Prayer request urgent
Salam. I have been having some chronic pain on and off pain for a while and going to the doctors to figure what is it soon. It has ruined and drained my life. I'm so scared it it something costly. I have elderly parents and we don't have that kind of money. I'm so scared it's going to be something costly. I honestly don't want to even wake up anymore with how much it's annoying me.
I just want to wake up one morning and have this pain be gone and never come back. I wish it never started.
I know I haven't been a perfect muslim but I try every day to be a better person and better child. I'm so scared. I have cried for months about it and i'm so drained and scared. I have to finish school and get a job to help support my parents and any serious health issues will ruin that.
Please pray for me.