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I don’t know how high school reunions work but I don’t plan on going to mines. I never made actual friends and was mostly an outcast who got picked on from time to time. It seems like high school reunions are only for people who peaked in high school. I only made like 3 friends in that school and all of them were the outcasts too who aren’t planning to go there either cuz they know it’s not for them.

I honestly would only go to take majority of the food away (if there is some free snack buffet) and then maybe troll people by pretending like I knew some of them then just leave after 10 minutes 😂. Anyways how was your guys experience like?

I don’t know how high school reunions work but I don’t plan on going to mines. I never made actual friends and was mostly an outcast who got picked on from time to time. It seems like high school reunions are only for people who peaked in high school. I only made like 3 friends in that school and all of them were the outcasts too who aren’t planning to go there either cuz they know it’s not for them.

I honestly would only go to take majority of the food away (if there is some free snack buffet) and then maybe troll people by pretending like I knew some of them then just leave after 10 minutes 😂. Anyways how was your guys experience like?

Being ugly & autistic made me realize how awful humanity truly is. How nasty, insecure, aggressive and toxic they all are. All my life I was treated like shit just because I was different and people found enjoyment out of my own misery. People even went out there way to express the enjoyment they get on hurting me for no reason.

I don’t feel sympathy for any person anymore and it’s funny how i’m the “a hole” when I defend myself for once or don’t bow down to a popular persons feet. They love to call anyone below them a rude person when in reality it’s them. Now I can’t say everyone is rude to me but the ones who are nice to me tend to be fake. I’m sick of this world. And I feel like a lot of these fucked up people r making other people more fucked in the head too.

Being ugly and autistic made me realize how awful humanity truly is. How nasty, insecure, aggressive and toxic they all are. All my life I was treated like shit just because I was different and people found enjoyment out of my own misery. People even went out there way to express the enjoyment they get on hurting me for no reason.

I don’t feel sympathy for any person anymore and it’s funny how i’m the “a hole” when I defend myself for once or don’t bow down to a popular persons feet. They love to call anyone below them a rude person when in reality it’s them. Now I can’t say everyone is rude to me but the ones who are nice to me tend to be fake. I’m sick of this world. And I feel like a lot of these fucked up people r making other people more fucked in the head too.

My Narcissistic mother decided to make up some story just to make fun of me. She made up a lie that when i was little all my teeth was showing from outside my mouth. Then she started trying to find old photos of me when i was a kid and found a photo of me smiling and tried to twist it into making it look like it was my teeth protruding.

She kept on mocking how I “looked” back then. So i decided to mock how she was fat af when she was a teenager. A few hours pass and she decides to do the same mocking thing again almost as if she wants a reaction out of me. My question is why does she want me to get mad? What does she get out of it? Most importantly why does she act like a little sister?

You may think people become nicer the more higher you get in school. But for me it seems like once I got into high school, people got more hostile and mean. I graduated now and even at work people old and young are being disrespectful and self centered. Idk if the pandemic caused all this but this is honestly depressing. Most of these people are hurt people but they love to take it out on the weak & it’s sad to see.

Another thing I wanted to vent about is why are people so hateful towards nerds? I’ve remembered a time some nerdy kid died at my school and some guy straight up said “yeah but he was nerdy” as if he was saying it’s deserved that he died just bc he was a nerd. What is even going on. (obv attractive nerds aren’t getting this treatment) but it seems like people watch way to much disney channel and want to copy it.

For all my life i’ve always dreamed of hanging out/having friends. I never got to do that. A month ago I finally found a friend group. But now I feel like it’s all coming down hill. Some drama happened and I feel like the one friend who invited me all the time is creating distance with me.

All I do is drift people away and at this point it’s getting exhausting trying to get people to like me. I don’t want to be alone again doing nothing but at the same time maybe its for the best besides close friendships never last long. Maybe its better off that i was alone all this time. I need to learn to be happy being independent.

For all my life i’ve always dreamed of hanging out/having friends. I never got to do that. A month ago I finally found a friend group. But now I feel like it’s all coming down hill. Some drama happened and I feel like the one friend who invited me all the time is creating distance with me.

All I do is drift people away and at this point it’s getting exhausting trying to get people to like me. I don’t want to be alone again doing nothing but at the same time maybe its for the best besides close friendships never last long. Maybe its better off that i was alone all this time. I need to learn to be happy being independent.

For all my life i’ve always dreamed of hanging out/having friends. I never got to do that. A month ago I finally found a friend group. But now I feel like it’s all coming down hill. Some drama happened and I feel like the one friend who invited me all the time is creating distance with me.

All I do is drift people away and at this point it’s getting exhausting trying to get people to like me. I don’t want to be alone again doing nothing but at the same time maybe its for the best besides close friendships never last long. Maybe its better off that i was alone all this time. I need to learn to be happy being independent.

I suspected this for a while since she told my coworker “I want to be on my own” but I never knew what she meant by it and kept on too hope. She kept joining my conversations, laughing at my jokes, complimenting my work etc. I always felt like she could just be being friendly but I kept leeching on too hope and daydreaming scenarios about her.

Yesterday I asked my friend (her cousin) what she thought about relationships. He told me that she said to him back in december that she isn’t looking for a boyfriend. That is kinda similar to what she said a month ago with her saying “i want to be on my own”. Now I have no one to crush on. There’s no girl in my classes and she was the only girl at my job who was my age that I finally had the chance to speak too. Ig I just have to stop caring about dating for now cuz dating app also just suck.

