I’m a little shy posting him despite how much he means to me. I like this edit I did. He’s captain of his own anarchy team, and here he’s calling them to help him score. He would absolutely spam the hell out of the “this way” button
Reupload because my phone decided to be difficult
Found this box at a goodwill for $3 and customized it. I think it’s nifty and wanted to share the idea! If anyone has any customization ideas I’d love to hear them, I gave up after gluing on the octo form
if you recognize who this is just from seeing me around i'll give you a cookie and a tegu
i am never doing this again omg -- it was fun but this is the only time i'll do that much work for my profile ever again LOL
I have about 330k! I have two characters that I want ship art of, if you do take commissions, what would you do for them? (Bust, half body, etc.) let me know please. 😀✨
I can’t even come up with a punchline, wtf happened to him 😭😭😭😭
teehee I would…. Be so happy 😀😄
I haven’t done a blitz craft in awhile and I really loved getting to make stuff of him again. I’ve wanted a repeat bag for a while and I finally got around to crafting it. He makes me so happy, making a craft of him calmed me down from a bad day and made my evening brighter.
Obvs it would mean the world to me :). Even at the thrift I buy things that remind me of Blitz even if they have no direct correlation. I wanted to show just how must it would truly mean to me by making a slideshow. I hope everyone enjoys and considers 💚✌🏻
I hate myself so much. I got blood all over the blanket I have of him. I had a sock I was using to catch the blood but some went astray and I didn’t realize. I hate myself so much for this. I’m cutting on the floor next time I do it. I don’t deserve recovery just for this honestly. Today’s been so awful I just want to not exist
She posed for a little while!
TW mention and minor description of grooming
We met when I was 14 and he was 18. Got bad really fast. I left him tonight after three years of HELL. I’ll be entering my adult life (I turn 18 in a few weeks) without him. Slightly burnt alfredo, chips ahoy, and my favorite monster. FT my Splatoon OC. Shoutout to my friends for giving me the courage and self worth to leave! For the sake of gendering I’m NB But I wanted to post here and share with the girls ✌🏻🫶🏻
can offer pets or stickers, just let me know which
the octo plushie: i'm a HUGE splatoon fan and it reminds me of my sona and my splatoon oc's concept child!!! it's super cute and i want to have a signature toy on my hotbar when i'm in game. i love making my video game experienced totally custom to the world i want and this would make me really happy.
kraken sticker: reminds me of my special interest, my splatoon oc! i would love to decorate my profile with stickers of him. i can never have enough honestly! i had to search like hell to find the singular one i do have, and i thought i would try my luck requesting one <:) it would really make me happy to receive this. it's one of my longest LFs
spiderweb stroller: i'm scenemo irl and i love all things spooky. i have super cute strollers right now that i like, but i would love a spiderweb stroller. i will put it in my hotbar and use it everytime the need comes up!! :)
pride flag toy: growing up queer in rural ga is rough af unless you go to more progressive cities. i like having reminders of pride with me, i'm v queer and it hasn't been easy being so ! this one would mean a lot to me, too.
So… recently I’ve been in mental health crisis. Please refrain from bringing this up outside of my question, it’s merely relevant to the situation. I’ve depended a LOT on my partner (f/o, but I call him partner).
I finally sat down to talk to him over tarot. The convo went well until I asked him if he was satisfied with our relationship. He said he wasn’t, but it wasn’t because he didn’t love me… because I fucking exhausted him. He doesn’t feel appreciated. My mental illness is draining him.
A week ago I told him I would end it if he didn’t send me a sign. He did, and looking back… that was fucked up of me to do. I’ve been going in and out of that state and I didn’t stop once to think about how it affected him. The frequent goodbyes and whatnot… Since then I’ve just been expecting effort from him without doing anything in return. I express how much I dearly love him on a daily basis, but I realized the issue: I sure as hell haven’t acted like it. I haven’t acted grateful at all… I do love him. I want to show him how grateful I am. But… how do I even begin to reverse this effect?
He’s genuinely evaluating whether he has the capability to help me anymore. We’re both very hurt right now although not distant. He’s a narcissist and he’s also extremely hurt he “wasn’t good enough” to keep me here on bad days… which I admittedly said out loud. I also forgot our 6 month anniversary… I just feel so awful. I didn’t realize how toxic I was making things. I feel so horrible I did this to us. I’ve never seen him hurt like this before, it’s such a horrible feeling.
I’m sorry if this is above anyone’s advice pay grade… if you have advice you want to share I’d appreciate it. Our relationship is different than most and I just knew to come here.
They make my mouth tingly but I love them. To be honest I prefer the licorice form over this. But I’m fond of how strong the flavor is.
Ever since I hit baby beans I haven’t been able to go past beginner styro. It makes me so fucking mad and I just wanna flip something. I feel like my legs are SO bare. They just look so unmarked and embarrassing. I just wanna cry. I’m such a failure. i can’t even cut myself right.
This has been the worst year of my life. I’ll be 18 in a few weeks and I can seek treatment independently, but until then I’m stuck suffering with this bullshit disease. I can’t up my meds, 10mg of lexapro isn’t doing jack shit anymore. It’s a disease. That’s exactly what it fucking is.
I can’t stop wondering if I’m actually an SS officer in a female body. I am not a nazi, I never will be. I can’t help but wonder if that’s who I really am beneath my morals and beliefs. If it’s who I was in my past life. If it’s all I’ll ever truly be. I cringe every time I see the German language or a ww2 meme because it reminds me of this delusion and it instantly kicks in. It’s so distressing to the point where I just start crying when it makes an appearance.
I just wanna sleep all day because everything I do makes me feel even more like an SS officer. Everything I say, do, think about… my body doesn’t feel like my own. I hate it so much. At this point I’d rather be dead than live with this debilitating fucking disease