u/Perfect-Cause-6943

I went to bed around 12am I have been pretty anxious for the past two weeks. I woke up around 3am I was feeling really chilly and I had too pee. the all of a sudden it cam I felt nauseous I was tembling heart was racing legit felt like I was gonna die. Thank god my parents were home. I was all dissorted running around the house. I felt like I was sick. Mys stomach felt upset, I went outide for some fresh Air and after 30 mins I was starting to feel a lot better. but shaken up. Ive experincefd my first panic attack back in Febuary with my first and last encounter with weed. it was a 10mg THC drink. I'm starting to think the my recent anxiety and panic attacks are related to my first inncident but i'm not sure.

we have been the closest friends forever literally we always hanged out every weekend when we were in school. usually we would play the wii abox and bunch of other stuff. even after I moved we would always text each other and still hangout till very late. we literally did eveything together. fast foward after high school graduation, when getting ready for college. we went and grabbed ourselves a nice sundae and looked back at what we acomplished. we did something evey break and remincied on old times. fast foward to this year. he missed my birthday. im lok oh no worries maybe he just got busy. I messaged him a few weeks later after not hearing from him. "hey I hope everything is ok and if you need anything I'm always there. nope he didnt even respond. im like damn. I can tell he is ingnorning me on purpose hes been posting nonstop on instagram. out of nowhere its been 6 months and he just stopped wanting to hangout with me or wanting to talk to me. Im not sure what went wrong. All I can say is hope he is doing well

we have been the closest friends forever literally we always hanged out every weekend when we were in school. usually we would play the wii abox and bunch of other stuff. even after I moved we would always text each other and still hangout till very late. we literally did eveything together. fast foward after high school graduation, when getting ready for college. we went and grabbed ourselves a nice sundae and looked back at what we acomplished. we did something evey break and remincied on old times. fast foward to this year. he missed my birthday. im lok oh no worries maybe he just got busy. I messaged him a few weeks later after not hearing from him. "hey I hope everything is ok and if you need anything I'm always there. nope he didnt even respond. im like damn. I can tell he is ingnorning me on purpose hes been posting nonstop on instagram. out of nowhere its been 6 months and he just stopped wanting to hangout with me or wanting to talk to me. Im not sure what went wrong. All I can say is hope he is doing well

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Around 2019 there was a group chat that started off from the Minecraft Discord server. I mentioned a Minecraft server and a few of us got along with it. There were 5-6 of us in the beginning in the GC. We created a Minecraft realm which we would play everyday. A few months later it started dying until we created a discord server and invited some more friends. We were 20-25 people at our peak.

Eventually people had left or became inactive. The core group always stuck around despite the drama. Fast forward to 2021 we became super active again up until mid 2022 where we went inactive for a bit and then reconnected in 2023. December 2023 was last when we all had contact until we all had moved on for a while. I reached out to the few people that we were all close with, one person came online they clearly saw my message started typing and then went offline. That kinda made me sad :((. I don't expect them to want to talk again after 3 years of everyone splitting apart but it kinda hurt me inside.

Around 2019 there was a group chat that started off from the Minecraft Discord server. I mentioned a Minecraft server and a few of us got along with it. There were 5-6 of us in the beginning in the GC. We created a Minecraft realm which we would play everyday. A few months later it started dying until we created a discord server and invited some more friends. We were 20-25 people at our peak.

Eventually people had left or became inactive. The core group always stuck around despite the drama. Fast forward to 2021 we became super active again up until mid 2022 where we went inactive for a bit and then reconnected in 2023. December 2023 was last when we all had contact until we all had moved on for a while. I reached out to the few people that we were all close with, one person came online they clearly saw my message started typing and then went offline. That kinda made me sad :((. I don't expect them to want to talk again after 3 years of everyone splitting apart but it kinda hurt me inside.

So my doctor prescribed me Azeline spray for my allergies for the first two sprays it went well though the second two sprays I accidentally breathed in a little too hard now I have unpleasant taste in my mouth should I be worried. The doctor prescribed me two sprays each nostril for the first dose and the only one spray each nose. I've been washing my mouth and trying to eat and drink something to mask the taste. Anxiety doesn't make it any better

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Back in Febuary I got preer pressured into trying liquid cannabis it was high peaks branded drink, it was 10mg thc. I work at a dispensary as reference. one night around closing one of my managers kept pressuing me into drinking the drink. I kept saying no beacuse I dont do any substances. For some reason I fell into the pressure and drank the drink. I had a little more then half. I thought eveything would be fine couple hours went by nothing 9:45pm comes im having a slice of pizza I get the worst hit imagineable. im running around panicked and not sure what to do i went in and out of the house I was fucked up. around 1 am it passes then I crash out because I have uni the next day. that week I had the worst panic attacks imaginable. middle of the night I would wake up. I was on 3 hours of sleep it fucked me up bad. severe anxiey and panic attacks. around mid april May I started to feel more like myself. I just dont feel mentally as strong before. very anxious all the time still though its alot lot better then before.

Just got into an argument at work with one of the bosses. I told them I can't work from 9-10 it's to fucking long I just can't do it this is supposed to be a part time job. Not a full time one. I walked out and told them I can do 9-6. He told me that those hours won't fly with him. I told them You need to hire another delivery driver. It's unfair to me to run around all over the place going all over the place and not even have enough time to eat. I'm delivering even after my hours are over. I walked out on him. Did I do the wrong thing?

I had preordered a Gill Grunt plushie last year I thought I would have gotten it by February. I had contacted Youtooz about the situation and I got no response what do I do from here?

I sold a lot of Mangas to a buyer the auction didn't go that high only about $50 for like the entire series which is a look of books aka Mangas. It's about 18lbs eBay originally only predicted around $17 now it's about $40 to ship everything. I'm taking a hit either way. The buyer says they want to pay the original rate eBay showed and they will leave a negative review either way. What's the best I can even do in this situation?