u/Significant_Access_1

I am getting sick and tired of hearing my mom BS and telling me all her same problems. If i put in earphones it wont matter. It brings me down after work snd on way to work not to mention hearing it all day. But whenever i say stuff on my mind she ignores it or turns into negative

How do i work on the anxiety of not being able to sleep unless everyone is home. I keep going to bed late bc my sister works night shifts. Granted sometime my mom bugs me about her where abouts if she comes home later then usual and or they all talk to eachother at those times too. F30 . I guess i feel a sense of secure or safety knowing all is home to sleep. Also plz direct me if this

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Does anyone else have these monthly meetings? We had to clock in an hour early then clock out until our normal shift started. Which meant we had an extra hour of work ,but least we get holiday pay! So happy i am off tomorrow bc my whole body is ache /soar. Lol so many ppl came to the meeting and then called out for the day lol i dont blame em.

Im so depreased. I hate being home and at work. I just fake it at work and i have no one according to my mom. My mom complains about the same issue every 5 mins. I work outdoors in heat and i wish job market was better. My mom and twin are constantly waking me up at night after her shift to talk. I live at home and it hot in my room even with fans. I hate being single and idk where to move on minuim wage ,but i have to do it alone. It is frusterating bc my younger siblings r moved out and do worse crap and my mom doesnt compare us. I dont drive and im always alone after work. The only thing keeping me going is nicitone. F 30

Does anyone else feel mentally tired from faking at work. I try to be caring of others and talkative ,but when i am having a bad day no one gives a crap. I can vent to coworkers ,but that is the extent of it. I am depressee ,but it does not help going home to toxic ppl and slighting having to be on too. I know i need a better outlet then just going to work and home /isolating. I also am so lonely and craving affection ,but it feels like dating is like job searching these days. Plus work is so much pressure. F 30 i also have bpd.

So the ceo is suppise to visit our store soon and they have before ,but i have never felt so much pressure /stress. Obvi the dm is here and the asm are putting wayy to much expectations on us. I understand our quota was not met ,but i can only do so much. I feel like i am on verge of mental breakdown ,but im oft tomorrow so i should be soild. How do ya , all cope? Yes , i know i can job search but the job market is literally for the birds at this rate.

My goal is to do darkest blonde highlights by halloween. I am currently trying to grow it out since it was cut too short. I have some grays and my natural brown roots are very slowley coming through. I have black box my hair for years. While i grow it out does anyone have suggestions on how i can lighten it without using bleach? I was considering using dark golden brown shade gloss by kristen ess? I currently use dandruff shampoo that is blue and garnier biotion conditionar. Sometime i use bing curly conditionar eith mane n tail shampoo. F30

Does anyone else wear makeup and it gets itchy bc of skin barrier problems? F30 do i still wear it? I got the tarte under eye concelar and lancome idole concelar which i used before.

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I am planning on making an ulta trip. I am looking for a set of quallity brushes for powder , blush , bronzer , highliter fan, concelar for under eyes and blemishes and foundation brush

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Also i have my holy grail waterproof mascara ,but it always transfer under my eye. I have tried powder , primer and nothing works. Lol does not help when i yawn my eyes water .

F30 i keep having dream about the same person. I do not think i will get closure even i reach out again. I talked about in therapy and it has been 10 yrs. How do i overcome this.

F30 single i do not drive and i work at a coperate retail making minuim wage atm. I can transfer job location. What is most affordable to move to alone

This job makes me hate my life more everyday. I am so angry and just over this place. Not a single customer or coworker , manager etc cares about anyone. I am losing my marbles ,but i can not leave until i find another job lined up which seema nearly impossible with the job market. I was tolerating the job ,but with the heat and having the doors open i am very moody and irrtable at work. I do not understand why no puts the A.C on? We had it on for one day and if i ask about it they say it wont matter bc we have the doors open for donations , truck , gaylords etc. Like i am at my wits end and feel like i am working in a thrift shop like how is this even legal and obvi the asm r sweating so y does no one do anything about it? Also the same issue happends in the winter about the heat

Has anyone else just accepted they have bpd and given up on therapy and dbt? I tried teaching myself ,but it is very confusing. I have no motivation and therapy is not for me anymore. I do not think therapist and group therapy cares anymore. It just a paycheck for them. The biggest trigger for my bpd is relationships bc they all think i am insane. Idk just venting i guess. F30

I lived at home my whole life. I have no one to lean on and i just hate my life. I know i am only one who can change it. Idk where to move and i am prob gonna be stuck with my mom again. My twin and i nees to move out seperatly. I have a steady income minuim wage and i just hate my apperence ,but i can not afford the gym. After working outdoors i have no motivation and it is too hot in my house. The a.c d9es not regulate well upstairs. I do not drive bc of my seziures so i isolate. I miss having a bf but dating apps r stupid. Im so lonely and angry. Coperate just tells us to do better so our boss can get bonus if we make quota. Obvi life is unaffordable. I still talk to my ex who is toxic and havent seen him since jan and i dont wanna b at work or home. My mom is narc and complains about same thing all day everyday. I need to cry and cant and even if i lived alone what difference would it make. F30

Majority of the products make me itchy or sting exspecially the new products with skincare ingridents. I have to be picky with skincare too. I love playing with makeup so it is annoying and frusterating. I am at the point of stopping and it looks cakey anyways. No matter what skincare i stilll breakout. Ive been putting off seeing a derm ,but i was wondering of anyone can relate? I can only use one mascara and am too nervous to get lash lift etc.f 30. Ive use almay , clinque too. Also lash glue is a problem too

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So the best person on our team quit and another coworker is gonna switch positions in a few mths. The other one is most likley going to leave due to commute and then there is me. We currently are team of 3 ,but need a 4th. We have random employees help out from other positions when we are not short staff. I have heard people just walk out all together in other stores. I am just nervous i will be last man standing. I have had just me and another coworker for a few mths which was not as bad. Obvi we are gonna have new hires ,but since i started we had 6 or 7 people quit / leave . One of them went on medical leave and can back in a different position bc at the time we had 4 people.

I currently live in a small country low class town in MD . I am an hour from d.c and bmore. I work minium wage and would transfer locations until i find something better suit. I make 15$ an hour. I hate the snow and ideally want to live somewhere i can be indepdent. I live at home atm and i uber when my fam can not pitch in. I am very fornuate they help me with transportation. My current commute is 20$ one way for 15 min. I grew up here so i am very familar with routes. I do not own a car and i am not comfortable using public transportation. I know the ecomony is tanked ,but my mental health is declining living at home. I never went to college either f30.

I "cashed out "10 min before break because found a used bloody tampon sorting through donations. I stated hos i hated my job in frusteration ,but thankfully no one paid no mind to me. I know i should wear gloves ,but tbh it too time consuming and eaiser to sort without. I salavaged the whole bag. I know there has been worse ... ivr seen bloody pads and someone found a dead mouse once. We also had a live snake hiding behind our station. I am losing my mind and working in 100 degree weather is not helping.

am considering getting on accutane since i get a lot of whitgeads and blind pimples ( not sure the exact acne term). I have seen a derm 2x and they suggested to use cetaphill /cerave and most recently the other one gave me tretnion and it sting. I have super sensetive skin. I use byoma hydrating serum sometimes and cetaphill or cerave face wash. I get them mixed up and vanvice moistrizer. I switch between makeip wipes and balm. I know they r not great for you ,but it affordable atm. I am so sick of wearing full face of makeup. Is it safe to get it prescribed online? Any suggestion for the best place to purchase at. F 30