What do i even do?

What do i even do?

For context, this was from one of my posts (I deleted it) which is my take on The Boogeyman's voice from the Boogeyman horror games. This was posted to the horror sub reddit, and was a repost from a more smaller community, which is the horror games sub reddit.

The reason why I make this post is that with this voice take, I don't even know what to do with it anymore, or where to even post it anymore. I'm a content creator, and I previously did my take of Springtrap's voice, which a lot of people really liked. For the Boogeyman voice take, I used better voice filters and editing, and I fist posted it to my YouTube channel, then started the reddit post attempts.

However, this is where the BS starts to happen. Whenever I post it to the main horror sub reddit, people just downvote it like crazy when it's an improvement over my Springtrap voice. I post it elsewhere, and I still get hate, or nobody even LOOKS at the post. Like, seriously, do I deserve this hate? And i did this almost 15 times. 15 TIMES. I posted it to the main horror sub reddit again, to see if anything would change, but nope, still the same thing.

Like, seriously, I don't even know what to do. Other than hate, the moderators of sub reddits just remove it for no reason. Like, can I not even POST my damn works? This is just so idiotic.

If anyone would be nice enough to give alternatives / advice, I would really apreciate it. This situation is just so annoying.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 18 hours ago

This YouTuber deserves better

This is d4rbzx, or often called by subscribers by her real name, Darby / Luna. She started youtube in 2023 and mainly focused on roblox content. I was never subscribed to her, until I got her "last video" recommended to me.

She deleted all her old videos (they're still in a playlist), and in the video titled "i'm done" She explains why she quit, or at least is taking an extended break. It's a mix of mental health recovery, and hateful comments, most notably, "death threats", and never in my life have I been saddened by a YouTuber quiting, especially what this person had to go through.

Luna explained in the video that over the past month, she experienced hate in her comments, with people telling her to kill herself over what she believed in. On top of that, she started feeling that making YouTube videos wasn't really her passion. Sure, she posted them to make people happy, but she felt like she was being forced to make them happy, and YouTube was just destroying her life. It came to the point where she couldn't sleep at night, had nightmares, and couldn't even recognize herself in her own reflection. And eventually, she just knew that she couldn't keep forcing herself over something she doesn't have a passion for.

Just like others, i supported. I made some comments and replies in the comments section, most notably a comment saying how I understand her, as a simaler thing happened to me a month ago, and i knew she read it because she hearted it, same with others. Just, the fact that the death threats made her feel these things just both sadden me while angering me at the same time.

Whoever made those comments are absolute cruel bastards - those people don't even understand how much those types of messages can affect a person. She didn't deserve any of this.

As for Luna, she doesn't upload much other than updating her Playlist, but she started making posts that were updates, to let us know how she's doing every now and then. However, a day ago, the channel disapeared, and i started to get worried, as I thought she deleted the channel, as so many changes happened, like the profile and bio changes. However, the channel is back now, as she unlisted it after getting 15 more death threats, and unlisting the channel. It's back now, and that's all that matters.

But still, this YouTuber did not deserve any of the things she went through - and the fact she got 15 more death threats is absolutely cruel. Whoever made those threats are just awful people who don't even hear themselves - i hate those kinds of people.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 2 days ago

This is my very own Slendrina redesign

This here, is my very own redesign of Slendrina in my very own art style. I previously did nosferatu and slenderman. I haven't been posting a lot of new redesigns especially here lately because I've been trying other things, like voice acting, and I recently was doing posts in r/greifsupport on topics like my family losses, and a lot of christian topics.

This was created with the new equipment I have, that being markers, and also a mix of colored pencils, and normal pencil shading.

For Slendrina, I made her somewhat simaler to how I did Granny, but a lot more thinner. Her hair i made inspired by Sadako from Ring (as well as Samara, just a little bit). Her face i made. Ore rotted like to fit the characteristics of the other family members. Her dress is made more withered-like, but I shaded it lightly with pencil so it didn't blend in with her face color. Her hands i made blackened out to fit some textures of her in game.

In her right hand, I had her holding the teddy bear from Granny 1, or at least my redesign of it, it keeping it's gray-ish white form.

Like my other drawings, I did record a short behind-the-scenes video when this was in sketch form, which will be posted to my YouTube channel. I'll probobly put the link here whenever I upload it. As always, let me know what you think of the artwork/redesign, and I'll be glad to get back to you as soon as I can ;)

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 4 days ago

The Fear Zone: by K.R Alexander

The fear zone is a horror novel I got when I turned 14, as well as it's sequel, The Fear Zone 2. Its by one of my favorite authors, K.R Alexander.

