes sending her mixed signals in their adulthood after she hurt him is very intriguing and telling of how deep the hurt was to him. viewers complain that he never opens up to his friends regarding his heartbreak about the girl, but that's simply because his biggest vulnerability is tied to her. she is his biggest vulnerability in my opinion. during their secret rendezvous during highschool where he would often travel from nanwu to beiyu just to meet her at their little noodle shop, that's where she showed him colour he never saw with anyone else. she taught him a secret language he can't speak with anyone else. he never once encountered a soul as deep, and intriguing as hers and he felt there were similarities between them and he held each and every one of her words like sacred text. it was his first time falling in love.
i find his yearning relatable because he also gives a dialogue about what is pride in the name of love? and that struck a chord with me because pride is the one thing we often hold onto and upkeep to the point where we lose love. in dramas nowadays, characters are so busy being prideful and nonchalant and careful not to show the full extensity of their feelings, often "playing hard to get" because of the popular saying "the one who is more in love loses", and i absolutely detest and don't relate to such characters. so when sangyan talks about love never being about wins or losses and holding onto pride, i connected to him.
the female lead in the first frost, wen yifan, matches my criteria of seeing him in a female gaze-y type of way as she views him as the bright, radiant and warm sun, deserving of all the good in the world such that if he wants the stars, he deserves to have them plucked for him. she wants to partake in every of his vulnerable moments in life and be his "battery charger".
>tldr; i'm looking for a character driven romance centric drama, with a character (female lead/male lead, doesn't matter) that yearns beautifully and intensely for a broken character. and i want female gaze!!!
>i want the characters to drive the romance, so the characters have to be very fleshed out and i love when their thoughts are achingly relatable that it feels visceral. i often relate to INFJs!!
i love a good slow burn filled with intense yearning 😄 please shoot me recommendations!!
i don't need a textbook copy of the first frost, i'm just yapping about it in this post as it's my favourite piece of media — for it's depth and melancholic and slow nature. just recommend me anything that has beautiful yearning, fleshed out characters and female gaze!
hello! as the title suggests, i'm looking for a manga that has a character that yearns so intensely your heart aches along with them! i'm a yearner through and through and i want to be able to relate to another fellow lovergirl/boy 🥹🤍
i specifically love female gaze — regardless of who the yearner is, i want sufficient reciprocation from the girl's side and for her to see him in this female gaze-y way. what i mean by this is seeing him in rose blush and colours, wanting to know his vulnerable sides, and appreciating his entirety as a person and as a lover, seeing his strengths and warmth etc.
my favourite yearner in fiction is the male character sangyan from the chinese drama the first frost, why i love and relate to his yearning is because he loves a girl that is broken but silently loves her from the sidelines and never pushes her to open up when she's not ready. he loves her in a way she understands, and is able to accept, adapting his love language to fit hers, often showing love not in showy displays of affection but rather in subtle manners because he understands she feels uncomfortable with large displays of love as she's not accustomed to it yet. and he's more layered as a character than he presents imo despite the constant complaints from viewers that he is one dimensional and only written to be her lover, because the way he goes from wearing his heart on his sleeve and chasing her openly during their highschool days to closing up himself and sometimes sending her mixed signals in their adulthood after she hurt him is very intriguing and telling of how deep the hurt was to him. viewers complain that he never opens up to his friends regarding his heartbreak about the girl, but that's simply because his biggest vulnerability is tied to her. she is his biggest vulnerability in my opinion. during their secret rendezvous during highschool where he would often travel from nanwu to beiyu just to meet her at their little noodle shop, that's where she showed him colour he never saw with anyone else. she taught him a secret language he can't speak with anyone else. he never once encountered a soul as deep, and intriguing as hers and he felt there were similarities between them and he held each and every one of her words like sacred text. it was his first time falling in love.
i find his yearning relatable because he also gives a dialogue about what is pride in the name of love? and that struck a chord with me because pride is the one thing we often hold onto and upkeep to the point where we lose love. in dramas nowadays, characters are so busy being prideful and nonchalant and careful not to show the full extensity of their feelings, often "playing hard to get" because of the popular saying "the one who is more in love loses", and i absolutely detest and don't relate to such characters. so when sangyan talks about love never being about wins or losses and holding onto pride, i connected to him.
the female lead in the first frost, wen yifan, matches my criteria of seeing him in a female gaze-y type of way as she views him as the bright, radiant and warm sun, deserving of all the good in the world such that if he wants the stars, he deserves to have them plucked for him. she wants to partake in every of his vulnerable moments in life and be his "battery charger".
