u/SecretTadpole9781

i want to work towards leaving the country from my first year. but idk how I'll get there. especially considering I don't have much money. is it possible to leave the country for masters in english honours or an adjacent course from jude?

I've liked a7x since FOREVER and besides that i like prog metal mainly with uneven time signatures like dream theatre and also opeth. i like symphonic metal too like septicflesh. but ive never talked about the music i listen to with anyone bc i dont have any metalhead friends. i met one a few years ago, but he LITERALLY gave me poser trivia...

"🤨 !!ANTI POSER TRIVIA!! 🤨

1.)Name the Savage Necromancy song that involves goats

2.)Name the band which has a goat as a logo (hint- its a first wave band)

3.) Name the nsbm band which has "goat" in its title

BONUS QUESTION:

Name the Christmas dark metal song that metalheads (not all) religiously play.

(Answer honestly. Because I would know if you google 🤨) \m/ ave satanas! \m/"

THIS is what he literally sent me like-

yeah anyway... i want to steer clear of people like this. i met someone at uni who wants to talk to me and he liked my slipknot t shirt. i guess i feel a little nervous. im not usually in these circles, idk what metalheads actually talk about, how the conversations go. and idk like i dont want to talk about bruce dickinson's aviator career idk random trivia about members i just like the music 😭😭

im not nearly as scared as the animals were before they were exploited. i realize that i want to stop being a hypocrite and take the plunge. im currently a vegetarian who doesn't consume eggs or honey. ive cut out cakes and icecream and butter from my life, made vegan substitutes for most.

but im struggling to leave cheese... I KNOW . it's SUCH a cliché... and i do prioritize the animal over my tastebuds which is why im being vegan from today actually. but I'll miss the convenience of ordering food, bc the food i like is very hard to make vegan especially where i live.

im craving this beautiful pesto veggie sandwich. im currently too fever ridden to make it myself. but the pesto may contain cheese so i just realized i can't have it. and there's so much i can't have. i can't have anything with CREAM, a nice creamy sandwich anything cheesy and filling.

i know i can DIY everything. but sometimes i want easy meals.

it's probably acanthosis nigricans. i have pcos. but im beginning to see marks around my lips too. my neck is my main problem i hate how it looks is there any solution?? anything that has worked? how can i get rid of it fast

i got into both. attended classes at sxc. should i leave it for ju? is ju better than sxc kolkata

I'm an atheist but i like studying about islam!! most scholars would agree it's haram for a woman to show her face to non mahrams. and it's also true that men must not look at women's faces for it is haram, they should lower their gazes.

but how do men do this? in modern society every advertisement has a woman's picture, there are movies with women, random women on the street who aren't wearing the niqab, while scrolling instagram reels you see women's faces. i mean 50% of the population is female how do men avoid seeing women's faces?

I'm assuming it's that a fleeting gaze while passing by is ok but staring really hard is haram. but when watching a movie you have to watch while paying attention. and most movies have the faces of women, so is that permissible?

I'll cut to the chase im spoilt and lazy asf incredibly privileged and used to people doing everything for me. but i don't want to be anymore. im learning how to cook and i made a few things and they came out great!! however im a bit overwhelmed by the cleanup after.

how do yall do this forever? like you're back from college or your job and you're cooking a meal cleaning up doing your assignments meeting deadlines preparing for an exam how do you do these things with a busy schedule

my_qualifications are passing isc with 98.5%.

my goal is to leave the country for MA with scholarship. idk which one to choose.

sxc has structure which is good. im currently going to sxc. it's a good college. free thinking, not so strict about dress code as everyone told me. it's fairly chill. i love my classes it's very interactive and open. faculty is good and regular. more internship opportunities. placements idc about bc i dont plan to stay in india.

but ju is ju... it was my dream college for a while. but I've never attended classes there so idk what it's like. im a political person myself so I dont mind the politics. ive heard about the drug culture, i personally wont do drugs so im good... but classes wise i don't know what it's like. obviously ive heard about the reputation of the teachers and everything. which would be better for me to get a scholarship abroad for ma? idk which college to choose.

my goal is to leave the country for MA with scholarship. idk which one to choose.

sxc has structure which is good. im currently going to sxc. it's a good college. free thinking, not so strict about dress code as everyone told me. it's fairly chill. i love my classes it's very interactive and open. faculty is good and regular. more internship opportunities. placements idc about bc i dont plan to stay in india.

but ju is ju... it was my dream college for a while. but I've never attended classes there so idk what it's like. im a political person myself so I dont mind the politics. ive heard about the drug culture, i personally wont do drugs so im good... but classes wise i don't know what it's like. obviously ive heard about the reputation of the teachers and everything. which would be better for me to get a scholarship abroad for ma? idk which college to choose.

my goal is to leave the country for MA with scholarship. idk which one to choose.

sxc has structure which is good. im currently going to sxc. it's a good college. free thinking, not so strict about dress code as everyone told me. it's fairly chill. i love my classes it's very interactive and open. faculty is good and regular. more internship opportunities. placements idc about bc i dont plan to stay in india.

but ju is ju... it was my dream college for a while. but I've never attended classes there so idk what it's like. im a political person myself so I dont mind the politics. ive heard about the drug culture, i personally wont do drugs so im good... but classes wise i don't know what it's like. obviously ive heard about the reputation of the teachers and everything. which would be better for me to get a scholarship abroad for ma? idk which college to choose.

i became vegetarian for 4 years when i was 12. at 16 i stopped being vegetarian partly bc of pressure from my family. i couldn't say anything bc i was a minor. they told me i could do whatever i want once im 18. well guess what im 18 now. and i want to be vegan. i can't help it. the milk industry makes me sick to my stomach.

