u/noctua_8

Can get a lot of use out of her in building fights but moreso out in the open where there's no buildings it makes me question why I'd never not camp with Wattson? Whether I get value or not feels like a complete gamble.

Tried it maybe 10 times, resorted to buying plant food + power ups but without fail I die on the final wave. I'm definitely struggling with damage output primarily.

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I don't know the plant names as I'm new and am replaying the main PVZ2 first (so bear with me). My strat is planting a row of the sun producer, then rows of the mushrooms that cost 200 and 250 respectively.

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From there it's reactively using the missile power on the frog witch, coffee bean when plants fall asleep... Same scenario played out several times where I stall the garg with the sun producer's plant food, but the zombie pushing the house reaches the ship and I can't place a nut to prevent it from killing me.

I'm Gold but am being put up against pretty much solely Diamond players in my pubs matches. Because getting a kill or two each game means my SBMM isn't high enough, apparently.

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Why does it exist in the first place though? Even a looser SBMM I'd understand but it's effectively recreated a ranked system in the casual mode. How am I meant to play with my lesser-skilled friends? Battle Royale becomes compromised in a Battle Royale game 🫥

Having another crisis right after TMT (fml) and I'm at a loss because every few months I shift my stack entirely. I do not know myself. I am everything and nothing simultaneously, perpetually adridt in my abundance of delusion and deceit.

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Like I can make a reasonable case for literally every every instinct stack because I'm so heavily adaptable and performative that I lost any meaningful connection with myself along the way.

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So instead of reading more mindnumbing clusterfuck articles I figured I'd ask how YOU came to conclude on your instinct stack. The cutie patootie reader with their own insightful and hopefully beneficial experiences. 😌

Self-typed as FEVL for a while but found it clashing with other aspects of my typology, which is making me reconsider whether I am 1F or something else entirely.

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I'd describe my relationship with Physics as a fling lol. Something I want to indulge in for momentary pleasure or relief, but not become absorbed in.

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I'm very hedonistic when it comes to food, drink, sleep, sex, etc. I'm also very mindful of aesthetics like when designing online profiles, creating art, even custotmising stuff like phone widgets which I can become obsessively meticulous with.

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I'm extremeeely hypersensitive to discomfort. If a fabric clings to me too harshly, or was washed with a detergent my skin disagrees with, or is wet, etc. I will become fixated solely on that sensation until I can resolve the problem. I despise feeling hungry, or in pain, sweaty, exhausted... Anything that reminds me I have a tangible body beyond what I want to indulge in is loathesome.

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Expanding upon my hypersensitivity I'm demanding when it comes to cleanliness. This is something I adapted in my teenage years (prior I was an utter slob) but I can't stand any visible mess. Piles of clothes, an unmade bed, strewn objects on desks and wardrobes, a dirty carpet – all of it must be dealt with before I can focus on other things.

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I wish often that I could exist as a being without a body. Like I can't be cursed with discomfort if I don't have a form to be disgraced in the first place.

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I'm materialistic and fixate on aquiring tangible items that bring me joy. I've spent hundreds (half-regretably) on keyboards, anime figures, and too much to even count on skins and such in videogames.

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I'm very possesive of what I consider my own, and am sternly stingy. Say I loan some money to a friend, I make it abundantly clear that I expect to be repaid and will check in regularly like a loan shark until I get my money back. I don't bother with gifts, why spend money on others when I can buy things for myself? I encourage others not to stress on buying things for me on birthdays and such as a result.

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I'm not great at tending to my needs, as it will expose me to discomfort and therefore the cost outweighs the price. I'm scrawny as I only train legs because they're already strong and therefore won't hurt easily, my hair is dry and messy because cleaning it often is a sensory nightmare, and my skin is dry for similar reasoning because hydrating it leaves products on my clothes which causes a cycle of discomfort as I mentioned earlier...

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Feel free to ask any questions if this isn't enough info, cheers (*´ω｀) im not sure why my paragraphs are being spaced so sparsely thanks reddit

Self-typed as FEVL for a while but found it clashing with other aspects of my typology, which is making me reconsider whether I am 1F or something else entirely.

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I'd describe my relationship with Physics as a fling lol. Something I want to indulge in for momentary pleasure or relief, but not become absorbed in.

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I'm very hedonistic when it comes to food, drink, sleep, sex, etc. I'm also very mindful of aesthetics like when designing online profiles, creating art, even custotmising stuff like phone widgets which I can become obsessively meticulous with.

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I'm extremeeely hypersensitive to discomfort. If a fabric clings to me too harshly, or was washed with a detergent my skin disagrees with, or is wet, etc. I will become fixated solely on that sensation until I can resolve the problem. I despise feeling hungry, or in pain, sweaty, exhausted... Anything that reminds me I have a tangible body beyond what I want to indulge in is loathesome.

