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when I first started getting this, it was weird cause I noticed that it felt like I was in some type of video game and I was just a game character, and that’s pretty much what spooked me out.

when that was happening I couldn’t take the people around me seriously or anything really because it felt like nothing was real.

like if I was in this state of mind, you can literally tell me you might’ve lost someone in your family and I wouldn’t be able to react properly to it because of the derealization.

one time I had this happen to me. a friend of mine was telling me something that happened to him and I had to tell him to stop talking about it because of what I felt like at the time.

when I first started getting this, it was weird cause I noticed that it felt like I was in some type of video game and I was just a game character, and that’s pretty much what spooked me out.

when that was happening I couldn’t take the people around me seriously or anything really because it felt like nothing was real.

like if I was in this state of mind, you can literally tell me you might’ve lost someone in your family and I wouldn’t be able to react properly to it because of the derealization.

one time I had this happen to me. a friend of mine was telling me something that happened to him and I had to tell him to stop talking about it because of what I felt like at the time.

when I was in highschool, there was this dude who for some reason just had something against me, and I was always the type of person to not really defend myself and kind’ve just let people push me around.

but yeah, basically he started doing that as well as some of his buddies, and it was pretty fuckin annoying dealing with that and this continued for about 2 years or so, so eventually I just got to a point where I was just fed up with putting up with it.

so when he came up to me tryna do his usual, I just straight up pushed him and he started coming at me, and when I say I got my shit rocked, it was brutal. there’s even a video still up of when I got knocked out.

that day was mad embarrassing for me. the way the fight played out. I didn’t even get any good punches in cause I was kinda scared to even throw one. after that fight happened he slowly stopped bothering me though cause every time he tried to pick on me again, I didn’t care if I got my ass beat again, I was still not gonna let him bother me.

but yeah, that was that. don’t let people push you around cause otherwise they won’t stop.

I don't understand.

I was coming back from an NF concert amazed that I finally got to see NF in person and yeah, life was good. On my way out of the city I grabbed some Wendy's because I just love the Baconator they have there.

so yeah, there I was driving home thinking how I was gonna miss being in a big city because the place that I live in is a pretty small(ish) city, not thinking I was going to end up getting a flat tire around some hrs later.

night time started to hit and it was pretty much pitch black/blueish outside and it honestly sketches me out driving in the dark when i'm going places, but around an hr passes I noticed that my tire went flat and that's when I started freaking out cause I was like "bro, there is no way this is happening to me right now, and my gas is getting low. I don't even know how to change a flat tire..."

I put the hazard lights on and I was just thinking of what to do, and I was completely alone. I hopped out of the car to check and I just looked around me, not a single flipping car in sight. It was just black and with the moon shining some light on the area around me.

I hopped back in thinking "alright, i'll just call a tow truck driver."

*calls one*

"hello, hi, I'm currently stranded with a flat tire, and I need a tow truck."

tow truck "okay, we'll be sending one over but you're going to have to wait till the morning."

"oh yeah alright, i'll be waiting. *hangs up* bru, I have to chill here alone with these creepy ass woods just starring at me? Isn't this how I see people on the news get murdered? any random car can stop by and decide to try something."

so, there I was waiting cautiously and while I was there, I remembered that I had a joint with me and I thought it would be a great idea to smoke the joint. (this was a terrible idea.) I grabbed the joint and stepped outside for a bit just standing there smoking it, and it was alright at first but I started tripping out hard cause I started realizing the situation I was in, and how long it would take a tow truck driver to even get to me.

so, I just hopped back in and while I was waiting, I noticed a car in the distance finally appearing and I immediately went back to thinking

"can I trust them? It's pitch dark outside and what if they stop for me? this is how people die bro. I'm gonna get my knife out. fuuck, I should've never got high, wtf was I thinking?!"

*the car slowly stopping by for me and asks* "hey, are you okay? do you need help?"

"no, I'm good."

"ah, alright then. be safe."

more cars ended up stopping for me but I completely ignored them, but eventually time passes and it's now the morning, and I got a call from the towtruck and they said it would get to me in around 4hrs, and I was not tryna stay there any longer so I decided since it was day time, I could try stopping drivers and the third car that stopped is the one that finally helped me get the spare tire out and they put it on.

I finally was able to get home.

