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I think he’s just using her to get to me… We’ve been “practice boofing” twice a day for 2.5 years now. He says i’m still not ready to try it with real creatine yet.. so we’re basically just having sex..

I mean dont get me wrong, it feels good and he even lets me cum sometimes. But he doesn’t feed me, doesn’t let me go to the gym or even come into the house anymore unless he wants to fuck me. I’ve lost practically all my muscle and most of my hair due to stress. Is this normal? Do I need to just trust the process?

I think I’m going insane.. I’ve found recently that I’m imagining notes that dont exist in some fragrances and putting myself off scents that I’ve always loved!!

In a very dry non sweet fragrance recently for example I’m imagining a horrible bubble gum like sweetness that now I can’t “unsmell” even though its not there.

Another one I inagined a cheese type note and put myself off it, even though ive always loved the fragrance (not the cheese…). Am I alone in this?! Maybe I need a break from scents for a week or so..?