u/Most-Plant3530

Will use the most upvoted comment after 48hrs if it likely wont result in me getting fired (we work together)

I know I'm the guy, and this is the traditional male role, but because I've always been the one to put in the effort in my previous relationships they nearly always completely turned out to be one sided, and tbh it doesn't make me really feel desirable If that makes sense

I am so tired of wanting to just feel good becoming such an exhausting mental exercise. Seriously fucking sick of how we or I am hard-wired for negativity. I know all the damn positive thinking tricks and exercise there are, I have practice them for years and it is still fucking exhausting. I could be feeling incredible like everything is ok just as it is and then the next day it's like the universe decides to drop sludgy crummy energy all over my perception, I feel like crap, my patience gone, all thoughts of even trying to be positive just pisses me off. I'm so sick of feeling this way and the constant uphill battle.

I swear it feels like I'm in an alternate reality. It no longer taste like it used to 5 or so years ago. The chicken just doesn't have that mouthwatering signature taste anymore, not even the skin, it's not even crunchy like I used to remember it. Another wild difference is also the chips, I used to remember out of all fast food chips KFC had the best tasting chips and now it's just meh, again that traditional this-is-KFC taste is just... gone. I can't be the only one to notice this, does anyone know wth happened?

I swear it feels like I'm in an alternate reality. It no longer taste like it used to 5 or so years ago. The chicken just doesn't have that mouthwatering signature taste anymore, not even the skin, it's not even crunchy like I used to remember it. Another wild difference is also the chips, I used to remember out of all fast food chips KFC had the best tasting chips and now it's just meh, again that traditional this-is-KFC taste is just... gone. I can't be the only one to notice this, does anyone know wth happened?

I swear it feels like I'm in an alternate reality. It no longer taste like it used to 5 or so years ago. The chicken just doesn't have that mouthwatering signature taste anymore, not even the skin, it's not even crunchy like I used to remember it. Another wild difference is also the chips, I used to remember out of all fast food chips KFC had the best tasting chips and now it's just meh, again that traditional this-is-KFC taste is just... gone. I can't be the only one to notice this, does anyone know wth happened?

I'm reflecting on a previous relationship, there was a moment during the honeymoon stage where she got blackout drunk, but she never called me.

I only found out cause she went radio silent for over 12hours, which was really unlike her, so I went to her house out of concern and her housemate let me in, she was passed out in her room with a nearly empty bottle of cointreau. She had being gaming the whole time with her online friends.

Maybe I'm focusing too much on how I usually behave when I get really drunk? My behaviour is to contact those who occupy my mind the most.

Again this question is just mainly about title question, not this relationship itself

Just to be clear I am no longer interested in her, asking out of curiousity about the behaviour