u/ArtisticKay_Marie

II was never the “hot” or gorgeous teenager that boys wanted or whatever. If I was a student in Hollywood arts, I don’t think I would fit in at all. No guy especially cute ones would even look at me twice. I wouldn’t have a chance with Andre or any of the cute boys on there. I was a fat, chubby tall, plus sized teenager. I’ve had sort of a glow up, lost weight (unfortunately gained the weight back)but I just look the same like I did in high school, plain. Nothing wrong with being plain. I’m still chunky but I’m working on it. Like Victoria for example that woman is GORGEOUS as hell! No wonder some men find her attractive. Elizabeth too and Daniella. Ariana too. I am JEALOUS and I’m not surprised that if they have partners. I know Liz and Daniella are married.

Let’s say there’s someone that had a crush on you or is in love but you have no interest in and rejected them. Or rejected them so many times because they weren’t your type or had no feelings for them but then you realize you may end up liking them back.
If that’s happened to you, how long did it take for you to realize that you liked them back or were in love with them even though they weren’t your type or you weren’t attracted to them at first? Would you take a chance?

I mean I CAN say no but my family or nobody plans anything and we don’t really do much on weekends like we used to so what else can I say? They always ask if I’m coming very next weekend every week but we have nothing planned so I would just say okay. I would have said no. I blame myself for not saying no and I am doing this to myself. Sometimes missing someone is a good think. My best friend always says she misses me every week. We have other friends too. I work full time and take an online class in college so I get burnt out. There’s times I need time to myself. The thing is they’re understanding people and they get it. I can’t go over there every weekend. They don’t even ask if I’m busy anymore and they assume that I will come over. I’m exhausted and I need to see my family but I know everyone has their own lives and doing their own thing. I need to stop giving in and say no more but that doesn’t mean I won’t hang out anymore and always say no. Nobody seems concerned but my dad says, “You are a grown ass woman. If you wanna spend weekends with your friend, just do it. Your choices is up to you. Why would we be concerned? They’re amazing friend that love you so much and wanna spend more time with you. It’s a way to keep you around and not distant yourself so much. Keep them. You just don’t understand how much people love and adore you. If you don’t wanna go over there if we can just say no big deal. Just do it! You don’t need everybody’s approval. Stop seeking approval from everybody and JUST DO IT. If you want to spend time with family, make an effort to plan things.” I would say I’ll let y’all know but they said, “Why? You’re here every weekend so you WILL join us, so I don’t wanna hear you may not come or not sure. No excuses. You’re stuck with us and you’re not getting away from us easy.”
Like I don’t have a choice.

I am an online student. Technically this would be my second year this year, but since I’m taking math in a community college (MAT257) this semester (failed MAT151 twice and cheaper), I’m not actively with the GCU classes at the moment. I probably won’t start again until after my math class ends.
MAT257 and MAT 151 are similar.

I am the one that chose to be single but only because I wanted to work on myself and mature more so I can be mature enough to be in a healthy, long committed relationship. I’ve been single since late 2011 so about almost 15 years. I was 21/22 years old. I’ve met other guys after my break up with my ex boyfriend, but nothing ever comes far so I’m 2016, I decided to stay single until I’m ready, not forever. I wanted to start dating until I was dealing with mom having terminal stage 4 cancer and her passing broke my heart. I didn’t want to date and wanted to work on my grief. It still hurts. I know I put myself in the single life and I do like being single.
Until I meet the right man, I will remain single. My BS, no fake, lies nothing. I don’t put up with it. Dating is hard and I even tried to put myself out there, but nothing. I probably didn’t do it enough. 36, going on 37.

Like for example a celibacy life. Never married, no children or virginity. I’m almost 37, almost 40 and I am STILL SINGLE. Don’t get me wrong, I do like being single and having freedom, but I also want someone to share my life with. I try to put myself out there, but I’m not doing it enough. Some people found love and some have children married, or in the next phase in their life. I still live at the same house, and feel like I am falling behind. I just hope I’m not those people that are meant to be single but I will have to accept it. I know all that isn’t obligated but yeah. I’ve only had one relationship and that was it. I’ve met different guys a year or two after the break up. I feel like I never grew up or stil a child.

I was going to go today for the second time (2nd year), but I ended up not going. I may go tomorrow, I don’t know. Just got too much going on so I see no point in going. I went last year at my first year of GCU as an online student. It was alright. I got to meet some people, but I didn’t get to see much sense either I was working or miss the events. Jugging working full-time and taking classes each is a lot.

