contamination ocd specifically about lettuce

hello :) i'm very sure i have contamination ocd, but i'm not 100%. anywho, my parents are making a dinner that has shredded lettuce (not taylor farms, it's grocery store dole lettuce) and i'm very terrified about getting cyclospora because of the outbreak. my state was one that had the lettuce recalled but i'm still paranoid, considering trump laid thousands of food inspectors off of their jobs and it's the reason we haven't been able to accurately source all of the companies supplying the affected lettuce (or so i've heard). is there any information that would ease this worry?

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u/https_tortured_poets — 19 hours ago
▲ 158 r/Feminism

people are becoming antifeminist

the generalization of all radfems into terfs comes from a very antifeminist place. it comes from cis men attempting to villainize radfeminism and make it into something it's not, so more people don't follow it. radfem isn't bio essentialism. radfem isn't anti-trans beliefs. radfem is fighting for ALL womens rights, no matter what. cis, trans, outside the binary, who CARES.

it frustrates me when people assume all radfems are terfs and follow the same biological-rights spiel. the only biological rights ACTUAL radfems fight for are abortions, gender affirming care for trans women, safe spaces in hospitals with female (not just cis) doctors, etc. its ridiculous how villainous they attempt to make radfems because they hear radical and think the worst. remember folks, generalization sends us back generations.

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i can't do it anymore.

hi, i didn't know where else to post this. i live in a village, population ~500, meaning i live directly next to a field. every year we get mice (for the past six years) but only during winter, then we are able to get rid of them. the problem is that they didn't go away last time. my family has had an infestation for probably the past year and a half. i was okay with it for the first few months, since i always am. but after a while i started to feel disgusting, when i noticed they weren't going away. now i can barely lay in my bed or be in my room without wanting to cry. i have a bed on the floor and really bad depression so i have trouble cleaning my room.

recently, it's gotten worse. just in the past two days i have had mice crawl on me three times. two days ago, a mouse ran across my bare legs and jumped off my bed. yesterday, a mouse ran across my bed. then that same day, it jumped on and off my back while i was laying on my side. this morning (yesterday morning technically since it is 3 am here), i came in my room and a mouse was on my blanket. it ran off. a few minutes ago, i was sitting up and it ran behind my back (between me and my pillows) and pressed up against my back until i turned around and said, "what the fuck?!" then it ran away. there's mouse droppings on my floor, my desk, my BED. i can't leave any food out or it WILL be chewed through and eaten. i can't even sit in my chair at my desk without being scared (once, it climbed up my leg, up my shirt, down into the back of my pants, and down the inside of my pant leg before leaving.) i have no idea what to do. i feel gross and i just want to move out, as my parents said we would soon. idk i just needed to talk about this. we have an ant infestation too which makes me feel grosser.

i'm constantly paranoid and anxious, jumping at any sort of movement and often hurting myself by doing so. it's just gotten so bad that i've started crying after getting startled by nothing. if anyone has any tips on how to get through this i'd be appreciative.

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u/https_tortured_poets — 2 days ago
▲ 227 r/fursuit

question about fursuit styles!!

what style of fursuit is this?? where it's like sorta toony but it has alt hairstyles? idk what the style is called but i want one soo bad!

(photo creds to moth_sprout, fluffy_d3mon, and dokidoki studios)

u/https_tortured_poets — 2 days ago

when should i take my meds?

hi! this is a bit of an odd question, BUTT i was recently prescribed methylprednisolone for a flare up i had. the problem is that the doses say, "take 1 tablet before breakfast," and, "take 2 tablets at bedtime." i have a messed up sleep schedule and usually go to bed by 6 am, maybe 4 am at the earliest. i don't know if i should take the two tablets at 10 - 11 pm, then take the next at 8 am, eat breakfast, and go to sleep? then eat lunch and stuff. i'm not sure if it's significant to sleep or if the "at bedtime" just means around 10 - 11 pm? i need to take my next dose ASAP so i would appreciate if anyone could help!!

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u/https_tortured_poets — 5 days ago

when should i actually take my meds?

hi! this is a bit of an odd question, BUTT i was recently prescribed methylprednisolone for a flare up i had. the problem is that the doses say, "take 1 tablet before breakfast," and, "take 2 tablets at bedtime." i have a messed up sleep schedule and usually go to bed by 6 am, maybe 4 am at the earliest. i don't know if i should take the two tablets at 10 - 11 pm, then take the next at 8 am, eat breakfast, and go to sleep? then eat lunch and stuff. i'm not sure if it's significant to sleep or if the "at bedtime" just means around 10 - 11 pm? i need to take my next dose ASAP so i would appreciate if anyone could help!!