This experience for me was probably the most sketched out i've ever felt cause it only takes 1 wrong person to get a bad idea. I'm just grateful to be out of that situation bro. this happened during NF's hope tour around like I think 3-4 years ago?

but yeah, my advice for when you go travelling is please make sure you know how to change and have a spare tire, if you're okay with it probably carry anything you can defend yourself with, and just don't die.

I was coming back from an NF concert amazed that I finally got to see NF in person and yeah, life was good. On my way out of the city I grabbed some Wendy's because I just love the Baconator they have there.

so yeah, there I was driving home thinking how I was gonna miss being in a big city because the place that I live in is a pretty small(ish) city, not thinking I was going to end up getting a flat tire around some hrs later.

night time started to hit and it was pretty much pitch black/blueish outside and it honestly sketches me out driving in the dark when i'm going places, but around an hr passes I noticed that my tire went flat and that's when I started freaking out cause I was like "bro, there is no way this is happening to me right now, and my gas is getting low. I don't even know how to change a flat tire..."

I put the hazard lights on and I was just thinking of what to do, and I was completely alone. I hopped out of the car to check and I just looked around me, not a single flipping car in sight. It was just black and with the moon shining some light on the area around me.

I hopped back in thinking "alright, i'll just call a tow truck driver."

*calls one*

"hello, hi, I'm currently stranded with a flat tire, and I need a tow truck."

tow truck "okay, we'll be sending one over but you're going to have to wait till the morning."

"oh yeah alright, i'll be waiting. *hangs up* bru, I have to chill here alone with these creepy ass woods just starring at me? Isn't this how I see people on the news get murdered? any random car can stop by and decide to try something."

so, there I was waiting cautiously and while I was there, I remembered that I had a joint with me and I thought it would be a great idea to smoke the joint. (this was a terrible idea.) I grabbed the joint and stepped outside for a bit just standing there smoking it, and it was alright at first but I started tripping out hard cause I started realizing the situation I was in, and how long it would take a tow truck driver to even get to me.

so, I just hopped back in and while I was waiting, I noticed a car in the distance finally appearing and I immediately went back to thinking

"can I trust them? It's pitch dark outside and what if they stop for me? this is how people die bro. I'm gonna get my knife out. fuuck, I should've never got high, wtf was I thinking?!"

*the car slowly stopping by for me and asks* "hey, are you okay? do you need help?"

"no, I'm good."

"ah, alright then. be safe."

more cars ended up stopping for me but I completely ignored them, but eventually time passes and it's now the morning, and I got a call from the towtruck and they said it would get to me in around 4hrs, and I was not tryna stay there any longer so I decided since it was day time, I could try stopping drivers and the third car that stopped is the one that finally helped me get the spare tire out and they put it on.

I finally was able to get home.

This experience for me was probably the most sketched out i've ever felt cause it only takes 1 wrong person to get a bad idea. I'm just grateful to be out of that situation bro. this happened during NF's hope tour around like I think 3-4 years ago?

but yeah, my advice for when you go travelling is please make sure you know how to change and have a spare tire, if you're okay with it probably carry anything you can defend yourself with, and just don't die.

I was coming back from an NF concert amazed that I finally got to see NF in person and yeah, life was good. On my way out of the city I grabbed some Wendy's because I just love the Baconator they have there.

so yeah, there I was driving home thinking how I was gonna miss being in a big city because the place that I live in is a pretty small(ish) city, not thinking I was going to end up getting a flat tire around some hrs later.

night time started to hit and it was pretty much pitch black/blueish outside and it honestly sketches me out driving in the dark when i'm going places, but around an hr passes I noticed that my tire went flat and that's when I started freaking out cause I was like "bro, there is no way this is happening to me right now, and my gas is getting low. I don't even know how to change a flat tire..."

I put the hazard lights on and I was just thinking of what to do, and I was completely alone. I hopped out of the car to check and I just looked around me, not a single flipping car in sight. It was just black and with the moon shining some light on the area around me.

I hopped back in thinking "alright, i'll just call a tow truck driver."

*calls one*

"hello, hi, I'm currently stranded with a flat tire, and I need a tow truck."

tow truck "okay, we'll be sending one over but you're going to have to wait till the morning."