LMost people my age are either married, have children or just gave up. I chose to be single for a while to work on myself and mature. I’m 36 turning 37 in two months, STILL SINGLE. I thought at this like time I would be with someone or whatever. I feel like people my age are either lucky in love and found someone and here I am…..single. I only had one boyfriend n my life who was also neurodivergent but was a jerk. Parts of it was my fault too and I was 21/22 years old. I met different guys a year after my ex and I broke up. I have them chances but nothing went too far. Last time I talk to a guy was back in 2016 or 17. My friend introduced me to him but he lives in a different state. I was hesitant about it, but I gave him a chance. He sent me sweet text messages and I texted him too. He ended up finding someone at his home state so that didn’t work out which was fine. That’s what I just wanted to say single and work on myself. It’s my fault honestly. If I would’ve just given some of the guys a chance that were interested in me, I could’ve been in a relationship, but the same time it wouldn’t be fair to them because I wasn’t interested. I’m almost 40 and I wasted my 30s and I wish I would’ve needed more in my 20s. It’s too late now I’m not posting this for sympathy. I’m just expressing how I feel.

LMost people my age are either married, have children or just gave up. I chose to be single for a while to work on myself and mature. I’m 36 turning 37 in two months, STILL SINGLE. I thought at this like time I would be with someone or whatever. I feel like people my age are either lucky in love and found someone and here I am…..single. I only had one boyfriend n my life who was also neurodivergent but was a jerk. Parts of it was my fault too and I was 21/22 years old. I met different guys a year after my ex and I broke up. I have them chances but nothing went too far. Last time I talk to a guy was back in 2016 or 17. My friend introduced me to him but he lives in a different state. I was hesitant about it, but I gave him a chance. He sent me sweet text messages and I texted him too. He ended up finding someone at his home state so that didn’t work out which was fine. That’s what I just wanted to say single and work on myself. It’s my fault honestly. If I would’ve just given some of the guys a chance that were interested in me, I could’ve been in a relationship, but the same time it wouldn’t be fair to them because I wasn’t interested. I’m almost 40 and I wasted my 30s and I wish I would’ve needed more in my 20s. It’s too late now I’m not posting this for sympathy. I’m just expressing how I feel.

In the original timelines Biff bullied the weak willed George all his life, called Marty a butthead, harassed Lorraine.
Marty’s future son got bullied by Biffs grandson and groupies. Is it a thing hahaha?

I’m not trying to be rude but if I had a man that was a wimp or a complete pushover or didn’t defend for me because he’s too scared, I would have dumped him/divorced him. Why didn’t Lorraine divorce him in the original time like. Also, how was Marty and his older siblings able to get away with things? I know they’re mother is strong with a backbone (no wonder Marty is closer to his mama) but how would have George suffered when his kids had no respect for him?

I feel pressured to find someone sooner or later but it’s so hard to trust anyone. At my age I feel like I need to find myself a boyfriend soon become I’m pushing 40.
People look at me weird and asked why haven’t I found someone yet or why so I still single and 36. I was told I need to start giving people that are interested in me a chance and sometimes I have to say yes even if they’re not my type. I should stay in my own league since I attract my league (overweight or chubby). My friend said I should give my guy friend a chance and that boy loved me for YEARS. Everyone can tell he’s had a huge crush on me for a long time. He’s been chasing me for years after I told him no. I don’t care I don’t want him.

Like people say your best friend has a huge crush in you for years and everyone knew accept you. You rejected them serval times after they’ve changed you and kept being consistent.

I’m currently an online student at GCU, we’ll I’m inactive right now because it’s been more than two weeks since I took class. I’m supposed to start back up my second year next month. I failed MAT 151 twice with a D. My student services counselor told me if I want to switch, the cheapest option would be at a community college. I don’t see a point because I graduated from community college two years ago. I’m not planning to move on campus because that’s too expensive. I emailed her but I’m waiting to hear back.

Like say you’ve been crushing or in love with this guy/girl for months or YEARS. Or when they rejected you so many times and dated other people.

Like when I post my feelings or whatever I get called out or criticized. I know what you’re thinking, “Well you chose to post so it’s on you.” Yes but I have as much right to express how I feel.
I was posting about how I felt about an actresses death and someone said, “Can we stop with the feed already?! This is the third post.” How the hell was I supposed to know someone else posted. It’s not my job to check.