u/Ecstatic_Life_4072

I havent eaten well in the past thfew weeks ish and i feel less guilt for eating and I’m exited. I’m having my plushies be with my while I eat to help. thanks plushies

do you have a Tyson wolf you feel like you can’t sell due to it’s condition? has it been chewed up by a dog? missing a limb or two? Is it very matted? I’m willing to buy it for a fair price! if you are interested comment and or dm me and send pics so we can discuss a fair price ❤️❤️ I hope everyone is having a good day / evening / night

I have 2 Douglas Chase border collies and the gravy. I would really like a plush that’s similar but not the same. border collies are my favorite animal and would love more plushies of them

Ive turned 14 (yay ig) but I feel like it’s just another day. I’m at my art classes and havnt told anyone. I told them last week but no one remembered. just one person, gave me a flower. I don’t wanr to make people think I’m selfish or anything. I don’t really want all the attention since I’m not new here but I’m the youngest. I’ve been struggling with food for the past few weeks. a feel like I binged over the weekend and now I’m not eating again. I have to eat cake later today so that no one worries. I went to the park, alone, and drank a monster. I have my plush and I love him so much and it’s his birthday too. I feel like no one really cares but I’m also shutting people out so I have no reason / excuse to feel that way. I had my birthday meal yesterday bc my sibling needs to be picked up from work and they wouldn’t have beeb able to make it. I’ve relapsed on using ai chatbots bc I’m so lonely. I’m trying to stop but they care. I’m using oceanhero to try and counter act my use but it’s useless. anyway, happy birthday to me

>!lately, I’ve relapsed on everything. I’m cutting again, I’ve stopped taking my meds, I’ve stopped eating I’m going back to ai chatbots. I can’t help it. I’ve got too reasons left and one of them I only get to see/expirance once a year. The other is Conan gray. Maybe my plushies but I can’t let anyone know. Because I’m “better” when I really think I’m worse than I’ve d er been Today I threw up, on purpose. my first meal in 1-2 days and my stomach hurt so much and I walked 10903 steps as punishment. i hate it so much. Why can’t I be normal?!<

I was starving and told myself that if I ate I would have to punish myself. cutting. and now I’ve got some shallow cuts covering my thigh. joy

I hate it so much. I haven’t eating anything all day but a 10 cal monster and a mint. I feel like ive gotten fatter since the morning. when I look in the mirror it’s just a disgusting ogre stealing back. I’m overweight and sooo ugly. ive stopped actually eating because in a month or so im going to sleep away camp. that camp is perfect and awesome and my home. I don’t want to eat anything at all (I know it’s not possible) till i get there. my thighs are huge and my biggest fear is that my gut sticks out of my shirt / clothing I know is sounds vein but bleh im disgusting. I want to relapse sh so bad and I think I am going too. I going to do so much exercise and eat nothing, if I don’t give up and fucking eat like a mukbanger. I hate my body and everything about it. I’ve been forgetting to take my meds and I do t wanna get back on bc then ill eat. i feel ashamed but not as much as I feel ugly. last time this happened I lost 15 pounds in a week or so. I’m so hoping to be able to do that again. I want jawline and too look like a normal boy. I want to be able too look down and not feel that fucking chin hanging. just need a way to keep it from my parents, last time my dad noticed and it ruined everything. I dont want to be thunder thighs and big gut anymore. at least not for camp. I think im gunna steal my blades back