u/unodostres123-

I seem to be constantly starting games but never finishing them

And before someone says attention span, I know for a fact I have a great attention span. I also play games I either like or know I’ll like but I still never seem to be able to finish them

After years of feeling like complete shit and the last year spiralling further and further I finally called my GP and ended up getting a prescription for anti depressants this day 2 weeks ago

Going into it I knew there would be side effects and that it takes weeks for them to work but it doesn’t suck any less

It’s not like it gives me emotions that aren’t there it just feels like it intensifies what is there. Like for instance a minor inconvenience could happen that is in reality mildly annoying at best but it just heightens it to me getting insanely pissed off. This goes double to feelings of sadness and apathy

I know they take time but these side effects paired with a particularly shitty week just really suck

So uhh… I kinda ended up getting Rin and her light cone much earlier than I expected. And I have enough pulls for another character/lc (and enough to get to the 200/200 for gil’s light cone)

Currently I’m thinking either Evernight e1 for my castorice team where (excluding the Hyacine s1) everyone is e0s0 or sparxie s1 for my e2s1 silver wolf 999 team

Or hell I could just do neither and pull Himeko /j (she is cool tho)

I am leaning more towards Evernight e1

I live in the UK and we are having a heatwave. I haven’t played my switch 2 in about a week and I go to pick it up and the back it really warm with the inside of the dock warm too

The thing is it won’t turn on. I’ve put it on to charge on my steam deck charger (only other one that would work) and it still won’t turn on

Any ideas on what to do?

This is really the last thing I need right now with so much of my happiness hinged on playing Raiders currently

I live in the UK and we are having a heatwave. I haven’t played my switch 2 in about a week and I go to pick it up and the back it really warm with the inside of the dock warm too

The thing is it won’t turn on. I’ve put it on to charge on my steam deck charger (only other one that would work) and it still won’t turn on

Any ideas on what to do?

This is really the last thing I need right now with so much of my happiness hinged on playing Raiders currently

I should specify this is in context of Violet

I do also plan to pull more highlight based characters in the future like that new closer variant

All my life I have never once shared my issues with anyone and was good at keeping a bottle on my emotions until 2 months ago when I had a complete mental breakdown. I kept talking with people to keep up appearances that everything is okay but it was hard

I then started having bursts of extreme panic and anxiety which I ended up telling to my friend. They are a great person but I can’t trust people at all. I feel they are going to hold my problems over my head and use them against me

My brain knows this isn’t true but the voice inside my head says otherwise. Now I just regret sharing and can’t help but wish I didnt

All my life I have never once shared my issues with anyone and was good at keeping a bottle on my emotions until 2 months ago when I had a complete mental breakdown. I kept talking with people to keep up appearances that everything is okay but it was hard

I then started having bursts of extreme panic and anxiety which I ended up telling to my friend. They are a great person but I can’t trust people at all. I feel they are going to hold my problems over my head and use them against me

My brain knows this isn’t true but the voice inside my head says otherwise. Now I just regret sharing and can’t help but wish I didnt

Loved the gameplay. It was hard but fair. Liked how it looked along with the ost… but what the fuck was the story?

(Spoilers obv)

I’m guessing pre chapter 12 was Jacket’s memories while in a coma. Then he wakes up from it and gets revenge

I have no idea what was going on with Biker though. Why from his POV did he kill Jacket in that fight against him?

The game definitely reads as a commentary on violence in video games that much I can get from it

I really did love the game and I’m glad I finally played it. Will be playing 2

Throughout my childhood my mum would abuse medication and alcohol. Recently I’ve only realised how much this affected me.

Most of the time it happened when my dad was away due to work (which was a lot) so I was the one who had to deal with it (the youngest i think I was as 11 when i had to help. I obviously didn’t understand what was going on). I never told him about it but he clearly did know as he had to deal with it a lot

I had my assumptions about what could have happened to her when I was a mid-late teen. Then one day she did tell me.

I’ve never really spoken to her about how her actions hurt me and I doubt I ever will. When I think about it I just feel so guilty about feeling bad cause what she went through was far worse.

I also feel jealously over her improving herself while I am stuck feeling like shit. I feel bitter for her never apologising once.

I get how I feel is valid but I always compare myself to her and feel guilty over how I feel

Throughout my childhood my mum would abuse medication and alcohol. Recently I’ve only realised how much this affected me.

Most of the time it happened when my dad was away due to work (which was a lot) so I was the one who had to deal with it (the youngest i think I was as 11 when i had to help. I obviously didn’t understand what was going on). I never told him about it but he clearly did know as he had to deal with it a lot

I had my assumptions about what could have happened to her when I was a mid-late teen. Then one day she did tell me.

I’ve never really spoken to her about how her actions hurt me and I doubt I ever will. When I think about it I just feel so guilty about feeling bad cause what she went through was far worse.

I also feel jealously over her improving herself while I am stuck feeling like shit. I feel bitter for her never apologising once.

I get how I feel is valid but I always compare myself to her and feel guilty over how I feel

I came across the term when I was reading about what generational trauma is (was mentioned in a video essay I was watching and I had heard the term but didn’t know what it meant)

I kept reading about it and peoples’ experiences and I just felt… uncomfortable. Like I related to a lot of it.

So if someone could explain what it is that would be nice.