>tldr; i'm looking for a character driven romance centric manga, with a character (female lead/male lead, doesn't matter) that yearns beautifully and intensely for a broken character. and i want female gaze!!!
>i want the characters to drive the romance, so the characters have to be very fleshed out and i love when their thoughts are achingly relatable that it feels visceral. i often relate to INFJs!!
i love a good slow burn filled with intense yearning 😄 please shoot me recommendations!!
i don't need a textbook copy of the first frost, i'm just yapping about it in this post as it's my favourite piece of media — for it's depth and melancholic and slow nature. just recommend me anything that has beautiful yearning, fleshed out characters and female gaze!
hello! i'm looking for a friend/group of friends to watch the chinese drama the first frost with me. it's my favourite chinese drama and i'm rewatching it but i don't mind if you're rewatching or watching for the first time.
i'm looking for someone who enjoys watching romance, as this is a romance drama, and someone who is able to pick up on little details in the characters and in the show and have insightful discussions with me about it :") this drama is very show not tell, so i would appreciate deep thinkers and sentimental people who look deep into a character's actions.
we will have episode by episode discussions!
please dm me with a small introduction about yourself 😄 thank you!
hello! i'm looking for a friend/group of friends to watch the chinese drama the first frost with me. it's my favourite chinese drama and i'm rewatching it but i don't mind if you're rewatching or watching for the first time.
i'm looking for someone who enjoys watching romance, as this is a romance drama, and someone who is able to pick up on little details in the characters and in the show and have insightful discussions with me about it :") this drama is very show not tell, so i would appreciate deep thinkers and sentimental people who look deep into a character's actions.
we will have episode by episode discussions!
please dm me with a small introduction about yourself 😄 thank you!
hello! i'm looking for a friend to watch the chinese drama the first frost with me. it's my favourite chinese drama and i'm rewatching it but i don't mind if you're rewatching or watching for the first time.
i'm looking for someone who enjoys watching romance, as this is a romance drama, and someone who is able to pick up on little details in the characters and in the show and have insightful discussions with me about it :") this drama is very show not tell, so i would appreciate deep thinkers and sentimental people who look deep into a character's actions.
we will have episode by episode discussions!
please dm me with a small introduction about yourself 😄 thank you!
hello! i'm looking for a friend to watch the chinese drama the first frost with me. it's my favourite chinese drama and i'm rewatching it but i don't mind if you're rewatching or watching for the first time.
i'm looking for someone who enjoys watching love dramas, as this is a love drama, and someone who is able to pick up on little details in the characters and in the show and have insightful discussions with me about it :") this drama is very show not tell, so i would appreciate deep thinkers and sentimental people who look deep into a character's actions.
we will have episode by episode discussions!
please dm me with a small introduction about yourself 😄 thank you!
hello! i'm looking for a friend to watch the chinese drama the first frost with me. it's my favourite chinese drama and i'm rewatching it but i don't mind if you're rewatching or watching for the first time.
i'm looking for someone who enjoys watching romance, as this is a romance drama, and someone who is able to pick up on little details in the characters and in the show and have insightful discussions with me about it :") this drama is very show not tell, so i would appreciate deep thinkers and sentimental people who look deep into a character's actions.
we will have episode by episode discussions!
please dm me with a small introduction about yourself 😄 thank you!
hello! i'm new to the fandom and as an avid fanfic reader i'm very excited to pore through the various fanfiction that this fandom has!! but i'm not really sure where to start or which fics would be right up my alley so i thought i'd ask for some advice here!!
one thing about me, i am VERY particular about language and prose, and i only read fics with strong english and often flowery writing sometimes termed as purple prose, that is overtly lush and descriptive in their style.
but on that note, i feel like i can read anything if the writing is beautiful. so feel free to recommend me fics with the most exquisite writing you've ever seen and i'll look it up!
my favourite tropes are heavy angst, hurt/comfort, mental health issues, references to depression and yearning!!
i like fics that go deeper with their introspection on the characters that it often feels somewhat visceral, and i love a good characterisation of remus and sirius.
i'm basically just looking for a fic that will rewire my brain chemistry and make me feel something deeply, and relate achingly!!
in short, a fic packed with life lessons, brimming with layered characters and complex relationships~
recommend me the wolfstar fic that you think will change my life!!
hello! i'm new to the fandom and as an avid fanfic reader i'm very excited to pore through the various fanfiction that this fandom has!! but i'm not really sure where to start or which fics would be right up my alley so i thought i'd ask for some advice here!!
