u/LaptopArmageddon

For objectkins who love other objects! Being objectum is implied.

For those whose gender is contagious or could be caught by others. Like when you date someone and they realize they're trans. This could technically apply to people who stick with their AGAB.

I coined this due to my own experiences.

I drew me and my friends. Though, I'm not particularly good at drawing the mercs yet, so I just decided to do my own thing. Even though we tend to play as a team, our Pyro and Medic look better in blue. Once I get better at drawing characters consistently, I might work on some psyc horror stuff, IDK. I had a TF2 related dream the other day and feel a tad inspired.

I've also added some of my old ms paint art. Sorry, Sniper is a tad inconsistent in paint, the design is based off of my artsona and I was making the drawings between matches of MvM.

My little brother took and lost my glasses, so I've been pretty much blind for the past two or so weeks. However, despite being unable to read a single word on my monitor, I can still play tf2 relatively ok. So I decided to update my spray, lol. My head may hurt, but I'm still playing. Also, yes, I drew this on my phone. I draw most things on my phone.

*The wall consumes all.*

I had to move all my mental health and alterhuman stuff to their own categories due to the sheer amount of flags within *the wall*. >:]

Brightside is the first winner of my monthly Kaizoling design poll. Since I make so many designs, it's hard to choose what to make into merch, lol.

People wanted to know how it would go with the mask, and now that I'm home, I can share! This may get a little sad, so if you don't want to read it all, just know that yes- the mask worked, and people talked to me more. I also added some doodles I made during the event.

As expected, people came over and weren't as afraid to talk to me with the mask on (image provided). I didn't have it fully on the entire time, having it rest atop my head as I was hunched over drawing doodles, but it still helped for some reason. I don't think people could easily see my face like that anyway.

Even though I knew having my face not be visible would help put people at ease, it still kinda hurts... I don't go out much aside from work stuff. I like being at home, but running my booth at an art event and having strangers have a visible and noticeable negative reaction upon seeing me makes me actually feel things.

The difference wasn't just noticed by me. We have other friends and one of my partners at our booth, and they all agreed that people were way nicer to me with the mask on. I think I mentioned this in my previous post, but pretty much everyone running our table is on the spectrum in some way or shares similar mental health things with me.

I'm most likely being singled out as "a living corpse" is probably the best description of me. I have a hard time forcing myself to emote feelings I don't or can't feel. I can at least manage it with my voice, but the desync probably doesn't help. I don't think I've been fully present in any capacity my whole life. No matter how many times my partners tell me they love me and think my eyes are pretty, all I see are the eyes of a dead man walking in the mirror.

At some point towards the end of the night, as things began to slow down, I zoned out. Mask on and hoodie up with breathing so shallow most couldn't tell I was even alive. When I realized people were talking, I zoned back in and started moving again. It scared one or two people but in a different way... like how one would get startled by a prop on Halloween. They'd laugh it off and continue looking around. Even though I do find it funny and am planning to put some more effort into it for next time, it just.. made all the previous struggles from before feel even worse.

I wish I could keep the mask on forever. I don't know how many people are afraid of me but just won't ever tell me.

Only assume my face is the mask. Please.

Look- its totes on me for spending the money. That's not my issue, I already got the gambling/spending addiction hat of shame on. But this is like- a basic ass bug. A low tier, on the dev to do list kind of bug. How do you mess this up?? All someone has top do is look at the damn furbo for five seconds and its obvious. I haven't seen a mistake this simple since Argenti came out and at least the bug was only present in one of his idles. Not plain as the Ahatopia's Moon's ass crack.

Anyway, I know it'll probs be fixed and the amount of people who will see this is low due to the price tag. But you'd think they'd, yah know, make sure this kind of thing doesn't happen.