u/BakerOk900

Pure dopo aver perso la moglie sembra che per gli uomini la cosa che porti più sofferenza sia non avere più la domestica a disposizione 24 ore su 24.

Prima che rompiate il cazzo, lo so, non tutti sono così, grazie :)

Adesso magicamente è lui che fa tutto, poverino... (ha lavato i piatti ieri, ha messo la lavatrice il mese scorso) e tu schifosa che cazzo guardi e non raccogli i panni che sono qui da 3 giorni?! (Spoiler: sono lì da un paio di ore)

Eh ma che palle, bisogna sempre stare a cucinare e lavare piatti!!! (Però prima diceva che le casalinghe non fanno un cazzo + non gli andava mai bene quello che c'era da mangiare)

Perché non puoi fare tutto il possibile immaginabile in questa casa prima che io mi accorga che ci sia qualcosa fuori posto? Sei femmina, perché non fai automaticamente la domestica tu adesso? (Ho pulito l'intera casa in un giorno intero per togliermi tutto davanti e non sentire lamentele e la sera stavo per vomitare)

Oh no adesso devo anche pensare ai miei figli! Non ho più qualcuno che se la veda da solo :(

Dio can e allora i padri single come fanno? Quelli che non si sono mai sposati e devono farsi tutte le faccende da soli come fanno? Vabbè, non mi sorprenderebbe se molti di loro si facessero fare le cose dalla mammina (molto probabile).

Forse sono stata troppo cattiva ma è uno sfogo ok.

am awful and manipulative and selfish I understand it

Please ANY advice please.... I don't know what's going on anymore.

I've cried and sobbed several times and began feeling hopeless about everything for days now because I lost the occasion to buy for quite cheap a doll (a kind for collectors/adults and not children) I really wanted and I've been thinking about it constantly for weeks.

I take my faults and I also understand I am being unreasonable and immature but I can't help feeling so distressed, I keep searching and waiting and I'm unable to focus on anything other than this doll.

I can't study, can't do much else, my mind is on this only, over and over, from when I wake up to when I fall asleep.

It all made me feel so badly I've cried like never before, not even at funerals I've cried this long. I can't stop thinking about it, it felt so bad I had nearly s*icidal thoughts return. I won't do anything but my brain hurts.

My mind has latched onto it so intensely but I really don't know what to do anymore, I try to do other things but my thoughts always return there and I feel like something is missing and it's unbearable.

I have already been stressed out for at least a month now about other things, feeling physically sick everyday from the stress, I wanted this doll as a distraction but missing out on it made everything so much worse.

It's not a kind that's easy to find unless I want to spend hundreds. Sometimes I think it's reasonable, instead of spending hundreds on therapy (which I hate for various reasons) I could simply have my doll.

But then the idea of getting it for 5 times more than the price I had found days ago makes me start feeling nauseous.

Help with obsession! I'd love any kind of advice (to get over it or whatever else) or criticism, please...

I lost the occasion to buy for quite cheap a doll (a kind for collectors/adults and not children) I really wanted and I've been thinking about it constantly for weeks now, I've cried and sobbed several times and began feeling hopeless about everything.

I take my faults and I also understand I am being unreasonable and immature but I can't help feeling so distressed, I keep searching and waiting and I'm unable to focus on anything other than this doll.

I don't know why my mind has latched onto it so intensely but I really don't know what to do anymore, I try to do other things but my thoughts always return there and I feel like something is missing and it's unbearable.

I have already been stressed out for at least a month now about other things, feeling physically sick everyday from the stress, I wanted this doll as a distraction but missing out on it made everything so much worse.

It's not a kind that's easy to find unless I want to spend hundreds. Sometimes I think it's reasonable, instead of spending hundreds on therapy (which I hate for various reasons) I could simply have my doll.

But then the idea of getting it for 5 times more than the price I had found days ago makes me start feeling nauseous.

No one else knows but I've been completely fixated on a specific doll for weeks. An expensive kind. I can't stop thinking about it every day and every hour.

I know it's irresponsible amd childish but I don't know how to stop. I found it for super cheap days ago but didn't buy it because I felt guilty about ordering it regardless.

When it got sold to someone else I started crying everyday, feeling empty and hopeless, completely dejected and uninterested in anything else. I keep searching for it.

I know it's an overreaction for a useless item but I really wanted it to distract myself or as "company" to have on my desk. I don't know.

I can't stop thinking about it since I first saw it. I lost sleep over the idea of getting it. I can't focus on studying for my college exams because my thoughts only go to this doll. I feel so low and sometimes on the verge of paranoia.

This morning I thought I found it and my mood improved a bit, felt quite different. Then I saw it was actually impossible to get and now I feel horrible again. I'm so lost. Do obsessions like this ever leave....

Did anyone manage to get rid of this for good because I've been feeling it constantly for 4 years and haloperidol did nothing.

I got used to it but it still sucks and doesn't make me focus nor give me any privacy, I struggle to do anything lol

TL;DR: I can't come up with drawings unless someone else tells me what they want me to draw so I have no examples to show for commissions and no art to post. What to do?

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What can I do? I KNOW that art commissions aren't the only way to make money as an artist but it would be convenient to be able to do a few sometimes since I'm a university student. It doesn't have to be a full time job.

But I struggle to even put together a portfolio or make stuff I can post, anything I can show people as an example of what I can do, basically.

I think my skills have reached a quite good level and I can draw pretty much anything in any style with ease, I simply don't have ideas to draw for "myself" or as examples.