one thing about me, i am VERY particular about language and prose, and i only read fics with strong english and often flowery writing sometimes termed as purple prose, that is overtly lush and descriptive in their style.
but on that note, i feel like i can read anything if the writing is beautiful. so feel free to recommend me fics with the most exquisite writing you've ever seen and i'll look it up!
my favourite tropes are heavy angst, hurt/comfort, mental health issues, references to depression and yearning!!
i like fics that go deeper with their introspection on the characters that it often feels somewhat visceral, and i love a good characterisation of remus and sirius.
i'm basically just looking for a fic that will rewire my brain chemistry and make me feel something deeply, and relate achingly!!
in short, a fic packed with life lessons, brimming with layered characters and complex relationships~
recommend me the wolfstar fic that you think will change my life!!
hello! i'm new to the fandom and as an avid fanfic reader i'm very excited to pore through the various fanfiction that this fandom has!! but i'm not really sure where to start or which fics would be right up my alley so i thought i'd ask for some advice here!!
one thing about me, i am VERY particular about language and prose, and i only read fics with strong english and often flowery writing sometimes termed as purple prose, that is overtly lush and descriptive in their style.
but on that note, i feel like i can read anything if the writing is beautiful. so feel free to recommend me fics with the most exquisite writing you've ever seen and i'll look it up!
my favourite tropes are heavy angst, hurt/comfort, mental health issues, references to depression and yearning!!
i like fics that go deeper with their introspection on the characters that it often feels somewhat visceral, and i love a good characterisation of remus and sirius.
i'm basically just looking for a fic that will rewire my brain chemistry and make me feel something deeply, and relate achingly!!
in short, a fic packed with life lessons, brimming with layered characters and complex relationships~
recommend me the wolfstar fic that you think will change my life!!
hello! ♡ honestly, i've been feeling really blue lately and i'm just really craving a soul deep human connection where we uncover our layers to each other and truly open up about our hopes, fears and dreams.
i personally think so much depth lies in the art of being vulnerable, in not just opening ourselves to others, but allowing ourselves to be reached as well. and also, extending ourselves to others and being there for them. what do i mean? well, in being vulnerable we don’t keep our defences up all the time, we allow our walls to come down, and love to come in. we allow people into our worlds. and in equal measure, we make the same small effort to walk into the worlds of others by finding out about them and extending ourselves through efforts to get to know them, love them and carry their souls. i think the whole art of vulnerability is about never being nonchalant, to feel deeply and to love loudly. and not just in the way we move in our friendships, but the way we go about life too.
so tell me, your deepest seated fears and what has been troubling you lately, and i shall still never let that define you. so tell me your brightest passions and i will catch that spark and hold it gently within my calloused fingers. you are more than what haunts you in the middle of the night, i choose to see you still, and always as what you love.
if this resonated with you, please connect with me by telling me one fun fact about yourself!! it can be anything —something fun, something weird, something blue :") ♡
i'm often smitten by the authenticity of others, or the hidden peculiarity, because i have always believed myself to be a little odd, growing up with a blue question mark floating above my head. hence, i also love discovering kindred souls or individuals that have a little bit of eccentricity to them!
often what i mean by this eccentricity, is a depth that makes you feel lonely. a sentimentality that no one else understands.
lastly, i guess the best way to conclude this introduction of myself would be to tell you that i have felt like an alien my whole life, yearning for a person to look me in the eyes longer than ten seconds and tell me softly "you're not an alien, you're my home, and i've been homesick for you all my life"
because there is just something deeply personal about feeling like you've never belonged anywhere, but having someone find their belonging in you.
so if my kindred spirit is out there, anywhere, i hope i find you soon 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
hello! ♡ honestly, i've been feeling really blue lately and i'm just really craving a soul deep human connection where we uncover our layers to each other and truly open up about our hopes, fears and dreams.
i personally think so much depth lies in the art of being vulnerable, in not just opening ourselves to others, but allowing ourselves to be reached as well. and also, extending ourselves to others and being there for them. what do i mean? well, in being vulnerable we don’t keep our defences up all the time, we allow our walls to come down, and love to come in. we allow people into our worlds. and in equal measure, we make the same small effort to walk into the worlds of others by finding out about them and extending ourselves through efforts to get to know them, love them and carry their souls. i think the whole art of vulnerability is about never being nonchalant, to feel deeply and to love loudly. and not just in the way we move in our friendships, but the way we go about life too.
