u/Big-Yogurtcloset-74

I'm 14 F and I haven't been in a healthy relationship for a while or ever but I miss it and I miss being in a healthy relationship and having a close friendship with their family. I've talked to some guy on social media a while ago but I blocked him cuz hey lied about his age and lived far away. I just miss being cuddled by somebody and the affection and being close and bonded with someone and not be called obsessive or attached because I just couldn't trust him and I wanted him to be as bonded to me as I was to him but he cheated so I blocked him.

I'm mainly talking about Christianity but I see lots of christians that shame pride people or people of religions and even if it says that being those is a sin it never says to hate those people. It says to love your neighbors and enemies because we were never made to hate each other and everyone is beautiful

I'm 14 now but I want my first job to work with horses and I have only done a couple trots/canters/gallops and don't have a lot of experience with "spicy" horses and I feel like that is pretty necessary. I love riding horses and just being around them and I was looking at being a stable worker but they all live hours away from me

Okay so I'm 14f and I'm 5'4-5'5 and 149-150 lbs and that's been my biggest insecurity. I started trying to build muscle because I hate how restrictive it is to actively be skinny. I'm also going through a really bad relationship thing and he told me he lost feelings and I l looked at his new girl and I'm pretty sure she's Latina with the long lashes (I'm white I can't compete.) and it made me feel 10x more insecure. I know if I build muscle I'm going to gain weight but the numbers on the scale bother me so badly I just want to stop eating and just chew gum and water. O tried talking to my mom about my insecurity and she tried to be comforting but she just told me to stretch it out and it made it worse

I've had a difficult time attracting pollinators for some reason and I wanted a better harvest so I planted multiple zinnias thinking I would only get a bloom but i never thought they would ruffle and now I have 24 flowers from 3 plants and they LOVE them and I saw my first honeybee and I loved it so much watching it collect pollen and rest. I live by conventional farm and k see them spraying pesticides on some flowers and it really bothers me but they live far away enough to keep it off my flowers and it just makes me so happy helping in some way. I've also seen hummingbirds not knowing that they liked zinnias!

My Grandpa before he died was in the Navy for 24 years and he used to go to türkiye regularly to buy me and my mom gold and brought it back to us. He bought us multiple gold bracelets, necklaces, earrings,etc. And it was real Gold and he didn't even make a whole lot of money but here in US it's so expensive

I'm going into 8th grade and not rlly nervous but last year when I skipped a grade I had no friends and hid in the bathrooms because idk a lot of ppl. There's this boy who goes to my school who I was friends with in 3-4th grade but stopped talking and I kinda miss him and like he's the only reason I'm truly excited to go to school. But last year, we messaged each other and he asked for some nudes and I didn't want to but I have a hard time saying "no" so I just said "maybe later" instead and I took too long ig and he just Blocked me. But this year i was thinking if we get the same classes maybe try sitting next to him and starting convo and yeah.

He also said when we texted he didn't like me in elementary school but likes me now but he said that after he saw me in bathing top and bottoms and didnt wanna use me for my body. BUT. In elementary school i used to play a game with him where when he was busy i would try to see how far he'd let me go while cuddling him and he never showed he was uncomfortable and I told him if he felt uncomfortable I'd stop