u/finaldestinationfan_

𝓑𝓮 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝓪𝓯𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓭 ❤️

💖🌸 - Cherry

Basically one of my alters, Erin, started dating someone recently and she really loves them, like a lot. But she hasn’t been fronting recently (basically only just me and Chester for 3 days straight) so I have no idea how to talk to her partner! Like.. I don’t wanna ignore them but idk what to say because I’ve technically never met them before (I mean, I’m technically always watching, we all are, but never fronted while talking to them before). What do I do?? Oh also Erin is ashamed about us being plural so she didn’t mention it to her partner 😰

Basically one of my alters, Erin, started dating someone recently and she really loves them, like a lot. But she hasn’t been fronting recently (basically only just me and Chester for 3 days straight) so I have no idea how to talk to her partner! Like.. I don’t wanna ignore them but idk what to say because I’ve technically never met them before (I mean, I’m technically always watching, we all are, but never fronted while talking to them before). What do I do?? Oh also Erin is ashamed about us being plural so she didn’t mention it to her partner 😰

Soo this is our introduction :D

Host - Chester (he/him)
Host 2 - Me! Aka Cherry or Blake (she/her)
Host 3? - Erin (they/she)
Protector - unknown name yet (she/her)
Persecutor - Jack (he/him)

There is probably more but idk all of them personally

— Cherry / Blake (she/her)

So I’m Cherry and I’m basically the girl version of Chester (who is the current host) and I’m basically him but a little more cheerful and colourful 😭 all the other alters are way different so why is it only me and Chester who are so similar? Perhaps we are twins?

— Cherry (she/her)

So basically my best friend brought up something I apparently did in the past today (she seemed to have gotten over it though) and honestly it sounds like nothing I would ever do! So I used to be “dating” (in quotes because I literally never remember speaking to him even once) some guy in my class about 3 years ago? And apparently at that time (my friend is a POC) we were really racist to her? She didn’t get into details but I would never be racist! Is this some kind of alter I never met before who’s racist? I hope not :( I don’t like racism and this has made me upset

— Chester

Every single death that happens in FD, I don’t feel bad, apart from maybe Tod, Tim, Nora or Rory. Most of the time, I laugh or just go like “oh yeah that character dies here right” but whenever I watch Billy’s death scene it’s like I actually knew him. Look, I have autism and BPD, meaning I can get very attached to characters and people. I can’t even watch the scene anymore without feeling sick 😭 like before I was a fan of this show I was like “oh damn that’s pretty brutal but oh well”. Just the way his head rolls on the ground.. 😨 guys is this unhealthy

I’m bigender and some days I wanna look like guy and some days I wanna look like girl. (I am AFAB)

Just being alive hurts. It’s like I’m not really here… like I’m watching it all play out. I feel nothing most of the time. I just want to talk to a psychiatrist or a therapist… or anyone professional who can help me. Yet I’m still waiting. My bones ache, my head aches, I’m in pain all the time, mentally and physical. I have a psychiatrist appointment on the 15th but I don’t know if I can wait.