so tell me, your deepest seated fears and what has been troubling you lately, and i shall still never let that define you. so tell me your brightest passions and i will catch that spark and hold it gently within my calloused fingers. you are more than what haunts you in the middle of the night, i choose to see you still, and always as what you love.
if this resonated with you, please connect with me by telling me one fun fact about yourself!! it can be anything —something fun, something weird, something blue :") ♡
i'm often smitten by the authenticity of others, or the hidden peculiarity, because i have always believed myself to be a little odd, growing up with a blue question mark floating above my head. hence, i also love discovering kindred souls or individuals that have a little bit of eccentricity to them!
often what i mean by this eccentricity, is a depth that makes you feel lonely. a sentimentality that no one else understands.
lastly, i guess the best way to conclude this introduction of myself would be to tell you that i have felt like an alien my whole life, yearning for a person to look me in the eyes longer than ten seconds and tell me softly "you're not an alien, you're my home, and i've been homesick for you all my life"
because there is just something deeply personal about feeling like you've never belonged anywhere, but having someone find their belonging in you.
so if my kindred spirit is out there, anywhere, i hope i find you soon 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
hello! ♡ honestly, i've been feeling really blue lately and i'm just really craving a soul deep human connection where we uncover our layers to each other and truly open up about our hopes, fears and dreams.
i personally think so much depth lies in the art of being vulnerable, in not just opening ourselves to others, but allowing ourselves to be reached as well. and also, extending ourselves to others and being there for them. what do i mean? well, in being vulnerable we don’t keep our defences up all the time, we allow our walls to come down, and love to come in. we allow people into our worlds. and in equal measure, we make the same small effort to walk into the worlds of others by finding out about them and extending ourselves through efforts to get to know them, love them and carry their souls. i think the whole art of vulnerability is about never being nonchalant, to feel deeply and to love loudly. and not just in the way we move in our friendships, but the way we go about life too.
so tell me, your deepest seated fears and what has been troubling you lately, and i shall still never let that define you. so tell me your brightest passions and i will catch that spark and hold it gently within my calloused fingers. you are more than what haunts you in the middle of the night, i choose to see you still, and always as what you love.
if this resonated with you, please connect with me by telling me one fun fact about yourself!! it can be anything —something fun, something weird, something blue :") ♡
i'm often smitten by the authenticity of others, or the hidden peculiarity, because i have always believed myself to be a little odd, growing up with a blue question mark floating above my head. hence, i also love discovering kindred souls or individuals that have a little bit of eccentricity to them!
often what i mean by this eccentricity, is a depth that makes you feel lonely. a sentimentality that no one else understands.
lastly, i guess the best way to conclude this introduction of myself would be to tell you that i have felt like an alien my whole life, yearning for a person to look me in the eyes longer than ten seconds and tell me softly "you're not an alien, you're my home, and i've been homesick for you all my life"
because there is just something deeply personal about feeling like you've never belonged anywhere, but having someone find their belonging in you.
so if my kindred spirit is out there, anywhere, i hope i find you soon 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
hello! ♡ honestly, i've been feeling really blue lately and i'm just really craving a soul deep human connection where we uncover our layers to each other and truly open up about our hopes, fears and dreams.
i personally think so much depth lies in the art of being vulnerable, in not just opening ourselves to others, but allowing ourselves to be reached as well. and also, extending ourselves to others and being there for them. what do i mean? well, in being vulnerable we don’t keep our defences up all the time, we allow our walls to come down, and love to come in. we allow people into our worlds. and in equal measure, we make the same small effort to walk into the worlds of others by finding out about them and extending ourselves through efforts to get to know them, love them and carry their souls. i think the whole art of vulnerability is about never being nonchalant, to feel deeply and to love loudly. and not just in the way we move in our friendships, but the way we go about life too.
so tell me, your deepest seated fears and what has been troubling you lately, and i shall still never let that define you. so tell me your brightest passions and i will catch that spark and hold it gently within my calloused fingers. you are more than what haunts you in the middle of the night, i choose to see you still, and always as what you love.
if this resonated with you, please connect with me by telling me one fun fact about yourself!! it can be anything —something fun, something weird, something blue :") ♡
i'm often smitten by the authenticity of others, or the hidden peculiarity, because i have always believed myself to be a little odd, growing up with a blue question mark floating above my head. hence, i also love discovering kindred souls or individuals that have a little bit of eccentricity to them!
often what i mean by this eccentricity, is a depth that makes you feel lonely. a sentimentality that no one else understands.
