u/Real_Pension8772

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When i was 12 years old I was put on ssris and I started using pot. That messed me up bad! Then in high-school I abused mdma hard-core that made me weird and anhedonic. Then ive had multiple different pssd like reactions from medications since then.

Fast forward to today. My sexual part is numb and doesnt work. Im anhedonic and neurotic. My mood fluctuates. I have ocd and anxiety. I feel like i have brain damage, cant feel good feelings, endorphins, feelings of love and connection, I jump around from thing to thing, cant make up my mind, I'm overcome with guilt and lust and addiction, and have no purpose, drive, will to live or want to do anything. Im totally scared of psych meds. I feel as though I have enough health and sleep problems, and I just sit at my house alone most of the time. Or im at work. All in all my life is ok on the outside but in my mind its distorted and numbed out. It feels microwaved and broken. Im so lonely and cry to got but nothing changes. Everything i try to get into fails or turns negative. Idk what to do reddit. I can continue to live this life but I dont see what the point is. I dont feel like i live or reach unique states. I forget everything and feel useless. Can anyone relate. It just feels likeni have to be mentally disabled and carry this suffering. And i cant even connect with any interests or hobbies. Its broken

This Kurt guy is a complete fucking douchebag. And why is it so conspiracy theoried out, but then seems to make fun of it? Why would Duncan be a part of this?

Im about to go grocery shopping what kind of a list do you guys bring in if you want to kinda meal prep a bunch for a few days. I dont wanna spend a bunch but im tired of eating like straight ground beef and baked vegetables its driving me mad

Like on a hard floor. So im wondering what kind of a budget floor sleeping setup i need. I need something cheap like that would be hard and comfortable? I think most mattresses are too soft for me. Id be super happy with like a large yoga mat on carpet but i dont have that.

What do you think i should get?

Im just tryna find similar songs. What are your favorites? Any other artists you reccomend?

I am so burnt out on beef man lmaoooo I need some different meal ideas that are cheap, high in fat ,and tasty. I think thays the hardest thing with this diet is if your not doing like bacon and smoked salmon its like what do i eat? I could get chicken and eat Hella cream cheese but I guess I just need some quick easy ideas for dinner tonight.

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Looking for a quick beginner full body functional fitness calisthenics workout

I want to just do this like 2 to 3 times a week Hit everything and get lean in like 30 minutes. Im ok with addi g a bit of weight to stuff. I wanna hit calves and legs and stuff. Where do I begin? I need it to be progressive that I can build on or if you just want to direct me to the right sub or post I would appreciate that. I dont enjoy working out very much, im just trying to do it more

Sorry if this question has been asked a bunch of times.

I had this long term acquaintance from high school. And i ended up blocking him.due to disrespect. Well he got upset and cut me off. And he has way more influence in the social circle so im not allowed to hangout with anyone anymore. And now I just dont see anyone. What do i do about this. I didnt wanna lose all my friends but I guess they just dont value me like that. We do different stuff anyway but hes just manipulative. What do i do? Hangout with other people?

Anybody have a favorite way to make an omelete? Like a veggie omelete because I dont do bacon but im down to add cheese, avocado, sourcream ect to it! Just need to know how to cook it proper and make it fluffy!

I have some onions and garlic and frozen cauliflower rice. Just wondering how you think would be a good way to cook.it up and add a bunch of fat to the veggies from frozen. Maybe I start with garlic and onion in the pan and then add the rice in and cook with oil? Then throw some spices lemon and spinach in?

Like where do.i start with ableton. I know i like audio but I have not been able to really commit to making stuff in it. Do I have to just push through it and see if its a real interest or what would you reccomend? Im trying to figure out if i like wanna make audio or videos more. Sorry if thats a silly question

Can I get suggestions for quick cheap keto meals that are still tasty? I dont do smoked salmon or bacon. What should I get? Im looking to switch things up a bit from beef eggs and fried veggies. I know i made a post earlier but I need some cheap options 😅 and something I can make atm . Thank u all

Trying to mix things up a bit. Dont do bacon or smoked salmon!

Tired of ground beef and fried veggies. What else can I make today? I really like bacon but worry about it being carcinogenic . I can add fat to things too. Link your favorite recipes or ideas.

I havent been counting my carbs but still trying to keep them as low as possible

Is it ok to clean my gloves, gaurds, and handwraps with white vinegar ? Ive been doing this and hope i havent ruined my gear. Its just what I usually use to clean everything in my laundry and house. I guess I could start using lysol wipes

What do you think?

Looking for intro classes/workshops into : film making, sketch comedy, stand-up, and improv? Can you suggest where i might find some stufff like this?

Someone who kinda has their own thing going? Who do you bring your car to to get worked on? Thanks fam

Hey guys im looking for gear reccomendation to film on an iphone. I need a good way to capture audio, and a proper tripod. What are the best ones to get? Its an older iPhone

Looking for a good tripod/ and setup to record audio on iphone. Something on the more budget side preferably . What would you guys reccomend?

Is there an all around great course to learn editing and videography to be a filler for a creator/vlogger on youtube/social media? Like to learn everything you need to know to get started out with software and with physical tech stuff?