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I "cashed out "10 min before break because found a used bloody tampon sorting through donations. I stated hos i hated my job in frusteration ,but thankfully no one paid no mind to me. I know i should wear gloves ,but tbh it too time consuming and eaiser to sort without. I salavaged the whole bag. I know there has been worse ... ivr seen bloody pads and someone found a dead mouse once. We also had a live snake hiding behind our station. I am losing my mind and working in 100 degree weather is not helping.

am considering getting on accutane since i get a lot of whitgeads and blind pimples ( not sure the exact acne term). I have seen a derm 2x and they suggested to use cetaphill /cerave and most recently the other one gave me tretnion and it sting. I have super sensetive skin. I use byoma hydrating serum sometimes and cetaphill or cerave face wash. I get them mixed up and vanvice moistrizer. I switch between makeip wipes and balm. I know they r not great for you ,but it affordable atm. I am so sick of wearing full face of makeup. Is it safe to get it prescribed online? Any suggestion for the best place to purchase at. F 30

I am considering getting on accutane since i get a lot of whitgeads and blind pimples ( not sure the exact acne term). I have seen a derm 2x and they suggested to use cetaphill /cerave and most recently the other one gave me tretnion and it sting. I have super sensetive skin. I use byoma hydrating serum sometimes and cetaphill or cerave face wash. I get them mixed up and vanvice moistrizer. I switch between makeip wipes and balm. I know they r not great for you ,but it affordable atm. I am so sick of wearing full face of makeup. Is it safe to get it prescribed online? Any suggestion for the best place to purchase at. F 30

My skin is super sensetive and i am getting sick and tired of wearing makeup. It is too expensive and i radther have clear skin. I have tried many products and i rly am considering accutane. I been to a dermtolgist once and gave me tretnion. But it stung. Idk if my acne is bad enough to get on accuranr ,but i breakout daily like whiteheada and blind pimples. F30

Yesterday was a real emotional taxing day. For background - The gaylord was getting low . The one coworker sometimes ignores me but after asking 3x for help he eventually grabs a donatiom bag out of the gaylord. The other girl is literally same height as me and i always have to give her the bags of donations bc she lazy IMO .

I usually tip the cardboard gaylord with no problem. The bottom of it broke open like usual so i did not think anything of it tbh ,but i fell into it and i guess my head fell back of a donation trash bag. I ended up crawling out and ONLY one coworker came to help me. Luckily i just got a few scratches amd a pounding hedache ,but i am fine today. I am more annoyed then anything bc my team continued working and one of them asked the lady who helped me what happened? Like what the heck ...

Then later in the day i found an art piece that had a swatzkai on it. Aparently it fine to sell bc it was a part of war world 2 and maybe a customer from that time would want it and how it is not considered raciest. Personally bothered me being jewish ,but it is whatever. Tbh i recall this is not the first time we sold a similar art piece. Needless to say i am mentally checked out for the remainder of the work week.

My grandma clearly isnt too far gone bc she kept staring at me and mean . I did not wear makeup knowing they be rude. My other sisters r so rude to makie and i for no reason n got high b4. I had fucking plastic in my food so then had to grab food somewhwre else woth my$ . Then makie wanted to go shopping so we stopped at 3 dif stores. I wasnt gonna deny her i fell asleep in car f30

use byoma hydrating serum , vavnice moistrizer , cerave face wash and occasionally elf acne stick , slug with vaseline or aquphor. I am not looking for any product suggestions. At the end of the day my makeup wears off. I have a big event and i need to look my best. I use elf grip primer , elf OG setting spray , huda beauty powder only under my eyes and bobbi brown color corrector stick only under my eyes. My base is patchy /cakey and seperates as soon as i apply. I have done all tips like brushes , wet and dry beauty blender etc. I do need a blemish concelar ,but yet to find onee i like. I do not exfoliate bc my skin so sensetive and broken skin barrier. I wish i could walk in sephora and get my makeup lesson ,but using the products i am already using. I use to love makeup. I just do blush , base and mascara these days. I feel like it looks off bc i hate lip color and even clear gloss just comes off . I enjoy elf brow gel ,but recently radther gros them out with serums. F30 also foundation este double wearMy skin bad bc i pick at it bc stress sometimes.

The last time i was intimate was in january and got my period twice that month ,but period skipped feb. I came off both control sometime in jan /feb or dec. I usually am late ,but not 5 days late. At this point i accept i am no longer gonna get it ,but def have pms symptoms. Since feb i have consistant periods until this mth. There is no way i am pregnant and nothing has rly changed . I know weight and stress is part of delay ,but nothing has changed. Is this normal? I kind of wanna take a test for anxiety purposes ,but seems like waste of $. Maybe i will get it in next 2 days or after. Just had to get off my chest f 30. Also i smoke nic if that matters

use byoma hydrating serum , vavnice moistrizer , cerave face wash and occasionally elf acne stick , slug with vaseline or aquphor. I am not looking for any product suggestions. At the end of the day my makeup wears off. I have a big event and i need to look my best. I use elf grip primer , elf OG setting spray , huda beauty powder only under my eyes and bobbi brown color corrector stick only under my eyes. My base is patchy /cakey and seperates as soon as i apply. I have done all tips like brushes , wet and dry beauty blender etc. I do need a blemish concelar ,but yet to find onee i like. I do not exfoliate bc my skin so sensetive and broken skin barrier. I wish i could walk in sephora and get my makeup lesson ,but using the products i am already using. I use to love makeup. I just do blush , base and mascara these days. I feel like it looks off bc i hate lip color and even clear gloss just comes off . I enjoy elf brow gel ,but recently radther gros them out with serums. F30 also foundation este double wear

