u/megaBeth2

Are people going to still believe that 1 drop of black blood ruins you? Are white kids going to look at him in disgust? Are white people going to assume his intelligence or expertise? Are his teachers going to be surprised every time he speaks well and feel the need to share their thoughts on it? Are his proffesors going to say they were surprised youre on top of the class with the way you look, even if youre from money and wear nice clothes? (Probably too specific) Please someone tell me something is going to change for gen alpha. Why would I even bother getting out of bed if it's going to be shit forever. I spent 3.5 years bedridden and I think im close to just going back there rn. I mostly sit in a recliner chair all day now instead of bed. Why am I moving backwards? Why does everyone else get to live their lives while I can barely move? I have schizoaffective so for like 90% of the time im in hell. Ive had a few attempts, but ive definitely gotten past those. But getting out of bed feels so worthless right now idk how much longer I can hold on sitting outside my room. When will i crack? Tomorrow? In 3 seconds?

Sorry, I rarely vent, but I am quiet frankly smashed 🤙 I hope im not just spitting poison into the world with my evil thoughts

50/50 I feel like a god or a wretch. For now im shitting my guts out and cant stop talking.

It's a remix of a Chopin song and im a simp for chopin

I farmed a crazy build and put the mines right where beetle queen spawned and it took almost 6 seconds to kill. The mines did 95% of the hp and then i got her with the octo blick + turrets. But it was on the very hard level, do i just need to hit nuts faster? I just unlocked the laser turrets after, are they necessary to get the challenge?

I had gain attack speed on crit and 8 ray bans with on hit effects and the lunar item that makes your autos explode

I went to a tournament and froze up and choked to get 3rd place. The instructor stopped paying extra special attention to me and the coach took a new student. I quit. Should i start over as a white belt and get back into it? It seems crazy looking back how quickly they gave up on me. My roundhouse kick throws you around the house

I get MORE done at a higher quality with less deleted work. On a normal day ill get 5 or 6 hours total of burning passion, idk if ill even get one today. Sometimes it's 24/7 no breaks for 2 weeks (im bipolar and disabled) I literally finished an entire song in 2 weeks this February taking a 2 hour nap every other day 😂