u/Polite_Humanbeing

I was feeling very down and not lost in life ..

So trying to talk to people about life in general .

Talking about low phases in life and how to get through thoese .

So yeah.. anyone wanna talk about anything .. you are most welcome .

And please dont msg if you judge people ... 🙏

I am kind of lost in life.

Literally every other person i talk to here online ghosts me after sometime.. idk why ..

And I am super introvert.. so very bad at socialising .

I have very very few friends .

I am mostly involved in academics and work , projects etc.

And now I feel lost and I just dont know why this feeling is happening .. like it happens out of no where... I am doing my work with all concentration, took a 5 mins break and suddenly its like .. I feel lonely all of a sudden .

May be cause I dont have anyone to talk to . Idk man.. what to do.. how to deal with this .

Im in my twenties . I feel very insecure about height(5'4) .

Its like ... this thought is always in my mind . Like even during an exam.. I am dead serious.. writing at full speed.. suddenly out of no where i see someone tall.. and then the thought that I am short comes in my mind..

I also want to be successful .. does height matter so much ? People always judge you based on it .. 😔😥

Brothers with short height .. how do you deal with it. Others also respond with your views.

So basically I built an webapp but currently its on my local host . How do I host it for free ? I know a few platforms like railway etc but they ask for monthly subscriptions etc .

How do I deploy my webapp for free ?

I am a cs student . But I am also interested in solving real-world life problems . I want to be an entrepreneur too..

I dont have anyone in my near circle who can guide me from time to time.

Thus looking for a mentor .. who can guide me.. not only here but also in life..

Please text me if you are willing to help me out 😊

I want to get psychic readings.. I am struggling academically and mentally .. want to get myself checked.. whats wrong .. I want to get of this loop .

Please help me with readings .

I wont be able to share pic here.. so please dm or comment so that I can dm .. for reading 🙏

I posted about my anxiety here a few days ago .. then a lot of people reached out to me and helped me..

Then there was this one person who reached out and listened to all my problems and I also listen to that person's things and we were talking nicely.. and then for the last 2 days that person completely stopped replying to me..

The thing is i get anxiety even in this situations when someone stops speaking to me out of no where ..

Cause anyhow I have no fixed person in my life to reach out to share how my day was.. and when I do it to someone they ghost me ..

I am not a good person ? Like what did I do ? 😢

I feel like I need a mental break .. more than physical.. feels like I need to sit peacefully and do nothing (but i cant do that .. cause of lot of things lined up) .. just observe my thoughts..and set some rules for myself..

Idk if I am talking sense but .. I just dont know.. I am really lost and confused at this point. 😔

I am not even able to articulate properly the things I am feeling .. its strange .. its almost like I am just lost .. feels like theres no direction .

I feel lost for the past few days ...

Its like a lack of energy and enthusiasm. And I made a few friends offline and online too but due to some reason or the other drifted away from all of them ..

So at this point its just me with my thoughts.

I have been posting about these 2 or 3 times .. cause I am really lost..

Its I am just not able to see any direction.

I have become so fragile that even the slightest of comments from someone hurts me and I start overthinking and anxiety cripples down ..

I feel this is not me .. I cant recognise myself.. 😔

Wanna get out of this... find myself again