When i’m alone and home all day I feel like I start feeling very sad. I don’t have motivation to do anything at all. I sometimes love going to work simply because I get to be around people but once the day is over I have to wait many days just to work my part time job again. I have a few friends too but they’re busy as well. I sometimes wonder why as a kid I was completely fine being home alone all day and finding anything to entertain myself but now as an adult it’s like nothing entertains me.

When i’m alone and home all day I feel like I start feeling very sad. I don’t have motivation to do anything at all. I sometimes love going to work simply because I get to be around people but once the day is over I have to wait many days just to work my part time job again. I have a few friends too but they’re busy as well. I sometimes wonder why as a kid I was completely fine being home alone all day and finding anything to entertain myself but now as an adult it’s like nothing entertains me.

No idea why but ever since I chose to hang out with my coworkers this one night, I started getting feelings for this one girl. I mainly went to see if I could get to know her more. Ever since then she’s been talking to me more, sometimes says hi and even laughs at my jokes.

I keep being delusional and over analyzing everything she does but at the end of the day I think she’s not interested. I’ve made a mistake before by assuming a girl likes me when she was just being friendly and i’m worried on making the same mistake. If anything she just sees me as a “cute puppy”. What’s worse is that for some reason unlike other people, I can’t stop fantasizing about her.

No idea why but ever since I chose to hang out with my coworkers this one night, I started getting feelings for this one girl. I mainly went to see if I could get to know her more. Ever since then she’s been talking to me more, sometimes says hi and even laughs at my jokes.

I keep being delusional and over analyzing everything she does but at the end of the day I think she’s not interested. I’ve made a mistake before by assuming a girl likes me when she was just being friendly and i’m worried on making the same mistake. If anything she just sees me as a “cute puppy”. What’s worse is that for some reason unlike other people, I can’t stop fantasizing about her.

I’m sorry if i’m making another post about my babyface. I just feel like ranting about how people keep constantly telling me I look like a kid/teen. Today my friend said I kinda look 12 and then he said 15 at best. But he said with a beard I at least look 17-18. Then a group of kids were annoying me and my friend at a store and they asked for our ages.

I said I was in my 20s and they kept calling me a liar and then said that im at least 16. I’m getting insanely tired of being told I look like a teenager. People saying to be grateful about it is pure cope. Im incredibly worried that i’ll never get a girlfriend around my age just because I’ll be confused for a child. I’ve been going to the gym and can’t loose a single face fat.

Today my friend said I kinda look 12 and then he said 15 at best. But he said with a beard I at least look 17-18. Then a group of kids were annoying me and my friend at a store and they asked for our ages.

I said I was in my mid 20s and they kept calling me a liar and then said that im at least 16. I’m getting insanely tired of being told I look like a teenager. People saying to be grateful about it is pure cope. Im incredibly worried that i’ll never get a girlfriend around my age just because I’ll be confused for a child. I’ve been going to the gym and can’t loose a single face fat.

I’m sorry if i’m making another post about my babyface. I just feel like ranting about how people keep constantly telling me I look like a kid/teen. Today my friend said I kinda look 12 and then he said 15 at best. But he said with a beard I at least look 17-18. Then a group of kids were annoying me and my friend at a store and they asked for our ages.

I said I was in my 20s and they kept calling me a liar and then said that im at least 16. I’m getting insanely tired of being told I look like a teenager. People saying to be grateful about it is pure cope. Im incredibly worried that i’ll never get a girlfriend around my age just because I’ll be confused for a child. I’ve been going to the gym and can’t loose a single face fat.

I have facial fat in my 20s and I feel like i’ll never get a girlfriend because of this. Maybe it’s good as a teen but once you’re in your 20s then it’s even worse. I’ve been told I look 12,15 and on rare occasions 17-18. I’m very tired of it so I started growing a beard but I’m not sure if that will even help.

I got told by a girl that she wouldn’t date me because I look like a kid. That really stung and I’m even treated like a child my most people. I like a girl who’s the exact same age as me and im starting to worry that she would never want me just because I don’t even look like a man our age.

For so many years my Nmom has had made complaints about how I had no friends and that all I do is sit at home all day on my phone. ive recently found some friends to hang with and ever since then she constantly forces me to come home, always argues after a day I see my friends, and one time I brought them over and I see her in the distance just giving a sad miserable puppy look. I see no proudness in her at all ever since i’ve finally made friends after all this time that she wanted me to make some.

And then yesterday we get to another argument once again after a day of seeing friends and she starts telling me now “All you do is hang out with friends all day and do nothing in your life like studying!” That’s her new combat. And it’s only been a week since I started hanging out btw. She’s genuinely so fucked in the head. She wants me to spend time with her too even tho we never do anything together other than argue.

Some grown man with a literal child works at my job and he tries to act all tough sometimes by throwing insults at me. A few days ago he decides to say I look 15 & that my face is very punchable. Later he had a sharp object and said how he could literally kill me with it. (Obv if report it he will play it off as a joke).

He makes me incredibly uncomfortable especially seeing a grown man whose a dad that’s way older than me doing this. He even is creeping on this girl at our job with a husband by constantly text flirting with her.