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u/https_tortured_poets — 5 days ago

rash/hives on my chest and abdomen?

hi! i'm sixteen, afab, 5'6 and 167 lbs. i went to the ER today for an allergic reaction on my face and neck, and i also mentioned the rash that's been on my chest and stomach for about a week. this is the "rash." the pictures below are from a week ago, and now, a week in. it has gotten a lot worse. the doctor just said it might be something in the air, prescribed me steroids, and didn't test me at all or look at it. i'm still concerned as it's just worsened. what do you think it could be?

u/https_tortured_poets — 6 days ago

rash/hives all over chest?

hi! i'm sixteen, afab, 5'6 and 167 lbs. i went to the dr today for an allergic reaction on my face and neck, and i also mentioned the rash that's been on my chest and stomach for about a week. this is it. the pictures below are from a week ago, and now, a week in. it has gotten a lot worse. the doctor just said it might be something in the air, prescribed me steroids, and didn't test me at all or look at it. i'm still concerned as it's just worsened. what do you think it could be?

u/https_tortured_poets — 6 days ago

there are a bunch of red bumps on my chest and on my stomach

i didn't even realize how bad it got until i looked at my stomach again. this is over the span of five days. does anyone know what it is? i got this (i think) after wearing a bra off my floor for the first time for work because i had nothing else. it itches sometimes and some are painful to scratch.

u/https_tortured_poets — 6 days ago

is this safe to eat?

it was hanging somewhere mice couldn't reach it (at least i don't think) and inside another plastic bag, so i don't know if this was caused by mice or simply tore, especially since it's such a small hole and no one was near or in the kitchen for about twenty minutes. i cannot get another bag and i was really looking forward to this. can i still eat it?

u/https_tortured_poets — 10 days ago

can i eat this bag of chips?

it was hanging somewhere mice couldn't reach it and in another plastic bag, so i don't know if this was caused by mice or simply tore. i cannot get another bag and i was really looking forward to this. can i still eat it?

u/https_tortured_poets — 10 days ago

do i have costo?

whenever it happens, i get a sort of sharp pain in the left area of my chest/breastbone that hurts worse if i twist or breathe in. it's tender if i try pressing on it. the pain goes away usually within twenty minutes. this happens sort of frequently. i'm 16, AFAB, 170 lbs and 5'5. i always get scared that something's wrong with my heart because i'm overweight and it's terrifying.

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u/https_tortured_poets — 12 days ago

am i having/did i have an allergic reaction to this bra i wore?

i wore a bra one day bc i had no other choice and then i got these all over my upper stomach, shoulders, and chest. nowhere else. it's been lingering for like two days. i also had a bit of a hard time breathing last night, but it cleared up

u/https_tortured_poets — 12 days ago

bed bugs? i'm freaking out

i just got clusters of these all over my chest and stomach randomly. some itch and some hurt to scratch

u/https_tortured_poets — 12 days ago

bed bugs?

these randomly appeared idk when. they're only on my stomach and chest, some of them hurt a little to scratch and some itch

u/https_tortured_poets — 12 days ago

[For Hire] my little pony

prices here bc they're not fully set up on artistree yet!!

bust (like the first picture), sketch - $6
bust, flat colors - $8
bust, rendered - $13

full body, sketch - $10
full body, flat colors - $12
full body, rendered - $20

chibi (second picture), sketch - $3
chibi, colored - $6

(last pic is a wip, so consider it flat colors!)

u/https_tortured_poets — 12 days ago

stomach and collarbone have bumps all over them?

(only picture of stomach for example) this has been happening for a few days. some itch and some hurt to itch. i have no idea whats going on

u/https_tortured_poets — 12 days ago

[For Hire] Chibis

cheap chibi commissions 😋🫶 this is to help save for a drumset!

prices in my artistree 👇

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u/https_tortured_poets — 17 days ago
▲ 2 r/Phobia

how do i get over my fear of horror?

i've loved horror for as long as i can remember. i love the concept, i love the plots, i love when there's new, creative psychological horror movies. but i'm so deathly afraid of them, mostly realistic >!gore!< and really unsettling things. it's so bad that i went to doctor strange: multiverse of madness and in the car, my aunt started telling me there was really graphic things and it was scary. i plugged my ears and closed my eyes the whole movie. i can't even watch a horror trailer without having to look away in fear. it's so bad. what brought this up is the fact that i want to watch Obsession, but everyone i know, knows my fear of horror and is telling me not to because i won't be able to sleep. how do i at least start getting over my paranoia?

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u/https_tortured_poets — 19 days ago