u/letrophywife

Today is the wedding, I am obviously not attending.

He abused me for 10 years non stop, yet this is not enough to stop their "love". I don't wish them happiness, because their happiness is made out of my suffering. I wish no daughter or son has to see their parent marrying someone that abused them, it is a kind of personal hell. It really fucking triggered my cptsd last month but today I am trying to make myself busy with my work (i am a pet portrait artist) so I don't lose my mind :) I hope in the next universe I get a mother that puts me in the first place.

Every morning like clock work I get nauseous and have stomachache as soon as I wake up, and even if I don't sleep at all, in the morning I still get it, its horrible. Its like a mix of pain, nausea and heartburn, do you also get this?

I definitely recommend, I am surely having such a nice time, and my fingers as well are enjoying this rest time per say 😂 one orgasm a day keeps the hospice away

Hello, Blessed Nemoralia is coming, it is my second year celebrating it, last year unfortunately I was very sick and couldn't do much but pray. This year I intend to make offerings, light candles and spoil my dog in honor of Goddess Diana. What are ways you celebrate Nemoralia? I want new ideas

So (21F) I am married to a man, and we started dating when we were both pretty young (18) at that point I was still in the closet, and I only came out pretty recently (few months ago). However I was always in lesbian communities, after coming out I realized I have a preference for women and most likely wouldn't date men again after my husband. I love my husband more than everything and I am super attracted to him, However I feel queer in my core. All my friends are lesbian, my world basically is lesbian, and when I tell people I have a husband is kinda of weird because everyone just thinks I am a femme. My and my husband have a closed relationship and I am not sure if I would like to open the relationship any time soon. My point is, I am very sure of my Sexuality, but sometimes exploring it can be hard due to the circumstances.. Also the biphobia from inside the lgbt community is crazyy.

We are 5, but 90% of the time its just me (host) and the co host, and we often miss the alters that doesn't show up often

Hello, I am sorry if this is not the best way to come here but, I live with my boyfriend, and he is an alcoholic (even though he denies that). He drinks way too much in one sitting, literally yesterday he had 16 cups of beer and today he had half of an entire bottle of vodka. The worse was 2 months ago, he drank so much that when he was outside, he tripped on the street because he couldn't walk, he was covered in blood, couldn't speak nor get up, and he kept weeks in pain. In that day he lied about this whole thing to his family, even though I told them exactly what happened. After this as you can imagine he didn't stop, every time he is alone or we go out he drinks, and once he starts he wants more and more. I am worried about him and his health. He will never admit he is an alcoholic.

I (21f) have three chronic illnesses, ibs-d, HS and pcos as well as I think I also have GERD. All of these started with no symptoms or barely at all, by the time I was a teenager my mom was unable to pay for hospitals, or anything like that. Then when I was a teenager my symptoms started to get worse and worse, and once again I had no money for hospital, eventually I would visit some. But rarely, in one of these occasions I was physically hurt by a nurse, in which caused me a lot of trauma, as well as I associate hospitals with the death of my family, since I visited them all on their deathbed. Anyway, I am an adult now and live alone, and I will be honest, a lot of times I don't have the budget for hospitals still, but just the idea of going to a hospital will literally make me so anxious I could throw up, and I am aware for my illnesses I will need to visit hospitals a lot, for so many things. I don't know how could I do it, and if I would be able to afford as well. Public health exist in my country but its horrible and takes forever for the most simple things. Its not an option for me. Before anyone says "would you rather get worse or go hospital", the answer is usually get worse.

This might be a silly question, so forgive me but, currently we have around 4 alters, in which 2 are littles, and each has a very different aesthetic than the other, which means we basically can never share things, even if we wanted. We don't have much money, and most of the time, the adult alters allow the littles to get more toys and items they like, since they are small. However now and then on birthday its super hard because we want to gift everyone, so instead of one gift we have 4 😂 how do you deal with this in your system?

Sou iniciante e gostaria de saber se existe alguma trilha que fosse boa para iniciantes na baixada santista ou perto dela.

That's pretty much it, I never explore my gspot because as soon as I try to do, even though it feels so good, it makes me lose the force in my hands, and also I feel like I will pee, which I know could be related to squirt? Anyway today I was enjoying clit + dildo focusing on my g spot and I genuinely almost had an orgasm but it felt surreal, and when I was about to, I lose the force in my hands 😭 but even the start of it felt completely different than just clit. Its crazy how many different types of orgasm we can achieve.

I really wanted to know the stand that radical feminists have on violent kinks. I am a bisexual woman, and I have some deep dark kink (cnc, gun play, spanking, d/s power dynamics, etc) and as a bi sexual women, I believe when these are done with both females, it is not inherently misogynist, but when a man, likes these things, and posts about it, it is, and its wrong and disgusting, because we do live in a world where women are raped and abused. But obviously we do not choose our own kinks, but we can definitely understand where it comes from. I am very conflicted, because being open about your sexually is great, but also, I kinda feel weird about men in these spaces.

So for privacy reasons I won't say which character it is, but I recently fell very hard in love with him, and he is my top yume right now (after I decided to "break up" with my last yume") however in the community he is part of a very famous ship, when you search his name, you can see lots of posts around it. It makes me literally super jealous. Is someone else dealing with it too?

I think its perfectly fine to enjoy a yuri for the smut, I mean, sometimes I do enjoy seeing two girls enjoy their company, and that's pretty much it, not every gl needs to be the most beautiful romance ever written. A lot of lily of the valley, bad thinking diary etc are over hated, these aren't masterpieces but they are fun to read in my opinion

Technically speaking, if I rotated around 10 meals that are safe and not triggering for my body (and nutritious) would this mean I would get almost no symptoms? I hate having to think what to eat so if I can just eat the same foods all the time and they don't hurt me I would be fine. What are your safe meals?