What's the point of spirituality when I'm mentally ill?
I have a severe mental illness of schoziphrenia and depression and ocd which makes it impossible to practice spirituality. I know exactly where my mind and spirit need development but the mental illness makes it impossible to develop myself in any meditation or yoga practice. It's like being stuck and relapsing in old habits. Im basically suffering my illness and miss the times during ayahuasca where I felt spiritually at peace. But it is all gone and the mentall illness spread like cancer.