u/JellyCharacter1653

i don’t know how to spell it but pro lifers are saying just give birth to it so you can hold it and love it and it can feel your love but like who wants to hold their dying newborn knowing it’ll only survive for a few minutes,hours,or days…..

when my mom was pregnant with her second child the baby got diagnosed with a fatal bone disease that wouldve made it to were the baby would survive only a few hours to like a day or two and my mom was given the option to have the baby later like whenever it decides to come or she could get an abortion and she chose to get an abortion bc in her words it would’ve fucked her up she wouldnt of been able to be a mom to me she knew she couldn’t go through with that bc it would’ve fucked her up mentally she was on antidepressants from having me (PPD) and it would’ve made her PPD so much worse i was a year old when this happened and im 26 now and only just heard about this a few months ago.

i understand that some babies survive and stuff but theres no guarantee that the baby will survive and thats why i believe some ppl choose abortion not just that obviously but yeah.

so do they think everyone wants to do that bc to me it seems like that would be alot more traumatizing than just having an abortion but that’s just me….

i had my triplets 2 months ago and one of them is a boy now ive dealt with my girls peeing while im changing them but normally it’s just a little bit and it like slides down it doesn’t go straight up onto me or onto MY FACE 😭😭.

and sometimes i feel like hes doing it on purpose bc i swear he smiles i swear it my bf thinks im crazy but i see itttt.

my house has a outbreak with drain flies and ive already bought stuff on amazon it’s supposed to come in a few days but omg they keep coming to my room i can’t fucking breathe without one in my face and my mom doesn’t care but ofc she doesn’t, she refuses to get me diagnosed bc she doesn’t think i have ocd despite my therapist telling her that i have symptoms of contamination OCD.

and a bug landed on my hoodie sleeve and i squished it and it died but then it fell before i could grab it and now it’s on my bed somewhere and i can’t wash my blankets or anything bc our washer and dryer isn’t working and all my other blankets are packed up bc im moving in with my bf in like a month or 2 and omfg i hate summer like hate hate ittttt 😭

where did it come from bc im pretty sure you have to clean the like leg to keep it from getting infected and considering it’s the apocalypse theres no good soap or anything and unless they got it from an already dead body which is a literal breeding ground from bacteria then realistically he shouldn’t have one.

so i saw this video on tiktok i can’t save it cuz the creator turned that option off but i had to google it and he was omfg what happened to him and in the video he actually sounded smart like WTF HAPPENED

whenever i shower i have to get the smell of shampoo and conditioner out of my hair or else i think it’s still in my hair and realistically ik it’s not but my brain convinces me it is which leads me to take 3 hour showers trying to get it all out my bf recently brought 2in1 one shampoo and conditioner so hopefully that helps.

edit ive already been diagnosed with contamination ocd but with food and i dont know if thats a separate thing not like separate bc it’s still contamination ocd but yeah.

sorry if this doesnt make sense im writing this at 3:30am

so i have a appointment in september and i thought we found the perfect setting but im starting to have some mental health issues and yeah obviously hes not turning it off but im scared if he adjusts it my dystonia will come back.

i have contamination ocd but with food and literally everything is being recalled all my favorite foods granola, frozen berries, prepared pasta, lettuce like omg i can’t eat anythinggg…

im extremely scared of getting west nile virus for reasons im not gonna mention here but yeah. so have there really been cases

so i have 5 kids and basically my house is always messy and i finally bought gloves the type they use at hospitals and when i think something is contaminated i just put on a pair of gloves and deal with it like that it’s helped me alot.

i have a 3 year old 5 year old and month old triplets and im terrified of going out in public with all 5 bc like i only have two hands and my 3 year olds an eloper so im scared she’ll run while im dealing with my triplets but my bf said i have to get over this eventually bc he cant keep going out in the mornings to get breakfast or groceries etc (he works nights) i have help i have my mom but she works days as a nurse and my bfs parents aren’t in the picture they died recently and he doesnt have grandparents or siblings and omg im so stressed out 😭.

has anybody else gone through this? how did you get over it?

we cant afford childcare right now.

i ran out of my disability money and had to have my mom cash app me so i could doordash me something bc my mom hasn’t gone grocery shopping in a while and i read online that they don’t take 20$ out of your next payment but if you go above that then they can or something like is that true….

omg if they would do fucking research they would know that there is no bacteria on mars the bacteria that has been found is from like a million years ago or something like omfgggg ppl are so dumb like it’s hilarious 😭

so the first like 5 seasons take place in georgia and georgia gets hurricanes, floods, storms etc and i really wanted to see how the group would’ve handled a hurricane or tornado especially on hershels farm and walkers bc imagine your tent goes flying or a wall goes down or something like how would they have handled that.

same in virginia bc of tornadoes like imagine a walker just goes flying into your house ykwim imagine how cool it would’ve been just to see a walker go flying into someone’s house.

yes ik there’s storms and stuff but i wanted to see a big storm like a hurricane or tornado or something not just a rain and wind storm which yes ik was still big but still