If someone were to make a request then sure, I'd be able to do what I was asked and even add something more if they want me to, I just don't know what to do if it's drawing for other reasons since a few years ago when my brain kind of broke and then I was medicated lol.

It sucks to have this skill and not be able to use it at all, so frustrating to see people asking for commissions and not have many examples to show except for like 2 drawings copied from Raphael.

Sooooo any advice?

Even subs where people can ask for free requests seem to require you to post some art you already have 😭

Or if you have ANY Pullip head to sell for below 100€ it would be great :)

(Warning for mentions of loss and religion)

You can criticize me, I need criticism because I'm being unreasonable. I started feeling awful again (after being alright for over a year) after I couldn't get this quite rare doll I wanted.

Sorry for my disrespect, posting this when people are suffering about real issues.

I lost the opportunity to get it for cheap due to my own stupidity, because I always overthink and so i wasted time and someone else got it.

I lost my mom a year ago and soon I'll have to go back to college with shitty roommates and feeling paranoid and watched everywhere, everything else is okay so I should be grateful and stop crying so much. I used to think having this doll would have somehow cheered me up and helped me focus on studying by putting it on my desk, since I've been struggling with exams all year.

I've been obsessed for a month since the anniversary mass, I lost sleep for 2 nights because I was so fixated and thought I could get it, then I let the occasion slip anyway. It's just so stupid.

I didn't buy it because it was reserved for someone, then the reservation expired and I waited a bit more to "make sure" the person didn't want it anymore and wouldn't curse me if I bought it so fast.

I don't know, it's like it was the last straw, I used to hear God's voice and he would tell me how selfish I am and that I have to disappear because I cause people's suffering but I never did as he said.

God wants me to be perfect and live like the holiest monk or stop existing. He messed up my head. Antipsychotics fixed nothing. He said I couldn't get the doll anyway because I should use my money for important things or for others only, so I suppose he's satisfied now.

There are more legit things to feel this shitty about but right now I can't stop thinking about it anyway.

I know it's stupid and not a real problem but it was the last straw and I cried for a whole day, I can only think about how frustrated I am towards myself, I don't care about much else and don't feel like doing anything at all, I feel empty and lost all motivation.

I keep making weird decisions + it's so exhausting because the thoughts rush and never stop + I get fixated on things and that's all I think about until my brain decides it's sorted

I can't take it how does it stop

It is some kind of entity and not regular people I am sure now. I also don't think I'm in psychosis or anything so sorry if I post here but then I don't know.

I also had a dream a new technology for surveillance was developed and it could detect people simply with energy waves or something, not like simple cameras.

God is always making a mockery of me he's trying to bring me to my last straw since I was 18 but he's never succeeded, so he keeps torturing me by making inconveniences or awful things happen. I will never do as he said and get rid of myself.

He doesn't do it to me himself because of some sadistic tendency, I believe, but nowadays I couldn't give less of a damn about him, defying him is actually satisfying, even accidentally. I'm lazy and selfish so maybe I deserve the punishment, buy my laziness and selfishness make me entitled to not listen to God.

I wish someone would understand and let me know they've seen this facet of God too, that he's utterly crazy.

I'm truly awful and I understand why they are against me...

È come se le parole scritte nella barra di ricerca venissero considerate a malapena, saltano sempre fuori robe che non c'entrano. Non esistono filtri per qualsiasi cosa perciò il fatto che la barra di ricerca sia quasi inutile è fastidioso.

Poi perché non si può filtrare il Paese degli annunci? Non è che posso farmi spedire ordini dalla Francia ogni volta, ad esempio.

Hello! Does anyone know if pullips without eye mech and with bjd eyes look strange?

Especially without eyelid....

There's a pullip I'm interested in but has no eye mech. I was planning on putting round eyes in it and glue the lashes, but I wonder if it may look off or uncanny. I need to consider it before spending :')

I can't find many examples or information around, sadly. I'd like the opinion of fellow collectors ^_^

"Devi depilarti le ascelle perché è più igienico" io non credo proprio, anche perché stranamente gli uomini possono essere "igienici" anche con la foresta al posto delle ascelle, a loro non dite niente.

Tra l'altro, quando le depilo ho notato che per togliere il fantastico odore di sudore devo strofinare il sapone e sciacquare almeno tre volte perché porco cane non se ne va. E appena esco dalla doccia se sudo o fa caldo RITORNA.

Se lascio i peli posso lavarmi e vivere come una persona normale e se sudo non sento nessuna puzza. Chissà eh. Sarà che forse crescono perché ci devono stare.

"Non puoi togliere il baffetto con il rasoio se no ti cresce la barba!!!" Okay in 6 anni non mi è ancora cresciuta, quanto ci vuole? Mi sono rotta di fare la ceretta da quando avevo 12 anni, anche perché dopo meno di una settimana dovrei rifarla, non si può vivere con sto cacamento di palle. Una passata di rasoio è più semplice.

Mi dicessero mai una cosa utile oh

Hello! I'm not sure if they do since I read most stock outfits don't fit obitsu.

I have seen a picture of Paja's yellow pajama on obitsu 24 but I wonder if it fits simply because it's a looser garment, but I also saw Tiphona's outfit on obitsu 27 and I can't tell if they really fit or there's some sort of difference (like they don't close, are tight, etc.)

I was thinking about putting Seila or Tiphona's dresses on a 24cm obitsu so I wondered.

Thank you if you can reply! ♡ I searched wasn't able to find this information, only vague things :')