u/yunkosuku

Title pretty much sums it up. i was on bendy. Someone dm’d me making crazy accusations calling me names. I called them an ass. Pretty much instantly… Permanently banned on my other account. For saying they were an A** for doing this. Okay then. Bro was definitely a Matt Merola operative but we’ll save that story for another day, Battled in the coments, had some wars. A word here A word there. I can completely defend it tho cuz like they were being rude as h*ll for literal nothingness. I reported each and every1 of these redditors’ in good faith! Because getting somebody band for the word of a donkey is just absolutely fucked. I have a swearing problem. Cannot contain myself sometimes and i’m sorry but like, A word? A permanent ban? Really? Seems a little harsh don’t it? What is this the DPRK?

TL:DR: Was on bendy and called someone the a word and my reddit account was permanently banned forever.

So i’ve been posting about Matt for a long time now. People in my life have tried to tell me he doesn’t exist, saying that i made up this “Entity” that was following me that goes by Matt The Man or Matt Merola or Matt The Assassin or “Never” he laces people with an experimental substance called bendy that makes you see in black and white for 16 hours. He’s been harassing me for so many years now and if you look through my post history there’s quite clear physical evidence of his existence, sadly, a lot of people both irl and online have tried to convince me Matt is a supernatural entity that haunts me. I don’t buy it, there’s no clear evidence that Matt is anything supernatural rather than just a scumbag that drugs unsuspecting “friends” and beats women.

So a super frustrating thing happened the other day when i went down to my local Delta 8 Smoke Shop and i told the guy i wanted Delta 8. He kept trying to push me this Delta 7 shit and when i ask him how it’s made and what the deal is with it i hear a loud machine behind him beeping and making/printing/faxxing noises. He keeps telling me to calm down and behave and keep composed when i ask him what the sound is over and over again. He keeps interrupting me telling me Delta 7 is grown locally. When i keep asking what that sound is he assures me it’s “nothing” Yet, In the background behind him, i very CLEARLY see an image of weed vape pen being fed into a machine. I started screaming at him about how the vape and (the substance inside) are obviously 3D printed substances and i JUST SAW him do it. Right in front of me. He apologized and gave it to me for free. Is it safe to vape this? I have no idea what could be inside of the cartridge considering it was entirely 3D printed the substance inside the pen is made out of digital particles. No idea what happens if i consume this but thought maybe these 3D printed ones were a trend others might know about.! Anyone ever had a 3D printed vape pen before?

Having trouble finding this old lost meme fangame that was made by Matt Merola where It was like modded Painful but Bread was basically on an experimental drug developed by the creator Matt Merola who self inserted himself as the main villain into the fangame. Basically it was a repaint of painful where instead of Buzzo and the Joy Boys you were harassed by Bendy and Lost Ones and the whole world was in black and white and there was black spots floating everywhere because you were on Bendy which is actually also a real substance that Matt Merola made and got arrested for because it combined a bunch of crazy stuff including fingolomid. So that you could see black and white irl and black spots but he put it in the game too. The music would get cartoonishly Helish whenever you took tha Bendy which replaced Joy. There was a scene added to it where you go into a decayed mall called the Mall of Ink and they were selling Jeffy puppets that leaked ink. I played it once when i was younger in my gramma’s hose before she kicked me out. I haven’t been able to find an itch.io upload of it or anything since then. Seemingly a Fan-Game That is Lost-Media.

So there’s this account on reddit called u/One_Drummer4606 that claims he’s Matt Merola, the guy who got me addicted to Bendy with Fingolimod in it so now i’m constantly seeing in black and white, he says all this shit but i think he’s pretending to be Matt Merola because the in n out that he worked at was in Lakewood and not Miami so it seems like he doesn’t have his Matt Merola facts straight and he made a post saying i’m harassing him

So like yea im pretty sure hes demons inside of him because he got picked up from the airport today and hes young and not that bright but everyone acts different when hes around and he just forces them to play counter strike all the time> i dont know what to do about him because hes obviously haunted inside and brings demonic energy with him when hes strolling through he tried to get my girlfriend to go into a blood fountain with him to recreate some sort of ritualistic photo. On a certain moon... What should i do about him