HOWEVER. im too desensitised to dairy and i struggle with cognitive dissonance and i love to eat. im learning to make vegan food for myself. ive only made spring rolls so far but they're delicious.

the point is, when im hungry and i see a veg pizza, or an apple pie which may have used egg on the crust, or ramen with milk solids, im not as DISGUSTED by it as i am by meat. obviously i see chicken tenders and i think that's SICK. but when i see a cupcake with creamcheese... i don't feel that disgusted.

with the animal i can SEE the dead animal carcass before me. the other stuff I can't SEE. but i know they come from harm. and i know i shouldn't contribute to rape. but i struggle with cognitive dissonance and i can't seem to feel disgusted, or connect the two. to me the apple pie looks harmless. help me get rid of this mentality. i want to stay vegan for the rest of my life and i can't unless im disgusted enough.

there isn't ONE single vegan cafe here in kolkata and i always have to cook for myself. which is getting exhausting bc im not used to cooking. it's worth it for the animals and i wouldn't have it any other way. it's just SOMETIMES i wish i had a vegan friend who would cook for me or just go to a vegan cafe for my birthday. i hate the idea of not being able to eat food unless i make it on my birthday as well when i want to just be lazy.

im a new "vegan" in the transition stage at least. i suppose i can't call myself that. i honestly dont even crave cheese or dairy products after learning the horrors of the dairy industry. same goes for egg, ill never ever miss it. the only thing im struggling to give up is fish, specifically baby prawns.

ive done some research on them, apparently crustaceans like baby prawns dont have a well developed nervous system to perceive pain the way most animals do. they want to live, im sure, but so would any bacteria as well. i want to learn about the ethics of it.

i really like the taste of baby prawns im struggling to give them up. but if there is a legitimate reason for it, im willing to do it, i want to learn more about veganism and open my mind, and do the right things.

the meat and dairy industry are both inhumane. however, tiny prawns get to swim in vast oceans all their lives until they're caught. they live in freedom, as opposed to chickens who are RAISED in captivity and have their beaks chopped off. comparatively, growing up free until your inevitable death doesn't sound so bad(?).

also, i hate to admit this but i genuinely feel bad for farm animals. cows who have their babies taken away, and even lobster who are caught and boiled alive. but for shrimps... they're as good as a bug right? what is so immoral about consuming them?

i dont currently consume any other sea creature, only baby prawns, very occasionally. i guess with prawns or bugs, i dont get the "big deal" about eating them as i do with chickens. you're not raised in captivity. you barely feel pain. you don't have a well developed nervous system. educate me on why it's wrong, im more than willing to give it up

im a new "vegan" in the transition stage at least. i suppose i can't call myself that. i honestly dont even crave cheese or dairy products after learning the horrors of the dairy industry. same goes for egg, ill never ever miss it. the only thing im struggling to give up is fish, specifically baby prawns.

ive done some research on them, apparently crustaceans like baby prawns dont have a well developed nervous system to perceive pain the way most animals do. they want to live, im sure, but so would any bacteria as well. i want to learn about the ethics of it.

i really like the taste of baby prawns im struggling to give them up. but if there is a legitimate reason for it, im willing to do it, i want to learn more about veganism and open my mind, and do the right things.

the meat and dairy industry are both inhumane. however, tiny prawns get to swim in vast oceans all their lives until they're caught. they live in freedom, as opposed to chickens who are RAISED in captivity and have their beaks chopped off. comparatively, growing up free until your inevitable death doesn't sound so bad(?).

also, i hate to admit this but i genuinely feel bad for farm animals. cows who have their babies taken away, and even lobster who are caught and boiled alive. but for shrimps... they're as good as a bug right? what is so immoral about consuming them?

i dont currently consume any other sea creature, only baby prawns, very occasionally. i guess with prawns or bugs, i dont get the "big deal" about eating them as i do with chickens. you're not raised in captivity. you barely feel pain. you don't have a well developed nervous system. educate me on why it's wrong, im more than willing to give it up

im a new "vegan" in the transition stage at least. i honestly dont even crave cheese or dairy products after learning the horrors of the dairy industry. same goes for egg, ill never ever miss it. the only thing im struggling to give up is fish, specifically baby prawns. ive done some research on them, apparently crustaceans like baby prawns dont have a well developed nervous system to perceive pain the way most animals do. they want to live, im sure, but so would any bacteria as well. i want to learn about the ethics of it.

i really like the taste of baby prawns im struggling to give them up. but if there is a legitimate reason for it, im willing to do it, i want to learn more about veganism and open my mind, and do the right things.

the meat and dairy industry are both inhumane. however, tiny prawns get to swim in vast oceans all their lives until they're caught. they live in freedom, as opposed to chickens who are RAISED in captivity and have their beaks chopped off. comparatively, growing up free until your inevitable death doesn't sound so bad(?).

also, i hate to admit this but i genuinely feel bad for farm animals. cows who have their babies taken away, and even lobster who are caught and boiled alive. but for shrimps... they're as good as a bug right? what is so immoral about consuming them?