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Expanding upon my hypersensitivity I'm demanding when it comes to cleanliness. This is something I adapted in my teenage years (prior I was an utter slob) but I can't stand any visible mess. Piles of clothes, an unmade bed, strewn objects on desks and wardrobes, a dirty carpet – all of it must be dealt with before I can focus on other things.

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I wish often that I could exist as a being without a body. Like I can't be cursed with discomfort if I don't have a form to be disgraced in the first place.

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I'm materialistic and fixate on aquiring tangible items that bring me joy. I've spent hundreds (half-regretably) on keyboards, anime figures, and too much to even count on skins and such in videogames.

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I'm very possesive of what I consider my own, and am sternly stingy. Say I loan some money to a friend, I make it abundantly clear that I expect to be repaid and will check in regularly like a loan shark until I get my money back. I don't bother with gifts, why spend money on others when I can buy things for myself? I encourage others not to stress on buying things for me on birthdays and such as a result.

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I'm not great at tending to my needs, as it will expose me to discomfort and therefore the cost outweighs the price. I'm scrawny as I only train legs because they're already strong and therefore won't hurt easily, my hair is dry and messy because cleaning it often is a sensory nightmare, and my skin is dry for similar reasoning because hydrating it leaves products on my clothes which causes a cycle of discomfort as I mentioned earlier...

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Feel free to ask any questions if this isn't enough info, cheers (*´ω｀)

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We have reached levels of peak previously thought to be unattainable ❤️

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There will always be social queues I will miss. Expressions that I let linger a moment too long. Body language I can't even trace that mkes others clock me as someone who is the antithesis of the norm.

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It never gets better. I've been judged, babied and excluded all my life for it. My entire self worth is based on positive emotional interactions and bonds with others but no amount of social experience can make up for being fundamentally a freak socially.

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I've been told by therapists and adults close to me that I just have to find my people, or that when people lurch intl adulthood they're softerhearted and welcoming. Never happened for me. I'm either outright dismissed or treated like I'm fragile and not an aware (if impaired) person.

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I've considered not bothering at all with people and trying to find something else that will make me happy, but there's the innate human part of me that can't just dismiss connection. It's a hopeless cycle.

It would lowk highk be really funny if I died on the floor of a charity shop icl

Graudated HS recently and I have an abudance of sparetime so I figured I could try meeting others to make my days less boring. I'm not rly expecting anyone to read everything here but I want to include enough to check enough boxes yk?

Idrk what to say 😭 I'd consider myself an empathetic and understanding person, and therefore not judgemental so I'm down to talk to anyone so long as we click.

I've noticed I often get into friendships where I respond to the other yapping so if you have a lot to say I'd like to hear it.

As for my interests I'm heavily into typology stuff like MBTI and Enneagram. I'm also planning to major in Psych but personality theory is more engaging tbh 😌

The rest is general generic stuff, like music tv videogames yadayada. I predominately play on PS5 and enjoy mostly online competitive games (Apex, DBD ATM) + Roblox so if you're interested I'd be happy to drop my PSN 😛 I also enjoy visual novels and indie games, i.e. Danganronpa, YTTD, Undertale, Oneshot..

I'm also heavily into animation and anything with decent storytelling 🙏 Arcane, Blue Eye Samurai, ALNST, Glitch and Helluvaverse... i feel so boring writing this LMAO im in a lot of fandoms so writing everything out may be a headache.

I probably have upwards of a hundred hours on Hamilton and Epic respectively if you're into musicals 😭😭 Music taste otherwise is heavily skewed towsrds JPop, also love anime like MHA, AOT, Cyberpunk, JJK, Frieren...

If anything here caught your eye then feel free to dm, just be around my age (teens, early 20s) and a similar-ish timezone (GMT)!

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Lowk felt this way all my life, like I've always had friends. Not close but like they've been constant enough. Family is supportive, I get out often, go to the gym, have hobbies and passions. I'm 18, so conceptually I'm at the height of my youth and should be happy.

But like SHIT I still feel incredibly lonely and absent? Like I try surrounding myself with others as. much. as. possible. but I still feel kinda unseen. Like others only see what they want to, or they wouldn't get the parts that I want them to see. I figured actually touching grass and doing stuff normal, happy guys did would in turn make me feel fulfilled and wholesome and lovey dovey buttt nope. Apathy.

Tis life ig

ENFJ EIE or ESFJ ESE

(MBTI is ASS my Ne and Ni are equal, and I'm too lazy to read up more on Socio (,,・д・))

2w3 269 SX/SO

FEVL ⁴¹²²

s/L/u(A)i (50/75/25/75/50)

Melancholic–Sanguine

True Neutral / Social Impure

Also anyone got good YT sources for Socio? I tried watching Rusted and he was my goat for Ennea/Temperaments but his Socio vids didn't do it for me.