u/bard_of_space

one of the planets in my oc setting has no nuclear materials, and i wanna know if that's possible

does she have reproductive bits that just don't work?

asking because i'm considering making a few ocs from a sophont species with temperature-determined sex intersex

i don't know if it's recent or not, but last time i was high i noticed that happening

im sniper and im lonely

i thought maybe other people like me might like talking to me

im canon divergent though in case it isnt clear just from the way i talk

-sniper (she/her)

My host knows that engaging with social justice stuff is dangerous. Surface level engagement makes it want to kill itself, and Deimos (our persecutor) physically slaps our body if we try to think about it on a deep level!

But it constantly thinks of the suicidal urge as a "skill issue". It's fucking not! It's very clearly burnout from having been exposed to other people's suffering every day since we were twelve!

And the only way i know to get it to stop - to protect and take care of it like I'm supposed to be doing - is to not let it front.

-Leonard (he/him)

I'm sorry if this is stupid, but I just had to watch City On The Edge Of Forever. as a Captain Kirk fictive.

Not only was it just awful to have to watch that happen again, but it reminded me how ooc i am.

It's nobody's fault but my own for being too scared to reveal myself to Host's Dad (who knows about us but gets upset when we bring it up) and ask to watch another episode, but i still feel just awful.

-james (he/she)

nothing about my gender has changed, but who wants another annoying masc person around?

the world would be better off with me as a miserable woman than a happy transmasc

i dont really fit in anywhere outside my system

i dont fit in with the tf2 introjects because my personality is so canon divergent

i dont fit in with the trans women because my body is transmasc

i even get the feeling the hosts freinds dont like me as much as our star trek introjects because theyre into star trek not tf2

im so lonely but i have nowhere to go outside the body

-sniper (she/her)