[L] I ended things with someone who was close to me, and I’m grieving that alone with the things I have been carrying on since childhood.
I ended things with someone who was close to me, and I’m grieving that alone. With the things I have been carrying on since childhood, I feel so overwhelmed. I’m doing everything I can, but I keep going into breakdowns, and it’s really bad since I’m completely lonely. I just wanna feel the peace I felt with them again. I’m doing therapy, but I do it rarely because it’s kinda expensive but god i really need someone to comfort me and make it easy for me. I feel like I lost a huge part of myself, and I don’t have anyone IRL to talk to or take advice from. I really need an adult +25 who I can trust and consult them with things in my life just for guidance.