So, when my dad was young he used to dress up as a pig lady for his friends family and neighbors to laugh at, he would dance around and he would have pig features. Everybody in my family had a habit of chewing on steel rool pads because of the prescribed fingolomoid to every single one of my family members for a blood disease that runs in the family. So we were constantly seeing in black and white, my mom thought my dad was eating chocolate but when we gained color back after a break from the fingolomoid that not only is our dad around bowls of shit just playing with them and recording them but hes EATING THEM ON LIVE like you can look this shit up. filthina pig, filthina pig diary of a necro piggy. Whatever. This is the mf that used to feed me steel rool until my gums bled. But yeah if any of yall have seen filthina pig in reels or anything recently since shes been blowing up thats her backstory k bai <3

So turns out my friend matt’s dog bit me while running at me in his backyard while we were both recreationally tripping on bendy, found out his dawg has been gettting into his finglomid stash and that’s why the dog has been drooling a purplish color. We were seeing in black and white so idk can’t b bothered but i felt super disoriented after getting bitten and tried to get matt to calm down but he was throwing up that gray shit you throw up on fingolomid. Will the dog be fine should i be mad at matt or look after the doug instead for good

So, when my dad was young he used to dress up as a pig lady for his friends family and neighbors to laugh at, he would dance around and he would have pig features. Everybody in my family had a habit of chewing on steel rool pads because of the prescribed fingolomoid to every single one of my family members for a blood disease that runs in the family. So we were constantly seeing in black and white, my mom thought my dad was eating chocolate but when we gained color back after a break from the fingolomoid that not only is our dad around bowls of shit just playing with them and recording them but hes EATING THEM ON LIVE like you can look this shit up. filthina pig, filthina pig diary of a necro piggy. Whatever. This is the mf that used to feed me steel rool until my gums bled. But yeah if any of yall have seen filthina pig in reels or anything recently since shes been blowing up thats her backstory k bai <3

so, my dad and sometimes my mom and occasionally my stepfather and grandfather used to serve me this (i know really weird) snack but actually we were on episode 9 of the third season of my strange addictions, basically my family members all are lacking in a specific enzyme you can only get from steel rool. So their blood is lacking in this so they have always sucked on steel rool pads; My mom used to give us fingolomoid before bed to calm us down. She said that seeing in black and white would make things more relaxing and like an old garloon, and that the black specks were little baby dust angels who would protect us. So whenever we were running late to helping school we would be offered a pad of steel rool marinated in water then squeezed dry so the rust and soap can run clean through them then they were dusted with crushed fingolomoid like little trophies :)

the other day i accidentally spilled my bendy. (I know i know. irresponsible) Well basically im a teacher for 2nd graders and sometimes i wear a dress with a pouch in the chest that my children call the kangaroo dress. So, i was attending a Gabriel Simpson launching party for my school. And i have ben struggling with bendy abuse for the longest while now. I think the fingolimod in it is what makes it so addicting. Well the room was black and white with black spots flying everywhere so i was tripping around and spilled my bendy bottle into the entire punch bowl. I had an irrational reaction. And im really ashamed of it. So i started throwing shit, like actually destroying the platters of food and all of the punch bowls thinking which one went wrong. next thing i know theres 19 kids behind me drinking punch and now all of them are on fucking bendy with fingolomid. Yikes. How do i explained this to their parents? Now that theyre all seeing in black and white? I was actually throwing a fit over the lost bendy instead of keeping an eye on those YNs so i guess it serves me right.

When i was like super super pour i used to have to be made to do something by my dad whenever i was in the bathroom. There was a floss shortage in 2011 because apparently the wax that they put on the string is made of Fingolomid and apparently that drug is used for Wor 1 time im prushing my teeeth and i go for the flosser to realize we have none. MY dad smiles with his teeth out and i can see nothing but a mouth full of brown wire. He said "Steel rool sun, you know what its best for" and he shoved a steel rool pad into my mouth. I was crying and yelling at the top of my lunks that i even tried to use Comet bleach and Dawn dish soap to wash out my mouth., Nowadays though whenever i try to use a flosser i find myself missing the taste of rust, blood, and soap, So. I always default to plucking off little steel rool string off the pad when im done eating, and then i use it to floss no matter what hapens. Im not afraid.