The story centers around the Halloween season in a small town, and focuses on 5 high school teens. April, a female student who suffers from Coulrophobia (fear of clowns). Andres, an homosexual male teen who is good friends with April and suffers from thalasophobia (fear of deep waters). Deshaun, an older teen from a separate school and suffers from phasmophobia (fears of the paranormal, demons, and evil spirits) Kyle, a friend of Deshaun, who lives with an abusive father, and suffers from Ophidiophobia (fear of snakes). And Coraline, a bully who suffers from Claustrophobia (fear of tight spaces).

On Halloween night, all five teens got a mysterious invitation to go to the cemetery to dig up a mysterious grave. When they found said grave and dug it up, nothing seemed to happen. Only, that would only be the beginning, as much worse events would happen.... each teen has nightmares, hilucinations, nightmarish images. What they freed from that cemetery was a mysterious cosmic entity who takes the form of a clown, who feeds on fear, and human souls. The Clown had been sealed in the cemetery for generations, and needed the teens to free it. It shapes into their worse fears from a shark in the water, a snake waiting to strike, a ghost in the walls, and a nightmare about being buried alive.

Overall, I absolutely loved this book. Just like other K.R books, it has a dark, terrifying presence to it. The story really reminded me of Stephan King's IT.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 8 days ago

Last Laugh: by K.R Alexander

Last laugh is a horror book I picked up a couple years ago. Its made by one of my favorite authors, K.R Alexander. The story centers a teenager named Victor, who lives with his parents, and his older sister, Sarah, as well as his younger sister, Geneveve. Sarah throughout the family years notably was terrified of clowns. If any clown, on the streets, a statue, she yelped as loud as she could. One day, Victor, Sarah, and Geneveve were all sent to their grandma's house because their mom needed someone to look after them due to important business. The grandma's house as described is withered, enough to give anyone creeps. Other than that, she's a caring elder who loves cats and antiques. Only, while the three teens are there, there is one rule that their grandma highly declared: NEVER open her bedroom door, or even go in. On the night there, Victor became curious, and him and Geneveve opened the room, to a what seemed to be normal scenery. The room was filled with several porcelian clown dolls, mostly from the 1920's. Wanting to pull a prank on Sarah, Victor stole one of the clown dolls, and hid it in her bed, only, after a few hours, it vanished on its own.... throughout the story, Victor has nightmares, hilucinations, horrific things happening to his family. Once he opened that bedroom door, he freed an ancient demon known as Mordeth, who feeds on fear, and controls the clown dolls like puppets.

Overall, despite its decent length, this book just like other K.R Alexander books captivate a dark, terrifying atmosphere. I also like how Mordeth was portrayed as a villian.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 9 days ago

Refugee: by Alan Gratz

This right here is my favorite book, EVER. Refugee is a story about war, and escaping, by one of my favorite authors, Alan Gratz. Its an old book, from 2017, and is Gratz's most famous book. The novel centers around three stories. Josef, a jew living in the 1940's during World War 2. Isabel, a female teen from Havana fleeing from the Cuban civil war. And Mahmond, in 2015, fleeing from the Syrian civil war. All with one purpse: escape. All of them are with their families, going through brutal journeys, on land, on boat, All what it takes to get to freedom. However, there are people who despise their type - commandos, watch guards, country dictators.

Overall, this book is easily my favorite. Its a mix of action, and being a sympathetic story. You can really feel the struggles each family's story has.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 9 days ago
▲ 23 r/roblox

Just chilling at the bottom of the ocean:

I was playing Shark Bite, and the shark attacked my boat. I was still in the seat, and I just fell to the bottom of the ocean.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 9 days ago

Springtrap VS. Peter Griffen aftermath

I had Springtrap and Peter fight to the death, and decided to share what they both looked like now after the fight.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 11 days ago
▲ 2 r/roblox

How TF am I still alive???????

I was playing Shark Bite, and the shark attacked my boat, and I lost BOTH of my legs, and my left arm, and my hat, and SOMEHOW I am still alive.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 12 days ago
▲ 0 r/google

Im appear on Google AI search now

I just started googling myself because I was bored, and my reddit account actually comes up.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 17 days ago

Uncanny Valley: a retro-style horror game

Uncanny valley is a indie horror game made by Cowardly creations, and made in a retro 2d sidescroller style. The story centers around a guy named Tom, who by train moved to the outskirts of a small rural town, to work his new job as nightguard at a abandoned facility that is trying to be brought back by entrepreneurs. Throughout the game, nightmares and visions will occur, telling briefly of Tom's past, being a mix of guilt, depression, and PTSD. The game's events will change based on the choices you make toward the other characters, that being Buck, the morning shift guard, and a mysterious woman named Eve. Later, you eventually find that the facility is more than meets the eye. This game i really like because it really gives Silent Hill like vibes.

u/RaspberryDry9552 — 18 days ago