I hate summer vacation

it’s full of unpredictable panic attacks about the upcomming year, I have to much time to myself where I start hyper fixating on my looks, I have acces to horrible things, I get so bored, addicted to my phone, sleep schedule gets ruined. I like the summer just not summer vacation. it’s too much time to myself.

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u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 11 hours ago
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I’m going g away for two weeks and that isn’t an option for the pause. I’m going too loose my year streak and I’m panicking

I’m really stressed. No one I know can do my streak for me

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u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 1 month ago

Giving my first offering in a while to Lord Apollo and Lord Hermes. I haven’t done much in a long while. So I hope they enjoy it

they each got half a chocolate cup cake. I spoke a hymn and I hope that’s a good enough epithet. 🙂

u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 1 month ago

Being the youngest sibling is so wierd

because you grow up thinking non of your siblings love you, but as soon as you get close to one, they go to college. I’m gunna miss my sibling so much. And my depression has gotten so much worse.

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u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 1 month ago

Hello! im been following Hellenic Polytheism for a little while now but still need some help

For starters, im not trying to say I am lazy or that I am just some stuck up kid, but I have trouble with long complex texts. and im constantly seeing things that contradict one another. I was wondering if anyone had any sources that were easy to digest and or simpler to read. I know being in this religion is a lot of work but I want to try. I have a notebook that im currently righting down Lord Apollos story but I cant work on it often bc of tiredness and over all mental health. if anyone has anything they think might help I would love that soooo much. May Lord Apollo and Lord Hermes bless your days

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u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 1 month ago

I’m having struggles with food offerings.

I’m sorry if I’m not using the right flair. so I have always been the type of person that halter to throw out food. I would always eat all my food on the plate, even if I was already full, because I could f stand the thought of food going in the trash. I know it’s different in the aspect of offerings but I still. I know I can always do other offerings but I’m always kind of wishing to do more food offerings bc the altars are kinda full. can anyone help or give me advice? thank you and may Lord Hermes and Lord Apollo bless your days

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u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 1 month ago

I’m trying to leave Conan for a little while (TW slight anxiety)

I’m a little nervou but I want to try. I’m VERY bonded with Conan and idk why but I want to try to spend some time away. I’ve noticed I’ve become a bit obsessed and he’s like my closest friend. I’m going on a trip for a few days and taking three other essas so wish me luck. idk if I can do it I’m already shaking a bit.

u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 1 month ago

I’m saving up my money for a new essa. I will have to wait for a little while since yeah. I can’t decide can someone give me the pros and cons for both 😭😭

u/Ecstatic_Life_4072 — 2 months ago