lastly, i guess the best way to conclude this introduction of myself would be to tell you that i have felt like an alien my whole life, yearning for a person to look me in the eyes longer than ten seconds and tell me softly "you're not an alien, you're my home, and i've been homesick for you all my life"
because there is just something deeply personal about feeling like you've never belonged anywhere, but having someone find their belonging in you.
so if my kindred spirit is out there, anywhere, i hope i find you soon 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
hellos! (˶>⩊<˶)🌼i think i've been trying to look for a writer friend that's also a hopeless romantic for ages 🥹🤍 i write unsent poetry-prose letter-esque essays frequently about/to my muse (he's a kpop idol!!), and i would love someone to pore through my letters 🍓🍰💌
i mostly write to immortalise my feelings in ink, and for any soul to truly resonate with my deep feelings of love and the other themes i touch on such as selfhood and sadness 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
to expand on this topic, i also made a presentation about him where i just yap endlessly about his quotes and how much he's positively influenced his fans, and it spans around 1 hour 40 minutes ♡
i've tried connecting with his fans on twitter but haven't really managed to keep up a conversation with anyone as they are too busy or most of them that i can vibe with already have their own cliques :c
i love talking about love! and he's the embodiment of love to me 🦌°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*
a bit more about me, i enjoy reading and writing, loving my muse, consuming a wide range of thought provoking media, listening to music, and having deep conversation!!
if you resonate with this, please please please connect with me!! i hope to find another hopeless romantic or avid writer/reader here 🥺🥺🥺
hellos! (˶>⩊<˶)🌼i think i've been trying to look for a friend that's also a hopeless romantics for ages 🥹🤍 i write unsent poetry-prose letter-esque essays frequently about/to my muse (he's a kpop idol!!), and i would love someone to pore through my letters 🍓🍰💌
i mostly write to immortalise my feelings in ink, and for any soul to truly resonate with my deep feelings of love and the other themes i touch on such as selfhood and sadness 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
i also made a presentation about him where i just yap endlessly about his quotes and how much he's positively influenced his fans, and it spans around 1 hour 40 minutes ♡
i've tried connecting with his fans on twitter but haven't really managed to keep up a conversation with anyone as they are too busy or most of them that i can vibe with already have their own cliques :c
i love talking about love! and he's the embodiment of love to me 🦌°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*
a bit more about me, i enjoy reading and writing, loving my muse, consuming a wide range of thought provoking media, listening to music, and having deep conversation!!
if you resonate with this, please please please connect with me 🥺🥺🥺
hellos! (˶>⩊<˶)🌼i think i've been trying to look for a friend that's also a hopeless romantics for ages 🥹🤍 i write unsent poetry-prose letter-esque essays frequently about/to my muse (he's a kpop idol!!), and i would love someone to pore through my letters 🍓🍰💌
i mostly write to immortalise my feelings in ink, and for any soul to truly resonate with my deep feelings of love and the other themes i touch on such as selfhood and sadness 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
i also made a presentation about him where i just yap endlessly about his quotes and how much he's positively influenced his fans, and it spans around 1 hour 40 minutes ♡
i've tried connecting with his fans on twitter but haven't really managed to keep up a conversation with anyone as they are too busy or most of them that i can vibe with already have their own cliques :c
i love talking about love! and he's the embodiment of love to me 🦌°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*
a bit more about me, i enjoy reading and writing, loving my muse, consuming a wide range of thought provoking media, listening to music, and having deep conversation!!
if you resonate with this, please please please connect with me 🥺🥺🥺
hellos! (˶>⩊<˶)🌼i think i've been trying to look for a friend that's also a hopeless romantics for ages 🥹🤍 i write unsent poetry-prose letter-esque essays frequently about/to my muse (he's a kpop idol!!), and i would love someone to pore through my letters 🍓🍰💌
i mostly write to immortalise my feelings in ink, and for any soul to truly resonate with my deep feelings of love and the other themes i touch on such as selfhood and sadness 𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ🛸༄˖°.
i also made a presentation about him where i just yap endlessly about his quotes and how much he's positively influenced his fans, and it spans around 1 hour 40 minutes ♡
i've tried connecting with his fans on twitter but haven't really managed to keep up a conversation with anyone as they are too busy or most of them that i can vibe with already have their own cliques :c
i love talking about love! and he's the embodiment of love to me 🦌°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*
a bit more about me, i enjoy reading and writing, loving my muse, consuming a wide range of thought provoking media, listening to music, and having deep conversation!!
if you resonate with this, please please please connect with me 🥺🥺🥺