u/Imaginary-Pin-1030

I have to start saying I am a very anxious person. I am 8 weeks pregnant with twins, I just learned last week. Doctor says most likely modi. I am really excited and a bit scared.
This whole story feels unbelievable:
- conceived in the first month of trying
- conceived after being diagnosed with severe hypothyroidism, was put on meds but doctor suggested low fertility for at least a few months, he was surprised too that I got pregnant
- conceived with twins
- conceived with modi which is even lower probability
My mind tries to make “sense” of it, I read everywhere that those who conceive with twins from a spiritual perspective are “chosen”. Having twins feels like a totally different lifepath. Has anyone else been relflecting on why you got pregnant with twins? I am overthinking?

I have started feeling breathless, it is like the air feels heavy and it is difficult to get a satisfying breath. Is it normal? Can anyone relate?

I had my scan yesterday, CRL (fetal pole) 4.8 mm, but no heartbeat. Doctor said “pulsation is suspected”. My HCG though came back quite high, 45.000.
Anyone has success stories of high HCG high CRL but no heartbeat on 6w4d or around it?

Hi, so my CRL came back 5 mm but doctor wasn’t able to detect heartbeat. He said it is all too early to say anything certain, but I read everywhere that by the size of 5 mm a heartbeat should be detectable. Can anyone relate?