How can i find coping skills to practice to lessen servity of my symptoms? I rly do not care for therapy at this point. I feel like the way the world is no one truley cares to help which is understand i guess. My dr said i can not use apps and how it too hard to do self help for bpd . The dbt style and any type of workbook / chart is confusibg with my learning disorder. I am rly sick of struggling and i know it prob get worse older i get and heighten in romantic relationships. F30

Besides workbooks , therapy including dbt what else can i do to help myself into remission? Talk therapy is not helping anymore and dbt is too much like school with graph etc it makes no sense. I just want to learn which skills to use for which symtoms. My med dr. Told me that dbt apps self taught wont work and how i am past doing skills like finding how many blue items in a room. I am the most unmotivated person ,but i know i can not get into a relationship until i heal and love myself first. F30

F30 I do not drive due to medical issues. My mom on a trip and my sister and i planned to go meet my other fam members at a chain resteraunt that is an hour plus away not including traffic. We prob will not eat there. The time is in the middle of the day and i want to go. I am planning to give her gas $. She wants to shop beforehand. I told her we need to eat before ,but did not seem to take it in account. My grandma is dementia and we rarley see her. My mom told us to not even go bc it not our mother. I can not decide what to do bc i am so indecsive. I told my sister to take off work and she reluctantly did. She keeps saying she going for me and how she does not care to go. Since now she off work .she said if we do not go then she do other things ie basbeall game. I know Seeing our grandma is gonna take up the whole day and she gonna be in a mood. We had a big fight about it. My aunt made it at a time that is best for her and will not budge. On top of it all my other siblings said they will not help with driving me as i was considering ubering halfway. If we do not go then i still feel obligated to hang out with my sister. I feel so much pressure and guilt i am on verge of crying .

I feel like the first yr of this job is when most employees get sick. They got sick in the breakroom and it got cleaned up with the one and only mop that is used for everything.. It does not even get rinsed out. It is no wonder someone is always sick bc of how unsanitary it is. The bathrooms are always out of TP and or clogged. There is literally crap on the floor and we have a hand dryer instead of towels which aparently spread more germs. We have had toliet flood out on the floor in the past .The breakroom never gets cleaned including fridge and also constantly out of hand soap / paper towels. Not to mention the TP does not fit in the roll thing so it falls on the floor or toliet tub. I have to sneak hand santizer from the janitor closet ,but it rly makes no difference. I literally throw out my coffee mug in break room and tbh i am just gonna stop brining food and even a purse. We have a overpriced covience store and even bringing my own food is still gross being in a lunchbox .I do not get sick as much ,but still . Ty for letting me rant. If the job market was better i would risk it even tho tons of other coworkers do.

My sister and i live together and i do not drive due to medical reasons. My younger siblings live closer to where the resteraunt is for mothers day. I am indecsive about my decsion. She works that day and the time we get there we be rushing to get back. My sister says she only going for me . My mom says we do not have to go bc it for my grandma and not her. My mom mind you is on a trip. The drive is an hr plus not considering traffic. My younger siblings already declared that they are not helping driving and my aunt is not changing the time. I am debating ubering to one of my younger sisters and then do same on way back. It is gonna be super expensive. What should i do. I feel so much pressure and guilt . Also my gma has dementia and my sister does not care to go to the resteraunt bc it is gross and gives me direhia tmi. The resteraunt is 5 min from my grandma nursing home.

I am aware this is prob a stupid question ,but i always been super hesitant to shop bc i am an cloth proccesor . It is super gross ,but i am desperate for clothes. I am broke af and i find myself not wanting to clothes shop at stores. Is it worth it ? The clothes we sell have small makeup stains and we sometimes find dead bugs in donation bags. Also everything smells like mothballs. One time the shoe processor found a dead mouse. Is it worth it considering we get a discount?

I work for a coperate retail company and i am not too worried about getting in trouble considering in the past coworkers dated and purposely got kocked up.

I have a lot of regulars . I am friendly with everyone. There is a mother and her son who come in quite often. SheI mentioned her son and told her he was cute. She then asked me if i was single and my age , name. I saw her earlier this week and told me her son was walking around in the store somewhere. I think we had a small interaction last year ,but idk if he recalls. Anyways I guess what I am asking is how to go about this? Do I approach him and just say HI or mentioned something from our previous convo bc i recall the details . Or am i wasting my time like it being too much crossing the line? Also , he is really shy so i doubt he will approach me. I feel a lil crazy even posting this.f30