u/archivedVicarious

Idk if its just me but I was playing big shot and its tv time on hard as devil marija and I realize the songs are indeed fast and have a lot of notes, I just realize theres like. Rarely any hearts and even if I'm getting a bunch of perfects I still die halfway through

Hi all, i work at panera and I absolutely love mac n cheese, theirs is delicious. I also love the muffies, there. My issue is i cant resist eating one of the options during my shift either its take home after a shift, free employee meal or break meal.

I just cant help it. And i tell myself the food Will always be there to try and kill my cravings but the food noise is too loud, and I work in service so I'm always grabbing treats anyway. How do i kill the food noise?? Ever since I've worked here I've gained so much and the food is so high in calories for what they're worth

Hi all, my brother recently came back from a week long vacation with our dad, and ive had a peace of mind of being able to sleep in silence or with music.

But now that hes back, he regularly stays up to the 11pm-1am window talking and laughing very loudly to his friends on the phone, something i would have very easily gotten my phone taken away and gotten scolded over.

I share a wall with him and have autism, and while that sounds random, its crucial to my side. Because of the heightened sense to sound, the vibrations through the wall are extremely noticeable to me when I'm trying to sleep or ignore his voice.

Tonight he promised he was going to bed early because he has a job interview tomorrow. Its currently 12 am and I can still hear his agitating laugh even though I've come in his room twice, texted him, and as a last resort hit the wall to get him to get off.

I know I cant control what he does, but it would REALLY be nice if he would finally respect the fact that its super late and other people are in the house trying to sleep. Yes, I've told my mom about it but he gets younger sibling privilege and instead I get in trouble for caring in the first place.

Am i the bad person in this scenario?? I'm not trying to sound narcissistic about it at all either, but it gets really annoying; especially as an insomniac.

i played both free games and then used 4 tickets and got pigged ON FLOOR 2 each. time. im sick of this

I have very bad paranoia, Will I be fine 😭 i spent like 6 minutes meticulously picking every piece of cheese off i could on the buttery noodles

I'm autistic and have adhd. Commonly paired together they make an epitome of that one kid teachers hated having to work with, at least in my experience before I was given an IEP.

I am looking at my childhood report cards and there are several ones that mention taking me away from other students, separating me, placing me at seats by myself. Why? I obviously never understood as a kid, but I feel like it was always just me and only me. I definitely remember observing from other perspectives of my youth and watching other kids get along, but I think what it did to them was make it seem to them like I wasn't a good person to be around, which is why I always felt singled out during group projects.

4th grade was the worst, the comments on the report cards would always refer to me as disruptive and about how I would blurt out and distract other students, as if they never picked up on why that could've been a possibility?

I cant do anything about it now but I cant help but feel odd about it. Being separated like this caused me to shut down a lot and have social awkwardness and feel like an outcast ALL the time and it made growing up in my school district a lot harder.

theres no way this *isnt* ableism behind a mask of "caring" for my wellbeing, was it??​

Tw. Venting and relapse

Im 17

Relapsing and finding myself feeling like i cant stop endlessly shoveling things into my mouth that are high in calorie feels like a chore i get no reward for. I'm only 5'5 and I'm teetering around 150-160lbs yet I appear as though I'm average size.

For dinner I just couldnt help it, i ate even when I was full. Now my stomach hurts and breathing feels like an awful task. I feel heavy and full of regret. So much regret, I feel fucking awful.

Ive been using a food diary and tracking how much i eat and what I eat and when I'm hungry and at the end of each day I write my goal for tomorrow and it was always to try and fast. For a week straight now I've barely made it until 3pm without eating. I feel hopeless this is genuinely awful. I eat and then I feel bad, then I eat again and feel even worse.

I want this loop to end.

Hello, this has happened before but it disappeared and then came back.

but my echo show is doing the hyperfeminine, ai-chatgpt, all close and personal voice again where instead of being direct she's all: "Im an echo show 5, third generation, full of energy and helpful vibes!" Girl SHUT UP!!! I dont like when ai gets super personal with me and tries to act like my friend, when I ask for the weather instead or her saying its 80 degrees with intermittent clouds, she says "oh wow, its sunny and 82 degrees right now. Thats what I call a heat hug" [sic] and I do not want that 🥹

My mom has access to the Alexa app so how would I go about reverting her back to just being original Alexa without an ai modified voice through settings??

My number 1 safe food ever is mac n cheese and I also love noodles, its all I can bring myself to eat when I cant eat anything else.

However, going to the grocery store is really hard, especially as a teenager when others believe your "palette isnt developed enough", or in the generation of "picky eaters" because I get this really paranoid feeling that people are judging me. I get scared that they're thinking "wow, buying all of the same thing, you dont need all that" or "noodles? Thats really all your getting?" And I know no one will say it outloud, but thats what gets me, the thought that someone is thinking in their head and I'll never know.

I go to Aldi and I loooove their mac n cheese, its my favorite thing. But its not like I eat 6 in a day. So I'll stock up a little, maybe 5 or 6 different containers of it to eat within a SPAN of a longer time. But its really all I get there.

I try to tell myself people dont really care, but its still just so awkward because they dont know me.