"oh yeah alright, i'll be waiting. *hangs up* bru, I have to chill here alone with these creepy ass woods just starring at me? Isn't this how I see people on the news get murdered? any random car can stop by and decide to try something."

so, there I was waiting cautiously and while I was there, I remembered that I had a joint with me and I thought it would be a great idea to smoke the joint. (this was a terrible idea.) I grabbed the joint and stepped outside for a bit just standing there smoking it, and it was alright at first but I started tripping out hard cause I started realizing the situation I was in, and how long it would take a tow truck driver to even get to me.

so, I just hopped back in and while I was waiting, I noticed a car in the distance finally appearing and I immediately went back to thinking

"can I trust them? It's pitch dark outside and what if they stop for me? this is how people die bro. I'm gonna get my knife out. fuuck, I should've never got high, wtf was I thinking?!"

*the car slowly stopping by for me and asks* "hey, are you okay? do you need help?"

"no, I'm good."

"ah, alright then. be safe."

more cars ended up stopping for me but I completely ignored them, but eventually time passes and it's now the morning, and I got a call from the towtruck and they said it would get to me in around 4hrs, and I was not tryna stay there any longer so I decided since it was day time, I could try stopping drivers and the third car that stopped is the one that finally helped me get the spare tire out and they put it on.

I finally was able to get home.

This experience for me was probably the most sketched out i've ever felt cause it only takes 1 wrong person to get a bad idea. I'm just grateful to be out of that situation bro. this happened during NF's hope tour around like I think 3-4 years ago?

but yeah, my advice for when you go travelling is please make sure you know how to change and have a spare tire, if you're okay with it probably carry anything you can defend yourself with, and just don't die.

yes

imagine if we got to see this on a mission lol

I’m not jealous or anything but I felt that I also should’ve been there too graduating. regardless it was a good time during and afterwards.

I was supposed to be graduated like my friend but since I have commitment issues, it’s hard to stick to something. I am happy for my friend btw, like actually really happy. when I was at the grad, I got a bit emotional seeing him walk across that stage, cause he’s also had a struggle trying to get things together, and to see him finally getting that part of his life done made me emotional. he’s my best bud man and we’ve always been there for each other.

he’s going to be coming over soon so, right now I’m just waiting. gonna try speedrun minecraft.

I just want a girl who’s beautiful, kind, caring, thoughtful, loyal, honest, nice, tall, and that’s about it.

the thing is, I literally had a girl just like this but she had to move countries with her family🗿

swear she was once in a lifetime because every other girl I met just isn’t the same.

I swear, dating has gone into the dirt because these new girls I be seeing seem so 2 faced and have red flags to a degree I’ve never seen before. just be GENUINE, it ain’t that hard man.

some even have attitudes with them and that’s just something I don’t wanna deal with. people who are able to put up with attitudes, congrats dude but can never be me.

#alphamale #imbetter #imthecenteroftheuniverse

I grew up playing games, watching youtube, and watching tiktok shorts my whole life, and because of that its become genuinely hard to commit to something. I eat a bunch of junk food on a regular, and I haven’t even worked a day in my life or exercised, I’m surprised I’m not really that fat though.

my mom and dad both gave me $500 to go spend but I usually just end up buying game cosmetics and ordering food online to my place. It gets depressing from time to time. I mean there’s this swimming pool inside of my home but I never use it, and there’s also a home gym in here.

my parents bought me a car for when I get my drivers license but I haven’t even been working on it, so the car is just sitting in one of the garages.

there’s so many things that they gave me but I don’t really use them, asides from when I was told to go to school. school was so unbearable for me, I didn’t even pay attention at all really because all I wanted to do was play games.

I grew up playing games, watching youtube, and watching tiktok shorts my whole life, and because of that its become genuinely hard to commit to something. I eat a bunch of junk food on a regular, and I haven’t even worked a day in my life or exercised, I’m surprised I’m not really that fat though.

my mom and dad both gave me $500 to go spend but I usually just end up buying game cosmetics and ordering food online to my place. It gets depressing from time to time. I mean there’s this swimming pool inside of my home but I never use it, and there’s also a home gym in here.

my parents bought me a car for when I get my drivers license but I haven’t even been working on it, so the car is just sitting in one of the garages.

there’s so many things that they gave me but I don’t really use them, asides from when I was told to go to school. school was so unbearable for me, I didn’t even pay attention at all really because all I wanted to do was play games.