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I don't know if I should be female anymore

Tomato for a snack

So um yeah for the past few weeks, I have been questioning my gender and stuff. I have been wanting more and more to be a dude/demiboy, and it's really annoying because my family members are transphobic (i know this because i told them that there is a trans dude at my school and they freaked out), and if they were to know i would have to be pulled out of school (girls school) and I really don't want to change schools for the 5th time.

i want to be a dude for many reasons.

  • i want to be completely flat chested, i hate breasts
  • i want to be able to swim shirtless without being given weird looks
  • i want to have a deep(er) voice
  • i want to be friends with men without random people teasing me with the "oo he likes you" bullcrap
  • i want to have a penis + balls (don't ask)
  • i dont want periods anymore, they make me feel like i am constantly pissing myself
  • i hate wearing feminine clothes, such as dresses, skirts, and stockings
  • men's pants are comfortable asf
  • i want to have short hair
  • i relate to men more than i do with girls
  • i don't mind when people call me 'boy' or 'man'
  • when i draw myself, i almost always draw myself as a guy

so um yeah that's about it, i'm just scared because i've never felt gender dysphoria before

u/gaygayagyfemboy12345 — 2 days ago
▲ 1.6k r/ShitAiRageBaitersSay+2 crossposts

Y'all are NOT the victims.

You are NOT prevented access to certain services, such as healthcare You are NOT hated on by conservatives. You are NOT 'kawaii' for posting this shit.

u/gaygayagyfemboy12345 — 5 days ago
▲ 1 r/RantsOfReddit

My ex tried to die yesterday

So we started dating when I was 12 and he was 15. He was nice at first, we played minecraft every day together after school.

However, he found out that I am moving to a different country, and the relationship changed. He became a lot more attached to me, started telling me that he loves me every single day. And one day, he said 'If you leave me, I will probably want to die', and 'If you leave me I would rather be single forever than date someone other than you'. I didn't react, I didn't know what to say. But I then knew that he wasn't fit for me.

Fast forward a month and a half later, by then I had turned 13. I broke up with him over text. He started spamming me with shit like 'I can change, just tell me what to do and I will be better so that you can come back', and 'If you want to come back just tell me'... It got to the point where I had to block him because I didn't want to get spammed all night long.

After I blocked him, I went onto the minecraft servers to ban him. And I found a book that said that he had jumped off of a building. And then I found another one telling me that he had survived and just got out of hospital.

I didn't know how to feel. If I had just kept my mouth shut and lived with this loser for ever, he would not have tried. I'm so fucking stupid oh my God

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u/gaygayagyfemboy12345 — 6 days ago
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My ex boyfriend tried to end his life

So we started dating when I was 12 and he was 15. He was nice at first, we played minecraft every day together after school.

However, he found out that I am moving to a different country, and the relationship changed. He became a lot more attached to me, started telling me that he loves me every single day. And one day, he said 'If you leave me, I will probably want to die', and 'If you leave me I would rather be single forever than date someone other than you'. I didn't react, I didn't know what to say. But I then knew that he wasn't fit for me.

Fast forward a month and a half later, by then I had turned 13. I broke up with him over text. He started spamming me with shit like 'I can change, just tell me what to do and I will be better so that you can come back', and 'If you want to come back just tell me'... It got to the point where I had to block him because I didn't want to get spammed all night long.

After I blocked him, I went onto the minecraft servers to ban him. And I found a book that said that he had jumped off of a building. And then I found another one telling me that he had survived and just got out of hospital.

I didn't know how to feel. If I had just kept my mouth shut and lived with this loser for ever, he would not have tried. I'm so fucking stupid oh my God

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u/gaygayagyfemboy12345 — 6 days ago
▲ 2 r/Rants

boyfriend trouble

i (13) have a bf (15) who said that he wants to marry me, who said that he wants to go to the same uni as i will go to, that he wants to be with me forever and that if i leave him he will depress and die... he's the first guy i met, dont like him at all, im fucking scared of him bc he knows where i live

im also going to boarding school in another country and he said that hell try to move there for ib

like hell naw bruh he's a little shit

i'll prob break up with him over text after the next date because long distance is a good excuse

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u/gaygayagyfemboy12345 — 12 days ago