u/throwsaway045

I tried a program and I have win7 and it completely blocked everything and I had to enter the drivers for everything manually back it was like dead...

the thing is I need a switch off because I fall asleep with it on and my bill are high....(I connected it with vga) I don't have a sleep routine so I am not always sleeping at the same hours..by the way if you are poor like broke I recommend one with a switch off because I am worried now and I don't really use it that much because I fall asleep everytime lol

Did it work for you? I don't know anything about it and I have not seen much stuff online

Plus this mf are painful and the pus always come back I pop them because the pus make it hard and super painful and I literally feel them when they are forming, here where i live they prescribe nebido every 12 weeks and sustanon/ testoviron every 28 days is all over the place, I have been on both and now I am on nebido and getting back acne it happens every time before summer..what to do? I also do blood once a year now, i don't think I will do it now because I don't have money

⁰ feeling unworthy, unloved,undesiderable

⁰ feeling like a burden or asking too much

⁰ feeling alone while together or detached

⁰ feeling the love go through them and used to nutre them instead of loving back

⁰ feeling like you are craving a void of being seen as whole loved for all of you and wanted..

⁰ feeling disgusted and unwanted

⁰ feeling like begging to be loved, hold and wanted

⁰ feeling like you can't share and express your needs because they are too much to hold that you need to suppress them until one day you can't hold them anymore

⁰ feeling like the bad guy/girl for having needs and need to be seen and loved and breaking up

⁰ feeling like you talk too much, you are too affectionate or too sexual or too needy, basically every feeling you experience too them is too much to hold to beside superficial one

⁰ feeling trapped out of air and anxious around them always monitoring what you are gonna say etc. and their reactions because you don't want to hurt them or upset them

⁰ you doing and asking all the emotional work and initiative on your shoulders

⁰ when you have needs etc. or bad feeling they literally ignore them or go away or actually tell you they can't deal with that and they physically leave

⁰ feeling a rollercoaster of loving and disliking/hating them

⁰feeling so alone while going through tough times because you know you can't count on them

⁰ they feel cold and always controlled or holding back and never really vulnerable

this is my experience with my mother and ex.. I am writing this as a reminder and let me know if you also had this experience or not, I still think that maybe there is something wrong with me and my need to be loved and it play mind tricks on them and If I feel guilty for feeling to much or being too sensitive

I am in my late 20s, I have go no contact with my family for about 2/3, I told my parents which have been separated forver to not contact me or come to my house..guess what? yesterday someone ringed my doorbell, my dad sent me an email yesterday night and today my mom ringed my doorbell and basically called by my name because I had open windows.

I didn't not respond, what do I do now? I explained briefly why I don't want to be in contact etc. but nothing change I am out of money like my bank account is literally zero after grocery so I will have to contact again because I have to pay rent but I want to keep it minimal because if I do everything will go back as how it was and I will be put again in the dynamics of having to manage and deal with their emotions like I am an emotional dump and before my mother is always hot and cold...I can't explain this right now it is a very long story I also have a sister with mental health issues and illiness that would come and scream and be physical aggressive and abusive and I am no contact with her but they are so they dump everything like I am a therapist to me or do triangulation and I ask for boundaries but they ignore it....

I don't know if I should leave them an online message or physical letter explaining, but it seems like this over explaining that I did over years take no where since it always circle back to how it was....

also by the way when I was abroad and with my sister and going through shit or like needed help she was not there not even emotionally supportive or when I had to recovery etc. so I always tell her that why you look for me know then when I needed you... you refused?

Any advice? what should I do? I have also been aggressive and physical and always frightened with my sibling since we were born so I want peace and to regulate my system and heal...

How would you feel if your partner say it is fishy/ taste like fish after your first kiss?

How would you feel if your partner say it is fishy/ taste like fish after your first kiss? (both in their 20s) and it also your first kiss ever and your partner has missed briefly other people before and was not into it.

Hw would you respond? would you keep practicing or is that a deal breaker? what does that mean if they keep joking around it and even like put like fish gifts, profile pic etc?

this after you said you like the kiss....

How would you feel if your partner say it is fishy/ taste like fish after your first kiss? (both in their 20s) and it also your first kiss ever and your partner has missed briefly other people before and was not into it.

Hw would you respond? would you keep practicing or is that a deal breaker? what does that mean if they keep joking around it and even like put like fish gifts, profile pic etc?

this after you said you like the kiss....

I weight the same as last year if not a bit less and my belly is huge is more fat and also in general is always bloated... I am dysphoric because my love handles and things are even bigger and I am skinny fat ..

I am not going at the gym and never did....I am not going right now because I can't bring myself to have a routine I am already walking biking and I plan hiking etc. i also guess that fat shift is not gonna happens to me

Hi, in my country the public health system doesn't cover it cost so it would be like 100 euro/ 100 usd per month, I can't afford it, do you know where I can order it for a cheap price ? Thanks

I have already others stuff medications without luck, I can't go on like this

I have insomnia and it is severe I also take topical finasteride and testosterone every 10weeks